LOGINPOV DEFNE
For several seconds, I could not look away from the contract. The words blurred slightly beneath the warm kitchen lights while my heartbeat pounded hard enough to make me dizzy. I read the sentence again anyway, hoping I had misunderstood it the first time. Direct personal protection and supervision. It did not sound like legal language. It sounded intimate. Controlled. Dangerous in a way that had very little to do with debt collectors or financial risk. Slowly, I lifted my eyes toward Adem. “You cannot be serious.” The lawyer standing near the counter wisely remained silent, though I noticed the subtle tension in his posture. He looked like a man who had spent years witnessing morally questionable decisions while being paid too much to object to them. Adem closed the folder calmly. “Sit down, Defne.” “No.” The answer came out sharper than intended, but panic had already begun spreading through my chest. Until this moment, part of me had still believed there would be limits. A transfer of debt. A confidentiality agreement. Perhaps even temporary security until things settled. Not supervision. Not a contract that sounded as though he intended to absorb my entire life into his. “You investigated me without my knowledge,” I said, struggling to keep my voice steady. “You had legal documents prepared before I even agreed to anything.” “I had documents prepared before you panicked and made emotional decisions.” His calmness only made my anger worse. “You don’t get to decide what’s emotional.” “No?” He leaned one hand against the counter, watching me carefully. “You were prepared to walk back into an unsecured apartment after your ex-boyfriend threatened you, someone photographed you leaving with me, and your debt situation became public inside the company. That doesn’t sound rational to me.” The worst part was that he sounded reasonable. I hated reasonable men. They cornered you with logic until your emotions began feeling childish and self-destructive. “That still doesn’t explain this.” I gestured toward the contract. “What exactly does personal supervision mean?” The lawyer suddenly became fascinated with the rain outside the windows. Adem’s gaze never left mine. “It means your current situation requires structure.” I almost laughed from disbelief. “Structure?” “Yes.” “I’m not one of your companies.” “No,” he said quietly. “Companies are easier.” The answer unsettled me enough to silence me for a moment. I looked back down at the contract, scanning the pages more carefully now that the initial shock had passed. Every line felt surreal. Temporary relocation. Restricted media contact. Financial confidentiality. Personal security protocols. Then I reached another clause. My stomach tightened instantly. “No contact with Berat Vehbi unless authorized by Mr. Sahenk.” I looked up sharply. “Authorized?” “He’s unstable.” “He’s still not your decision to make.” “Everything connected to your safety is now my decision to make.” The certainty in his voice struck something raw inside me. Eight months ago, before my parents disappeared, I would have walked out immediately after hearing words like that. I had once been stubborn enough to believe independence alone could protect a woman from humiliation. Then life became more complicated. Debt changed things. Fear changed things. Exhaustion changed things most of all. There was a particular kind of vulnerability that settled into people after surviving too much stress for too long. You became dangerously tempted by the idea of someone stronger stepping in and saying, Let me handle it. That temptation terrified me now. “I haven’t agreed to anything,” I said carefully. Adem finally moved away from the counter and walked toward me. His expression remained unreadable, but there was a quiet focus in his eyes that made it difficult to breathe properly when he looked directly at me. “No,” he agreed. “But you’re considering it.” I swallowed hard. The infuriating part was that he knew me well enough already to see the hesitation I was trying to hide. The lawyer cleared his throat softly, reminding me we were not alone. “Mr. Sahenk, there are additional clauses regarding media exposure that may require revision depending on whether the photograph reaches the press.” “Handle it,” Adem said without looking away from me. The lawyer nodded immediately and stepped farther toward the opposite end of the kitchen, granting us the illusion of privacy. I crossed my arms tightly. “Do people usually obey you this easily?” “Yes.” The blunt honesty almost made me smile despite myself. “That’s incredibly arrogant.” “It would be arrogance if I were wrong.” I hated that answer too. Everything about him felt designed to destabilize people. He never rushed to fill silence, never softened uncomfortable truths, never pretended to be kinder than he actually was. Most men relied on charm when they wanted control over a woman. Adem relied on observation. He saw too much. “You’re treating this like a business acquisition,” I said quietly. Something flickered in his expression then, subtle enough that another person might have missed it. “No,” he replied after a moment. “If this were business, the arrangement would be much simpler.” Heat climbed slowly into my face because I understood exactly what he meant. The air between us shifted again, tension threading itself through the conversation so naturally that it became impossible to separate fear from attraction anymore. I looked away first. “That doesn’t make this less disturbing.” “You’re disturbed because part of you is relieved.” The words landed with humiliating precision. I opened my mouth to deny it, then stopped. Because he was right. Relief had been growing quietly inside me ever since he stepped between me and Berat in the parking garage. Relief at someone powerful enough to stop the chaos. Relief at no longer carrying every terrifying decision alone. Maybe even relief at being noticed after months of feeling hunted and disposable. The realization made me feel weak. Adem watched my silence carefully. “You’ve spent so long trying to survive alone that you’ve started treating dependence like humiliation.” “It is humiliation.” “No,” he said softly. “Humiliation is begging people who enjoy watching you suffer.” Berat. The image rose instantly in my mind: his smile, his hands gripping my wrist, the satisfaction in his face whenever fear showed too clearly on mine. My stomach twisted. Adem noticed immediately. His voice lowered slightly. “What did he do to you?” “Nothing.” The lie came automatically. “Defne.” Something about the way he said my name made my chest tighten painfully. I forced myself to look back at him. “Why do you care?” For the first time all night, the question seemed to catch him slightly off guard. Not enough to lose control. Just enough for silence to stretch a little too long. Then his gaze dropped briefly to my mouth before returning to my eyes. “Because,” he said quietly, “I don’t like seeing other men leave marks on things that interest me.” The words settled heavily between us. Things that interest me. Not women, employees or people. My pulse stumbled anyway. Before I could answer, the lawyer’s phone rang sharply across the room. He checked the screen, frowned immediately, then looked toward Adem with visible hesitation. “Sir,” he said carefully, “there’s a problem.” Every nerve in my body tightened. Adem’s expression cooled instantly. “What kind of problem?” The lawyer glanced once toward me before answering. “The photograph has already been sent to someone at the company.” A cold wave moved through my chest. “Who?” Adem asked. The lawyer hesitated. Then he said quietly: “Your wife.”POV DEFNEThe words settled over the room with suffocating weight.For a moment, nobody spoke. I could hear the rain against the windows again, softer now, almost distant beneath the violent pounding of my heartbeat. Enise remained standing near the bar with her glass balanced elegantly between her fingers, perfectly composed despite the fact that she had just shattered the fragile sense of distance I still had from the investigation surrounding my parents.Her father knew Kemal Yildirim.Not casually.Personally.I stared at her, trying to understand whether this coincidence was genuinely possible or whether I had unknowingly walked into something far more dangerous than scandal.“You knew him?” I asked quietly.Enise took a small sip of her drink before answering. “My father and Kemal served on the same investment board for several years. They were never particularly close, but they moved in the same circles.”Something cold settled slowly inside my chest.Wealthy circles.The same
POV DEFNEI had never understood before that a smile could feel threatening.Enise Sahenk stood inside the penthouse doorway with rain still clinging lightly to the dark fabric of her coat, her posture perfectly composed despite the situation unfolding around her. She was beautiful in the way certain women became beautiful after spending years learning how to survive inside powerful circles. Everything about her appeared deliberate, from the elegant twist of her hair to the controlled calm in her expression.And somehow, that calm terrified me more than anger would have.Her eyes remained on me for one long second too many.Not shocked.Not emotional.Observant.I suddenly became painfully aware of every detail about myself. Bare feet against the marble floor. Adem’s white shirt hanging too loosely against my skin. The bruises still faintly visible near my wrist.The silence stretching through the penthouse became unbearable.Then Enise looked toward her husband.“You could have warne
POV DEFNEEverything inside me went cold after those words.For a second, I could only stare at Adem while the rain battered the windows behind him and my pulse turned painfully uneven inside my chest. Berat had threatened me before—countless times, in countless different ways—but this was different.Because he knew exactly where to aim.My parents.The one subject capable of destroying what little stability remained in my life.“What does he mean?” Adem asked quietly.I looked away immediately.That alone was answer enough.The silence stretching between us suddenly felt unbearable. I could feel Adem watching me carefully, waiting, analyzing every flicker of emotion crossing my face. Most people looked at me with pity after hearing my surname. Adem looked at me as though every hidden thing simply became another piece of information to understand.And somehow, that was worse.“Defne.”His voice was calmer now, lower.“What is he talking about?”I wrapped my arms tighter around myself,
POV DEFNEEverything inside me went cold after those words.For a second, I could only stare at Adem while the rain battered the windows behind him and my pulse turned painfully uneven inside my chest. Berat had threatened me before—countless times, in countless different ways—but this was different.Because he knew exactly where to aim.My parents.The one subject capable of destroying what little stability remained in my life.“What does he mean?” Adem asked quietly.I looked away immediately.That alone was answer enough.The silence stretching between us suddenly felt unbearable. I could feel Adem watching me carefully, waiting, analyzing every flicker of emotion crossing my face. Most people looked at me with pity after hearing my surname. Adem looked at me as though every hidden thing simply became another piece of information to understand.And somehow, that was worse.“Defne.”His voice was calmer now, lower.“What is he talking about?”I wrapped my arms tighter around myself,
POV DEFNEThe blood drained from my face so quickly that I had to grip the edge of the counter to steady myself.For a second, I genuinely thought I had misunderstood.“Here?” I asked quietly.The head of security nodded once. “He’s demanding to see Miss Sabanci.”Every muscle in my body tightened instantly.I could already imagine Berat downstairs in the pristine lobby of the building, charming enough to fool strangers while slowly becoming more volatile underneath the surface. He would know exactly how far he could push before security physically removed him. He always understood limits when other people were watching.“What did he say?” Adem asked.“He claims Miss Sabanci left important belongings at his apartment and he wants them returned tonight.” The guard hesitated briefly. “He’s also making accusations about her being held here against her will.”Humiliation crawled hotly through my chest.Of course he was.Berat loved creating scenes just controlled enough to make me look un
POV DEFNEFor a moment, all I could do was stare at the photograph.The image looked far more intimate than the reality had felt only seconds earlier. From that angle, with Adem standing close enough to touch my wrist while I wore his white shirt inside his penthouse after midnight, there was no innocent explanation left. Anyone seeing it would assume exactly what the sender intended them to assume.My stomach tightened painfully.“This is insane,” I whispered.Adem continued studying the image with unsettling calm, though I noticed the faint tension in his jaw this time. It was the only visible sign that the situation had finally begun irritating him.“Someone has access to private security footage or building surveillance,” he said.I looked up sharply. “You’re worried about the cameras?”“I’m concerned about whoever feels confident enough to use them against me.”The distinction mattered to him. I could hear it immediately.This was no longer only about scandal. It had become a cha
POV DEFNEAdem did not let me touch the phone.The photograph remained on the screen between us, bright against the black glass, humiliating in its simplicity. There was no kiss, no embrace, no proof of anything except the fact that I had left the parking garage with him after midnight, but sometim
POV DEFNE Adem did not answer the call immediately. For several long seconds, he only watched the screen illuminate the marble counter while the phone continued vibrating between us. The sound seemed unnaturally loud inside the quiet penthouse, cutting through the tension that still lingered in th
POV DEFNE I forgot how to breathe after that question. Not because I was naïve enough to misunderstand him, and not because I believed powerful men ever did anything without expecting something in return. The terrifying part was how calmly he had asked it, as though this were merely another negoti
POV DEFNE I should have left the moment he said that. Any sane woman would have. Instead, I stayed frozen in the middle of Adem Sahenk’s kitchen with his fingers still resting beneath my chin and my heartbeat turning uneven for reasons that had nothing to do with fear anymore. That terrified me







