LOGINThe door to my chamber was standing open. A figure stood there, framed in the doorway, blocking the morning sunlight that fought to enter the bowels of the palace. The shadow it cast was long and thin, cutting across the filth of my floor like a blade. I could tell from the hue of the shadow, the slenderness of the frame, and the lack of that suffocating, heavy pressure that it wasn't Kai.
I squinted, my head throbbing in time with the pulse in my wounded shoulder. As the blurry image finally snapped into focus, my breath hitched. It was Mali, the Royal Physician. The man who had patched my scraped knees when I was a pup and who had treated the entire royal lineage for decades.
A flicker of foolish, desperate hope ignited in my chest. Had they realized the horror of last night? Had Kai’s conscience if he had one finally bitten him? Maybe the pack’s elders?
"Mali?" I rasped, my voice a ghost of itself. I tried to sit up, but the silver chains rattled, the metal hissing against my skin.
"Did they send you to... to help?"
Mali didn't answer immediately. He stepped into the room, his footsteps heavy and hesitant. He didn't look like a man on a mission of mercy. He looked like a man walking toward a gallows. He knelt beside me, his eyes averted, and slowly opened his black medical toolbox. The hinges gave a mournful creak.
My eyes darted to the contents of the kit. There, nestled in velvet, was a long, shimmering needle filled with a liquid the color of bruised violets.
Wolfsbane.
The hope died so fast it left me dizzy. My heart hammered against my ribs like a trapped bird. "No," I whispered, scrambling backward until my spine hit the cold stone wall.
"Mali, please. Not that. Anything but that."
"Mali, please look at me," I begged, my voice cracking.
"Don't take my wolf. Don't leave me alone in my own head."
Mali finally looked up, and his face was a map of sorrow. His hands, usually so steady, were trembling as he prepared the syringe.
"I have a family, June," he whispered, his voice so low I could barely hear it over the sound of my own frantic breathing.
"the Alpha... he made it clear. If I do not perform this procedure, my sons will find themselves in the same chains you are wearing by nightfall. He is a king who will burn anything that doesn't bend."
The hatred flared in my chest then,a dark, hot coal. Kai wasn't just breaking me, he was poisoning everyone I had ever cared about, turning a healer into a torturer.
"I’m sorry, child," Mali choked out.
Before I could scream, he grabbed my arm with a grip born of desperation. The needle pierced my skin, and the violet liquid surged into my veins. It felt like liquid fire at first, and then, a terrifying, absolute silence. My wolf, who had been pacing and snarling in the back of my mind since the rejection, let out a final, whimpering howl before she was smothered by the fog. The colors in the room bled into shades of grey. The sounds of the palace above became muffled. I felt small. I felt empty.
Mali packed his kit in silence and left without looking back.
I didn't have long to mourn the silence. Moments later, the heavy thud of boots echoed in the hall. Two guards, entered the room. They didn't speak. They grabbed the silver chains at my wrists and yanked me upward, dragging my limp, wolf-less body out of the cell and through the winding corridors of the servant quarters.
We emerged into the Royal Court. The transition from the dark cellar to the gilded grandeur of the throne room was staggering. The entire clan was gathered, a sea of faces that used to look at me with respect, now twisted into masks of suspicion and disgust.
Kai sat on the high throne, his face a mask of iron. Beside him, in the seat that should have been mine, sat Lia. She looked radiant in a gown of shimmering silk, her fingers playing with a heavy gold necklace that looked suspiciously familiar.
"June," Lia said, her voice echoing through the silent court. She stood up, her eyes bright with a cold, calculated fire.
"I wanted to show you mercy. I wanted to give you a place in this palace where you could find redemption. But it seems a thief cannot be changed by kindness."
She held up a small, ornate velvet pouch. From it, she pulled a signet ring, the crest of the Alpha’s private treasury.
"This was found hidden beneath the straw in your cell this morning," Lia declared, her voice rising so every member of the clan could hear.
"You tried to steal from the very man who spared your life. You tried to rob the pack that fed you."
"That’s a lie!" I screamed, the words raw and jagged in my throat. I looked toward the elders, toward the warriors I had bled beside.
But no one moved. No one spoke. The wolfsbane made my voice sound thin, lacking the Alpha-given authority I once carried as a Beta. To them, I was just a frantic, lying Omega.
Lia looked at Kai, her eyes brimming with fake tears.
"It hurts, Kai. To be betrayed by someone I called a sister."
Kai’s gaze fixed on me, colder than the silver around my wrists. He stood up, the power radiating off him enough to make the air hum. He didn't look like he believed her, but he looked like he didn't care. He wanted me broken, and Lia was providing the hammer.
"The evidence is clear," Kai said, his voice a death knell.
"But I am a just Alpha. June, if you fall to your knees now, if you kiss the feet of your Luna and apologize for your crimes against this clan, I will allow you to stay in the servant's quarters. I will spare you the public lash."
I looked at Lia’s smug face, and then at Kai’s expectant, cruel eyes. My wolf was gone, suppressed by the violet poison, but my pride was still roaring.
"I will never apologize for a lie," I spat, my vision blurring with a fierce, defiant heat.
"And I will never kiss the feet of a traitor. You can take my rank, you can take my wolf, and you can take my blood, Kai. But you will never, ever get an apology from me."
Kai’s jaw tightened. He turned to the guards, his voice devoid of anything but steel.
"Take her to the courtyard."
I walk to the mirror, the tall one in the corner, the one I use to check my appearance before Kai comes to bed, the one where I've spent months practicing smiles I don't feel.The woman staring back at me is a stranger.Her eyes are red-rimmed. Her lips are pale, bloodless, pressed into a thin line that looks more like a scar than a smile. The bite mark on her throat, his bite, his claim, his brand, stands out against her skin like a bruise that never healed.And her hands are shaking.Not with fear.With rage."She stole everything," I whisper to my reflection. The words come out raw, shredded, nothing like the soft, patient voice I've been using for months. "My past. My present. My mate."The reflection doesn't answer. It just watches me with hollow eyes, waiting for me to say the thing I've been too afraid to admit.She's going to steal my future too.The thought lands like a blade between my ribs.I press my palm against the cold glass, and for a moment, I imagine it's Lia's face
"You want to tell me what happened?" Dorian's voice is low. Careful. The voice he uses when he's trying to coax a confession out of me."No.""Good. Because I don't actually care what happened." He shifts, turning to face me, and I feel the weight of his gaze even though I'm staring straight ahead. "I care about what you're going to do about it.""Nothing.""Nothing." He repeats the word like it tastes bad. "You're going to do nothing. About your wife. About your prisoner. About the fact that you're sitting on the floor of a hallway at midnight like a pup who lost his first fight."I don't answer.Because what is there to say? He's right. I've done nothing. I've been doing nothing for months, reacting, destroying, lashing out at anyone who gets close. There's no strategy here. No plan. Just the slow, inexorable unraveling of a man who never learned how to hold onto anything good.Dorian stands. Walks a few paces away. Then turns back to face me, his arms crossed over his chest."You
The darkness swallows my laughter.It bounces off the damp stone walls, echoes back at me in fragments, broken and ugly and nothing like the sound I used to make as a girl. That laugh was light. Free. The kind of laugh that made June smile and say, "There she is. There's my Lia."This laugh is different.This laugh is a weapon.I press my forehead against the cold wall and let it come, the laughter, the tears, the terrible shaking that started in my chest and has spread to my hands, my shoulders, my throat. They mix together until I can't tell one from the other. Until I'm just a mess of sounds and salt water and the raw, jagged edges of a woman who's been broken too many times to count.He bared his fangs at her.Kai's wolf. The beast he keeps chained somewhere deep inside himself. The part of him that chose me, that wanted me, that still aches for me despite everything he's done.It bared its fangs at June.At his wife.At his mate.And I watched it happen. I couldn't see through th
"How long?" Her voice is quiet. Controlled. The voice of someone who's been practicing this question for weeks and is only now finding the courage to ask."How long what?""How long have you been going down there?" She turns her head just enough that I can see the profile of her face. The sharp line of her jaw. The tension in her cheek. "How long have you been visiting her in the dark while I sleep alone in our bed?"I should lie. I should tell her it's only been a few times. That it doesn't mean anything. That Lia is just a prisoner, just an enemy, just a problem I'm trying to solve.But June knows me. Not all of me, no one knows all of me, but she knows when I'm lying."Since the beginning," I say. "Since the night I locked her in that cell."June's hand drops from the door handle.She turns to face me fully, and I see her clearly for the first time since we left the dungeon. Her eyes are red-rimmed. Her lips are pressed into a thin, bloodless line. And her face, her beautiful, ge
The stone corridor is cold beneath my bare feet.I didn't bother with slippers when I left the tower. Didn't bother with a robe or a guard or any of the trappings my title as Luna is supposed to afford me. I just walked. Down the spiral stairs, through the great hall, past the guards who bowed and murmured words I didn't hear.Because I heard him.The dungeon entrance looms before me, dark and damp and reeking of misery. Kai forbade me from being here. Said it wasn't a place for his Luna, his mate, his wife. Said the things that lived in the darkness weren't fit for my eyes.But I heard him.Not his words, not clearly. The stone is too thick, the distance too great. But I heard his voice. The tone he uses when he's trying to control something he can't. The edge that creeps in when he's losing a battle he didn't know he was fighting.And I heard her.Lia.Laughing.Even now. Even chained and beaten and locked in a cell. Even with my husband's hands around her throat,I saw the bruises w
The darkness is my only witness.It wraps around me like a shroud, cold and absolute, pressing against my swollen throat and my cracked ribs and the places inside me that stopped hurting hours ago because they've gone numb. I lie on the straw, filthy, lice-ridden, damp and I listen to my own breathing rattle in and out of lungs that still remember being denied air.His hands.I can still feel them. The weight of his palms. The steadiness of his fingers. The way he squeezed like he was wringing water from stone, methodical, almost bored, as if strangling me was just another task on his daily list.You should have said yes.The words echo in the dark. I hear them in his voice, that low, conversational tone that terrified me more than any scream ever could. Because screaming means feeling. Screaming means losing control. But Kai of the Bloodmoon Clan doesn't lose control.He chooses.Every squeeze of his fingers. Every breath I couldn't take. Every second of agony was a choice he made, d







