NORA
Fuck.How gruesomely enchanted was I back there? I wasn’t sure I gave it even a second thought before agreeing, just like that!I grimaced as I jerked my feet, frustrated with myself for my mistake. I mentally facepalmed as I packed my books and stuffed them into my backpack, berating myself for being so careless and entranced. I couldn’t help but wonder what would unfold later this evening with him.The thought of being in bed with him filled me with a mix of anticipation and anxiety. He did as promised though, even though Cassidy’s apology was the lamest one have ever heard.Holy cow. A shiver ran down my spine as I stared down at the address he forwarded to me, so shamelessly.“Hey.” A voice whispered from behind me and I jumped in fright, my heart racing as I spuned around.With a roll of eyes, I sighed in relief at the sight of who had led me to class yesterday. “I must have scared you. Never meant to.” He smiled down at me. It was the kind of smile that made me almost want to smile back.“I was obviously scared out of nothing.” As much as I’d love to vanish into thin air and head down to Jordan’s to get down to business, walking out on him wasn’t also an option.“Lucan, by name.” He said and his voice so confident and smooth, he stretched forth his hand, offering a handshake.I looked at his outstretched hand for a moment, unsure of what to do. It feels so strange now that am no longer used to it. Gone were days when I had tons of friends. Ever since my birthday in which all of them flee due to my hypersexuality diagnosis, they’ve all been avoiding me like a total plague.So why is he trying to get closer? Shouldn’t he take to his heels, also? Oh, right. He’s unaware.“Nora.” With a lopsided smile, I hesitated then reached out and shook his hand.I soon pulled away and he also stepped back. Time is running out and I wanted to get away from him as quickly as possible."Sorry, but I have to go," I said, trying to keep my voice steady. He nodded, a small smile playing on his lips."Hope to see you around." he said, before turning and walking away. I watched him go, a mixture of relief and dread swirling in my stomach. He seemed so pleasant, but there was something about him that made me feel uneasy. I wasn't sure what it was, but I hoped I wouldn't have to find out.As I was walking out of class, I felt someone grab my hair and yank me backward. I was slammed into the wall, and the wind was knocked out of me. I saw a flash of her blonde hair and amber eyes, and I realized the person attacking was none other than Cassidy. She looked furious and out of control, and I knew she’s here to take her anger out on me. Well, apparently.“Now, what else do you want?” I spat between grounded teeth, and wrenched her hand away from my hair. I scoffed when I looked around to find her crews scurrying over, just when Cassidy was about to respond, causing me to roll my eyes.And that was when I noticed her friends weren’t actually heading here but practically running after a nerd, whose shoulder slammed against mine as she raced away, in terror. I almost stumbled by the impact but managed to hold myself still.“Catch that rascal!” Cassidy howled. And like a miracle, her fury was no longer directed at me. She stomped after them and I couldn’t be more grateful to bolt out of the school gate. What a bully.~I reached the address, my heart pounding in my chest. I took a deep breath and turned to look back at the rusty gate. It seemed to loom ominously behind me, as if daring me to go through. I hesitated, my hand hovering in the air, as if I could stop time just by refusing to knock.But then the door jerked open and I let out a yelp, my whole body tensing as if I were about to leap out of my skin. That’s how much terrifying the person looming at the doorway has got me.“Who are you?!”I looked the woman up and down, taking in her wild hair, her pale skin, and the dark circles under her eyes. Her clothes were disheveled and torn, as if she'd been through some kind of ordeal. She looked like a character out of a horror movie, and I felt a shiver run down my spine.I wasn't sure what to say or do - shouldn’t Jordan be the one to open the door? I guess am at the wrong house. I’d better turn back now that it ain’t too late.“Sorry, ma’am. I seem to have lost my way.” I said and cracked a smile, immediately turning around to walk away, her glare burning holes into my back.This is a saving grace. I couldn’t imagine sharing a space with someone who looked like that till her son arrives. I knew I was never lost and it was that Jordan was probably not around, but I had to find an excuse. The thought of being alone with her made my stomach twist into knots.Whereas, just when I thought I was almost out of her abode, the worst happened.“Hey, you!” The woman called out, her voice harsh and cold. I slowly turned around and before I could even say a word, her hand came over my face and the last thing I could remember was slumping into her arms as I lose consciousness.~I thrashed against the ropes binding me to the chair, but it was no use - I was completely trapped.I felt the ropes tightening around my wrists and ankles, pinning me to the chair. The woman sat in front of me, smoking a cigarette and watching me with a devilish smirk. I struggled against the bonds, my rage burning hot inside me."You’re still not going to release me?" I asked, my voice shaking with anger."Yes, am not going to." she replied, her voice calm and cold. "I've got all the time in the world."A dead silence fell upon the room. My fingers curling up into fists from beside me, itching so badly it would stop if only I could get a chance to smash them against her face. What have I ever done to her? If I haven’t lost count, I’ve been here, in this position, for over three hours now.Yet, all she could yelp about was how I have to leave her son. Something that has me wondering how she knew.“He won’t be home anytime soon. Until then, receive a suffering of a lifetime. I promise, never in your whole existence would you think of coming back here, again.” She said, inching close to me that I wished there was a door for me to jump out.Which didn’t feel necessary anymore because immediately she spoke, the door opened and in came the bad boy in leather jacket. Whose walk came to a brief halt to take in the scenario. “What’s going on here?”He bellowed and the woman quickly trampled upon her cigarette before standing up from her chair in one quick motion as Jordan snapped his face to her direction. At first, I would have thought she was scared of him until she marched off towards him and at the same time ripping out a pocket knife from where only heaven knows.“Don’t come any closer, Sawyer.” He warned, his voice low and menacing. I catch onto how bluntly he mentioned her name but had no time to give it a thinking, especially since he’s already standing before me.His hand reached out to the rope and just as he loosened it, my heart flipped when my eyes lurched up to meet with his mother about to thrust the knife directly at him.I scrambled to my feet, desperate to stop the woman from hurting Jordan. I lunged forward, my hands outstretched when suddenly, I felt a strong hand on my shoulder, pushing me back. I turned, my eyes widening in shock as I realized it was Jordan who had shoved."Don't you dare!" He growled and I gasped, my eyes widening in shock as I realized it was Jordan who had shoved me. He sent me reeling backward, my head hits the floor with a sickening thud but I quickly struggled to sit up.I could have killed the woman, but I sat there and I watched her raise her arm and stab him. He fell on his knees while I sat there, watching him bleed as she torments him further.Asshole. Won’t you stand up and give this ridiculous woman a taste of her own medicine? I pressed my hand to my face in exasperation. Fine, I’ll watch you suffer.NORAChecked. Today is the worst day of my life. I felt nothing other than regret when at the end of it all, he kicked me out and slammed the door to my face. As I turned around to take my leave, his bruised body displayed in my head, a very terrible aftermath of what wrath his mother had incurred on him. Had I not showed up, Jordan wouldn’t have to go through such torment. But then again, I hope she’s gotten what she wanted cause I can promise, never in my life would I even think of coming any closer to her or her house but to Jordan… I can not promise. As I hailed down a cab and got into its confines, my eyes kept staring at the door, my gaze never wavering. I tried to push the image away, but it was burned into my mind, a reminder of the terrible things that must have happened behind those closed doors. I grew expectant to be at home already which was why I almost lost it when I snapped my eyes towards the driver and realized even the car’s engine hasn’t been ignited. “Get me
NORA Couldn’t look him in the eye. Shame clouded my vision, my fingers tightening up into fists beside me as my gaze stayed glued on the floor. Should I have tried harder at controlling myself even though the sexual urges can never be tamed?I could feel him getting closer, and my heart started racing as I stood there, frozen in place. The whispers of the other students grew louder, and I felt my face flush with embarrassment. Then, before I could even think, I felt a rush of adrenaline surge through my body. With a strength I didn't know I had, I shoved him away and ran out of the classroom as fast as my legs would carry me. My heart was pounding in my chest, and I felt like I couldn't breathe. All I wanted was to get away from there.I could feel tears welling up in my eyes as I ran, to where only heaven knows. “Wait up, Nora.” I heard Lucan call out as he ran after me. His voice so pleading I was almost tempted to turn back around and let him catch up with me, I didn’t and kept
NORA I almost burst into laughter, but pulled myself together. My hearing must have developed a fault overnight, is he even aware of what he’s just proposed? I sneaked a peak over at Natalie, to see her eyes wide and jaw slacked. Apparently, neither of us could believe what Jordan had just sputtered out, shamelessly, at that. “Didn’t we decide not to meet ever again? So explain, what are you doing here?…” Before I could finish, I saw my mother's shadow looming over the second floor of the house. Panic seized my chest and I felt a surge of adrenaline as I threw the car keys at Natalie and took off down the road, Jordan’s hand in mine. My heart was racing as I ran, terrified of what Mom might do if she had caught even a small glimpse of us and me skipping the already scheduled therapy appointment. I only realized what length we had run when Jordan wrenched his hand from my grip to take a breath. I was prepared to slump by the roadside, when I heard the sound of a motorbike roaring
JORDANFuming with rage, I slammed the door shut behind me as I stormed into the house. As I entered the dining area, I was met with the sight of my stepmother sitting there, a smug, contemptuous smile on her face. My blood boiled at the sight of her, and I wanted nothing more than to turn around and walk right back out the door. But I knew I had to face her. She was the bane of my existence, and I couldn't let her get the better of me. I had to stay strong, no matter how much she tried to rattle me."Well, well, well," She drawled, a sneer twisting her lips. "If it isn't my favorite son. You decided to grace us with your presence." I could almost hear the sarcasm dripping from her words, and it only served to infuriate me further. And then I noticed the girl sitting beside her, a redhead who looked to be around my age. She was staring at me with wide eyes, her expression a mixture of awe and fear. It was clear she was intimidated by me, and it only made me feel more powerful. “I c
NORAI reached for the car door, ready to make my escape. But just as I was about to open it, I felt a hand slam down on the handle. I turned to see Lucan standing there, his face set in a stern disappointment. “You’re not leaving until you explain why you did that. Because I can assure you, you would wish you hadn’t messed with him.” He said, and my heart rate spiked, and I could feel the panic rising in my chest. But I tried to keep my composure, not wanting to give him the satisfaction of seeing me lose my cool.It was clear as daylight Jordan was the one who talked Mr. George through the detention we were almost sent to. But I was so upset by it that I couldn’t help going after him to challenge him. We finalized an agreement already and he shouldn’t be sticking his nose into my business. But why do I feel like I went too far? “Lucan, am the one he would come after and not you. So chill. He deserved it.” I faked a smile as I tried persuading him whereas, I need even more persuas
NORAI quickly covered my mouth with my palm, wondering why I was so concerned. Whereas, I shouldn’t be. One reason why Natalie’s now seated with crossed arms and squinted eyes, casting suspicious stare at me. I chuckled nervously, leaning back against the seat as I ignited the car’s engine once again. "Let's just go home," I told her, forcing a smile. She nodded and upon reaching home, I watched her as she got into a taxi. We said our goodbyes, and I watched her drive away, my stomach churning with anxiety. I knew what I had to do - I just had to face my parents.As I walked through the front door, I braced myself for what was to come. I took a deep breath and headed to my room, closing the door behind me. Luckily, I was able to escape the prying eyes of either one of my parents. The walls of my room felt like they were closing in on me, and I could feel my heart pounding in my chest as I remembered the issue on ground. What would happen if I travel out of New York? I groaned inst
NORAI started to run after him, my feet pounding against the pavement. But he was already too far ahead, and I couldn't keep up. I felt a wave of despair wash over me. But then I heard a shrill whistle. I turned around and saw Cassidy standing there, my bag in her hand. She was flanked by her followers, all of them snickering and laughing.I felt a surge of anger course through me. I clenched my fists, my nails digging into my palms. I stomped towards her, ignoring the fear that was trying to take hold of me. "How dare you," I snarled. "Give it back," I said, my voice shaking with rage. But Cassidy just smirked at me, her eyes mocking.Her followers were laughing hysterically, their faces red with mirth. It was clear they were enjoying this, and it just made my anger burn hotter.Cassidy put a hand on my bag, holding it just out of my reach. "Not without a condition," she said, her voice smug. I narrowed my eyes at him, trying to keep my composure. "What condition?" I asked, my vo
NORA “What’s going on here?”I took a deep breath, upon Lucan’s return, Then I got up from my seat, and Lucan followed me out of the cafeteria. I didn't want to look at Jordan, but I couldn't help it. As we walked past him, I caught his eye. For a moment, I saw something like regret in his expression, and then it was gone. I turned away, and we kept walking. Even though I was still upset with him, I couldn't help but feel a little grateful that he had stepped in.I excused myself and headed to the bathroom to clean up. As I ran the water over my hands, I looked at myself in the mirror. I was a mess - my hair was disheveled, and I had milk all over my shirt. I rolled up my sleeves and splashed water on my face, trying to calm myself. I took a few deep breaths, and then I started to wash the milk off of my shirt.As I scrubbed, I couldn't help but think about what had just happened. Angry at myself for not standing up for myself before Jordan could, but I also felt a little bit of sym