Se connecter“Be quiet, Holly, or I swear I’ll stick this damn tiara in your head!” my mother growled, making me shrink back in my chair.
“It’s just… The dress is preventing me from… Breathing…” I tried to move a little, hoping to loosen the ropes on my back, but I had no luck again. “If you weren’t as fat as a pig, we wouldn’t need to tighten the corset so much!” my mother spat, shoving my shoulders to hold me in place again “You’re about to step into the Alpha’s house! No matter how much makeup I put on, your face will embarrass us anyway. So, at least your clothes have to make a good impression!” “I can’t believe you’re going to do this!” Louis grumbled nearby, his anger barely disguised “All the other families Alpha asked for a bride refused! Why can’t you do the same?” “Stop talking nonsense or you’ll be sleeping under the snow tonight, Louis!” Mother yelled “Thank goodness we have the excuse that you’re still recovering from the amputation, or I’d have to gag you! You’ve always been rude, but it seems like your ridiculous rebelliousness has only gotten worse since you came back from the army…” “You want to know what really got worse? Your fucking hypocrisy!” Louis stood up so violently that his chair tipped over “You’ve spent my whole life talking about raising and nurturing me only so I could become a decorated warrior. But now that I can’t fulfill your dream of prestige and fortune anymore, you’re no longer ashamed to treat your own son like I’m worthless, are you?” "Be careful how you talk to your mother…!" “You just want to use us like we’re pigs you can slaughter when you need meat! Damn it, Mom, I could have died and all you know how to talk about is how I’ll never be able to fight again, as if that’s worth more than my life!” My heart broke when I heard the embarrassment in his voice, “And Holly could die at Noah’s hands, but you clearly don’t care at all…!” “Listen here, you ungrateful brat!” she growled, grabbing his shoulders “I didn’t waste my youth, my future, and my sanity creating flaws, understand? We found a use for your sister and we’ll do the same for you at some point. If you’re not willing to fight for a good future, then your father and I will do it for you! So shut your damn mouth and don’t cooperate, understand?!” “Oh, sure.” Louis scoffed “Since you couldn’t be useful for anything, then I guess all that’s left is to get something through your kids, isn’t it?” “Louis!” I gasped as mother’s hand struck his face with a furious slap. “Maybe that’s why the Moon God turned you into an invalid!” she snarled “It was the best way to punish an ungrateful son like you!” She extended her finger in his direction before turning to me “Sit there and don’t move an inch, Holly! I’ll just go get some perfume and then we’ll go to Alpha’s house!” She continued to stare at Louis with eyes full of hatred until the moment she walked out the door. However, before I could get up to go to him, my brother rushed over to me, his cheek bearing a red mark in the perfect shape of our mother's hand. “I won’t let them do this to you!” he murmured, kneeling beside me “I won’t, Holly, I promise! I’ll help you escape this place…” “I don’t want you to get into trouble for me, Louis…” I sniffled “If I’m going to do it… I’ll do it myself.” “There’s no ‘if,’ Holly!” He grabbed my hand, his voice becoming extremely low “Listen, Alpha Kaia gave me a good amount of money to help support myself after the amputation. I kept it at a friend's house so that Dad and Mom couldn't touch it. I want you to take some of it and run away to some human city. Where none of them can find you, especially Noah!” "You..." my blood ran cold with pure terror "Do you think he might try to come after me to get revenge?" “I… I don’t know.” Louis swallowed hard “But, if there’s one thing I’m sure of, it’s that he highly values his family’s honor. If he’s offended by his fiancée running away… I don’t even want to imagine what he’d be capable of.” "But…” “Damn, I can hear her coming back. We'll work everything out better later, okay?” “Finally, we can go!” mother grumbled as she entered, but thankfully Louis had already returned to his chair “Come on! Get up! I hope this perfume can compensate for your lack of smell.” She sprayed several times around me, making my nose burn “Come on, hurry up! We’re almost late! And remember…!” she said, grabbing my arm “If you say a single word to try and ruin this, I will personally set you on fire again, understand?” "Yes, Mom." Even with my stomach churning and an overwhelming urge to run away, I followed her out of the room and out of the house, where Violet and Dad were waiting for us, dressed in their best clothes. Alpha Kaia's house wasn't far. It was right in the center of town, where any of us could reach it if we needed anything. It was bigger than most houses, but still cozy. She let the children use her library, and all the parties were held in her enormous patio. I remember hearing her say once that the house wasn't hers, it belonged to all of us. Under other circumstances, I would certainly be honored to become her daughter-in-law. “My Alpha!” my father said the instant we entered the front garden, and immediately everyone in our family bowed, showing our necks in reverence. However, discreetly, I raised my eyes, peeking under my eyelashes. Alpha Kaia was there, her long, black hair cascading down her back and a gentle, yet almost sad, smile on her face. Beside her was her mate, Arthur. I didn't know much about the pact that led the Lunefar pack to our Alpha's first marriage, but he wasn't the father of my future husband. He was the father of the one we called the second prince. Cassian. He was there too, blond, handsome, and charming, just like his father. It wasn't just Violet who dreamed of marrying him, but I think all the girls in the pack did. I can't say I ever had a crush on him, though. I considered him the most handsome man in the world, in an almost bureaucratic way, before. It was common sense. But now, I couldn't stop thinking that the man who was in my cabin was more handsome. Damn, I forgot to ask Louis about him again. Before leaving, I wanted to at least find out a little more about my Big Bud. “William.” Alpha Kaia greeted my father, bringing me back to reality “Thank you for coming. And thank you again for accepting us. I promise your daughter will be in good hands.” She turned her eyes to me and, instead of disgust, I only found affection in her gaze when she saw my face “Welcome, dear. It will be wonderful to have you in the family.” "Thank you, my Alpha." I murmured, trying not to let fear creep into my voice. “Shouldn’t we let the poor girl get to know her fiancé better, Mother?” Cassian asked, and though his voice sounded friendly, there was a hint of disdain there that reminded me of Violet “She’s certainly looking forward to that part.” “Of course…” Alpha Kaia turned to the door behind her, looking almost exhausted “Holy Moon, we talked about this, it’s impossible that he…” Her nose twitched discreetly, “Oh, there he is. It’s a pleasure to introduce you to my son Noah, dear. And… Don’t let him scare you.” She murmured just to me, as the front door opened “I promise he’s not like the rumors say.” Swallowing hard, I tried to remain composed as the door opened. I tried to prepare myself for what was to come. A monster. The most terrifying man I had ever seen. Death incarnate. But when a gigantic figure appeared, my blood turned to ice. Because I realized that it was nothing more than… familiar. I wanted to know Big Bud's name so badly, and now I know. Noah Silverheart. The future husband I wanted to run away from.“Be quiet, Holly, or I swear I’ll stick this damn tiara in your head!” my mother growled, making me shrink back in my chair.“It’s just… The dress is preventing me from… Breathing…” I tried to move a little, hoping to loosen the ropes on my back, but I had no luck again.“If you weren’t as fat as a pig, we wouldn’t need to tighten the corset so much!” my mother spat, shoving my shoulders to hold me in place again “You’re about to step into the Alpha’s house! No matter how much makeup I put on, your face will embarrass us anyway. So, at least your clothes have to make a good impression!”“I can’t believe you’re going to do this!” Louis grumbled nearby, his anger barely disguised “All the other families Alpha asked for a bride refused! Why can’t you do the same?”“Stop talking nonsense or you’ll be sleeping under the snow tonight, Louis!” Mother yelled “Thank goodness we have the excuse that you’re still recovering from the amputation, or I’d have to gag you! You’ve always been rude, bu
The Moon Goddess didn't manage to screw up my life completely, apparently.So, he got me a mate.Her smell permeated every corner of that small cabin. My damned eyes seemed to be covered by a fog now, but I could still make out the shapes of what was inside. There wasn't much. A chair, a table, an old fireplace whose bricks creaked as if they were about to collapse at any moment.Why was her scent there, as if that were a place where she spent a lot of time? It was winter. Didn't her parents know that a helpless little thing like her was out there, freezing in that crappy cabin and trying to chop wood? Or was she an orphan? My mother always found families willing to take in lone cubs. There was no explanation for the little thing seeming to live there…Fuck. I clenched my teeth, slamming my fist against the table.What did I care if that woman lived alone in the middle of the forest? I wouldn't take her as mate. Not a chance. She said no one sent her into the middle of the forest to
"What?" I blinked, certain I'd heard wrong.“Alpha Kaia has been visiting some of the pack’s families lately. She had a proposition for them, but none of the men wanted to offer their daughters.” Dad rolled his eyes “She didn’t have to ask us twice, though. She needs a young and healthy female for her son, and we’re going to offer her that.” “She thought of me first, of course.” Violet said proudly “But Mom and Dad had to refuse. I would be very sad to disappoint Prince Cassian by accepting this marriage.” “Wait, isn’t the groom Cassian?” Louis asked “But, if it’s the Alpha’s son, but it’s not him… Then, that only leaves…” “Don’t play dumb, Louis.” Mother rolled her eyes “It’s exactly what you’re thinking. Your sister is going to marry Noah Silverheart.” Hearing that name made me tremble from head to toe. Of course, I had never been threatened or harmed by our Alpha's eldest son. It would have been impossible, since he had been away at war for longer than I could remember. Ther
It was difficult for me to define how I was feeling as I drove home. I guess I was… Happy to have made a new friend? Although I didn't think Big Bud would be happy to hear me refer to him that way. But, well, it wasn't like we were enemies, was it? I didn't want us to be, at least. And he had given me enough firewood for a whole week as a gift. It was a step up on the ladder of friendship, right? Well, the next step would be for me to ask his name when we see each other again. I think so, at least. I've only had two friends my whole life, and one of them was my brother, so I don't know if that counts. Of course, Big Bud didn't seem exactly willing to listen to me, but... It would be nice to have someone I could talk to once in a while. He wouldn't even need to really listen to me if he didn't want to. I always accumulated too many words in my mind, and simply letting them out would feel good, even if it didn't matter to anyone else. “Holly!” my mother’s roar interrupted my tho
“You...” he grunted suddenly, making my stomach clench “You’d better not waste the chance I’m giving you.”And then, as suddenly as he had attacked me, Bib Bud was gone, leaving me buried in the snow as he walked away. It took me a moment to convince myself that the danger had passed, but when I finally sat up, he was still there. One of his hands was supporting his head, and I could only imagine that not even a giant like him was immune to the discomfort of such a high fever.“Uh… There’s still a little bit of the herbal mixture I made…” I said, uncertain “It will help you have enough strength to get out of this snow and return to your family…”"And what does it matter to you whether I die in this forest or not?" he asked, but something about his question seemed more like a challenge, though I didn't understand why.“Because, uh… Everyone in a pack should always look out for each other’s well-being. That’s what separates us from humans and brings us closer to wolves, as the Moon God
For a moment, I just stayed there, wondering if at some point I would wake up again, falling out of bed in my basement room. But no matter how many times I blinked, the man remained motionless on the ground. And the snow around him remained stained red.“Uh…” I let my voice wander through the silent forest “Hello?”I waited. And waited. Until I realized I was standing there like an idiot, while a member of the pack was possibly bleeding to death right in front of me.“Oh, Holy Moon…” I gasped, hurrying to him “Can you hear me? Can you move? Hello?” I placed both my hands on his shoulder to try and shake him, but I couldn’t move him even a little “Uh… Is anyone there?” I called out, looking around nervously “Is anyone looking for a friend? He’s not well, you should go get him…”I chewed my lip while waiting for someone to come, but again, nothing happened. It had to happen eventually, however. Not only because the hearing of the other wolves in the pack was nothing like mine—they coul