ログイン“Be quiet, Holly, or I swear I’ll stick this damn tiara in your head!” my mother growled, making me shrink back in my chair.
“It’s just… The dress is preventing me from… Breathing…” I tried to move a little, hoping to loosen the ropes on my back, but I had no luck again. “If you weren’t as fat as a pig, we wouldn’t need to tighten the corset so much!” my mother spat, shoving my shoulders to hold me in place again “You’re about to step into the Alpha’s house! No matter how much makeup I put on, your face will embarrass us anyway. So, at least your clothes have to make a good impression!” “I can’t believe you’re going to do this!” Louis grumbled nearby, his anger barely disguised “All the other families Alpha asked for a bride refused! Why can’t you do the same?” “Stop talking nonsense or you’ll be sleeping under the snow tonight, Louis!” Mother yelled “Thank goodness we have the excuse that you’re still recovering from the amputation, or I’d have to gag you! You’ve always been rude, but it seems like your ridiculous rebelliousness has only gotten worse since you came back from the army…” “You want to know what really got worse? Your fucking hypocrisy!” Louis stood up so violently that his chair tipped over “You’ve spent my whole life talking about raising and nurturing me only so I could become a decorated warrior. But now that I can’t fulfill your dream of prestige and fortune anymore, you’re no longer ashamed to treat your own son like I’m worthless, are you?” "Be careful how you talk to your mother…!" “You just want to use us like we’re pigs you can slaughter when you need meat! Damn it, Mom, I could have died and all you know how to talk about is how I’ll never be able to fight again, as if that’s worth more than my life!” My heart broke when I heard the embarrassment in his voice, “And Holly could die at Noah’s hands, but you clearly don’t care at all…!” “Listen here, you ungrateful brat!” she growled, grabbing his shoulders “I didn’t waste my youth, my future, and my sanity creating flaws, understand? We found a use for your sister and we’ll do the same for you at some point. If you’re not willing to fight for a good future, then your father and I will do it for you! So shut your damn mouth and don’t cooperate, understand?!” “Oh, sure.” Louis scoffed “Since you couldn’t be useful for anything, then I guess all that’s left is to get something through your kids, isn’t it?” “Louis!” I gasped as mother’s hand struck his face with a furious slap. “Maybe that’s why the Moon God turned you into an invalid!” she snarled “It was the best way to punish an ungrateful son like you!” She extended her finger in his direction before turning to me “Sit there and don’t move an inch, Holly! I’ll just go get some perfume and then we’ll go to Alpha’s house!” She continued to stare at Louis with eyes full of hatred until the moment she walked out the door. However, before I could get up to go to him, my brother rushed over to me, his cheek bearing a red mark in the perfect shape of our mother's hand. “I won’t let them do this to you!” he murmured, kneeling beside me “I won’t, Holly, I promise! I’ll help you escape this place…” “I don’t want you to get into trouble for me, Louis…” I sniffled “If I’m going to do it… I’ll do it myself.” “There’s no ‘if,’ Holly!” He grabbed my hand, his voice becoming extremely low “Listen, Alpha Kaia gave me a good amount of money to help support myself after the amputation. I kept it at a friend's house so that Dad and Mom couldn't touch it. I want you to take some of it and run away to some human city. Where none of them can find you, especially Noah!” "You..." my blood ran cold with pure terror "Do you think he might try to come after me to get revenge?" “I… I don’t know.” Louis swallowed hard “But, if there’s one thing I’m sure of, it’s that he highly values his family’s honor. If he’s offended by his fiancée running away… I don’t even want to imagine what he’d be capable of.” "But…” “Damn, I can hear her coming back. We'll work everything out better later, okay?” “Finally, we can go!” mother grumbled as she entered, but thankfully Louis had already returned to his chair “Come on! Get up! I hope this perfume can compensate for your lack of smell.” She sprayed several times around me, making my nose burn “Come on, hurry up! We’re almost late! And remember…!” she said, grabbing my arm “If you say a single word to try and ruin this, I will personally set you on fire again, understand?” "Yes, Mom." Even with my stomach churning and an overwhelming urge to run away, I followed her out of the room and out of the house, where Violet and Dad were waiting for us, dressed in their best clothes. Alpha Kaia's house wasn't far. It was right in the center of town, where any of us could reach it if we needed anything. It was bigger than most houses, but still cozy. She let the children use her library, and all the parties were held in her enormous patio. I remember hearing her say once that the house wasn't hers, it belonged to all of us. Under other circumstances, I would certainly be honored to become her daughter-in-law. “My Alpha!” my father said the instant we entered the front garden, and immediately everyone in our family bowed, showing our necks in reverence. However, discreetly, I raised my eyes, peeking under my eyelashes. Alpha Kaia was there, her long, black hair cascading down her back and a gentle, yet almost sad, smile on her face. Beside her was her mate, Arthur. I didn't know much about the pact that led the Lunefar pack to our Alpha's first marriage, but he wasn't the father of my future husband. He was the father of the one we called the second prince. Cassian. He was there too, blond, handsome, and charming, just like his father. It wasn't just Violet who dreamed of marrying him, but I think all the girls in the pack did. I can't say I ever had a crush on him, though. I considered him the most handsome man in the world, in an almost bureaucratic way, before. It was common sense. But now, I couldn't stop thinking that the man who was in my cabin was more handsome. Damn, I forgot to ask Louis about him again. Before leaving, I wanted to at least find out a little more about my Big Bud. “William.” Alpha Kaia greeted my father, bringing me back to reality “Thank you for coming. And thank you again for accepting us. I promise your daughter will be in good hands.” She turned her eyes to me and, instead of disgust, I only found affection in her gaze when she saw my face “Welcome, dear. It will be wonderful to have you in the family.” "Thank you, my Alpha." I murmured, trying not to let fear creep into my voice. “Shouldn’t we let the poor girl get to know her fiancé better, Mother?” Cassian asked, and though his voice sounded friendly, there was a hint of disdain there that reminded me of Violet “She’s certainly looking forward to that part.” “Of course…” Alpha Kaia turned to the door behind her, looking almost exhausted “Holy Moon, we talked about this, it’s impossible that he…” Her nose twitched discreetly, “Oh, there he is. It’s a pleasure to introduce you to my son Noah, dear. And… Don’t let him scare you.” She murmured just to me, as the front door opened “I promise he’s not like the rumors say.” Swallowing hard, I tried to remain composed as the door opened. I tried to prepare myself for what was to come. A monster. The most terrifying man I had ever seen. Death incarnate. But when a gigantic figure appeared, my blood turned to ice. Because I realized that it was nothing more than… familiar. I wanted to know Big Bud's name so badly, and now I know. Noah Silverheart. The future husband I wanted to run away from.“Focus!” I felt something hard hit my ankle and opened my eyes to find Flora there, her staff in hand, as if she were ready to hit me on the forehead with it.“I’m trying.” I sniffed, shifting in the chair where I was sitting “Like, really trying, but…”I tried not to sound discouraged, but it was almost impossible. We were there, trying almost nonstop, all day long, into the night, without any success. Garrett and Elowyn had come to visit me again and again, almost as if they wanted to make sure Flora hadn't squeezed every last drop of blood out of me. I think, deep down, they knew I was lying when I said I was fully recovered. It had only been a day since I'd woken up from that strange coma, and my body was still weaker than I'd like.But if I could get up and walk, then it was time to start training with Flora, as I had promised.My parents' presence didn't bother me, though. Goddess, it was still hard for me to believe they really were my parents and to call them that, but… Being
I don't know how long I cried, but probably a long time. When I finally managed to control myself a little, my eyes were swollen, my face was all wet, and my chest ached from sobbing. Flora brought me some kind of tea that calmed me down a bit, and while she watched me drink, Elowyn smiled, her own face red from crying.“You can rest a little, darling.” she offered, caressing my face “Your father and I will stay here, don’t worry. We know you’ll need all our attention to adjust to your new home. This used to be your baby’s room, you know?” She looked around at the room full of light-colored furniture and lace sheets, the same one I’d seen in my dream “Your father hasn’t changed anything, except the bed. It’s good to be here again.” She leaned closer to her husband’s chest.“I co
“I…” I hesitated before Flora’s words, unsure how I should feel. “I just… It’s not that I’m trying to run away from my responsibilities. I understand that if the Goddess gave me this magic, there’s a purpose. And I’m not going to run away from it. I just don’t want there to be any misunderstanding in the future. I mean, the things I’m capable of doing aren’t proof that I’m your daughter…”“Is that really the reason you think that way…?” Elowyn asked, and it broke my heart to see how sad I was making her feel. “Or is there more?”"What do you mean? Of course not. I just don't want you to suffer even more if one day you wake up and find out that..."“Is it because we’re Nightmoo
“What?” Elowyn asked, but they all stared at me as if I had just said something completely absurd, instead of the truth “What are you talking about, Holly?”I shook my head, realizing that I did, in fact, need to make them understand who they were talking to at that moment. They thought I was their daughter. They thought I had the potential that Estelle Nightmoor should have, being the child of the Alpha of that pack and a Moon priestess. I needed to explain who Holly Moonjoy really was, so that they wouldn't be too disappointed in the future.“I don’t know if I’m capable of doing this,” I confessed, a little embarrassed “I… I don’t live up to your expectations. It’s not the first time I’ve tried to manifest my wolf. I’ve spent my whole life trying to do this, but I’ve ne
“Why… Why is my hair this color?” I grabbed the white strand, seemingly the only one among the rest of my brown hair, and I pulled it hard enough to make my scalp hurt, unable to believe that it was actually stuck to my head “How did this happen?”“You’ve always had it.” Garrett laughed “When you were born, you had this white curl on your head. We thought you’d inherit your mother’s hair, but everything else grew brown.” There was a lot of nostalgia in his words, but I was too shocked to pay attention.“How… How is this possible…?” I continued running my fingers through that strand of hair “I never…”“Whoever helped the Moonjoys kidnap you wasn’t stupid.” Flora sighed “After all, how could they raise you among the Silverhearts without hiding these little clues in your appearance? Even if they cut your hair, it would
“Three days?” I blinked, wondering if I had misunderstood what Elowyn had just told me “I was unconscious that whole time?”We were all sitting around the bed where I had woken up, after I had put some food in my stomach and taken a bath. It was still a little hard for me to believe that, for the second time in my life, I had been in a coma for so long, but the more I regained feeling in my body, the more it made sense. My head was heavy, my stomach ached with hunger, and my body was so weak that I needed Elowyn's help to even walk to the bathtub.“What happened?” I asked, meeting their worried gazes “I… I remember trying to get out of that underground chamber, but… I threw something up…” I recalled, a shiver running down my spine “But… It didn’t look like blood. Or did I see wrong in the dark?”“No, you didn’t see it wrong.” Flora, who was already in the room after I returned from my bath, tapped her staff on the floor “It was… A symptom,” she murmured, leaving me more confused than
She's here. The little thing. There's a jumble of smells around me, but it seems I can only smell hers, filling my lungs and driving my wolf crazy.But more than that, I can smell the fear. Not just hers, but everyone's here. One of my men had heard the rumor that only the Moonjoys had been greedy e
I brought the runaway girl to my house because I know she won't have a chance to try to escape here.Did I need to put her in my room and on my bed for that? Probably not. But here we were.She didn't stop crying and trembling the whole way, not even when I gently tucked her into my
"Get ready, Noah! I'm going to shoot the arrow!"“I already told you…!” I growled, anger burning in my blood as I felt the wind change and moved my sword to split the arrow that was approaching my arm “Stop warning me! Do you think our enemies will have mercy on me and send a warning before trying
I was already in a bad situation. I think I would be safer trying to balance on a tightrope with a ravine below me.Perhaps it was my punishment for thinking that, for the first time in my life, things were going right. I spent a long time trembling and crying after the beating Dad gave me







