Aliyah’s POV
The wind whipped against my face as I ran through the heart of the Shadow Claw Pack, the moonless sky cloaking my pain, the gravel beneath my bare feet tearing into my skin. But I didn’t stop. I couldn’t. My lungs burned. My breathing hitched. My throat tasted of salt and blood—but the tears just wouldn’t stop.
I didn’t care that the guards at the southern boundary stared as I passed. Or that Elder Marcus shouted something behind me. Nothing mattered anymore.
Everything was unraveling.
Cohen.
The name echoed in my mind like a curse.
I had given him everything. Every smile. Every kiss. Every part of me that was soft, pure, and believing. I could still remember the first time he said “I love you”—we were sixteen, lying on the hill behind the Crescent Training Grounds, laughing at the stars and dreaming of running our own warrior school.
I gave him my heart. My trust. My soul.
And now…
“No,” I gasped, slowing to a walk, my chest heaving. I clutched my stomach as I staggered beneath the cold glow of the Pack’s eastern lights. “No… Cohen wouldn’t do that to me.”
I tried to breathe, but it felt like something was sitting on my chest. A weight I couldn’t lift.
He wouldn’t betray me like this. Not Cohen.
But the rumors… the whispers at training… the snickers from the other she-wolves today…
I turned off the main road, my body aching, my soul already numb. I needed answers. I needed to see it for myself.
Minutes later, I found myself standing in front of the small studio apartment we used to spend our weekends in. The same door he used to sneak me through, whispering promises of forever into my ear.
But the moment I stepped inside, everything inside me shattered.
The posters.
Gone.
Our warrior club’s banners, the scribbled notes we stuck on the fridge, the sketch I made of him in wolf form—they were all gone.
I stood frozen, eyes trailing the blank wall, the unfamiliar gray couch, the pungent smell of cheap perfume that was never mine.
My knees trembled.
And then I heard the laugh.
Her laugh.
Soft. Sultry. And very much not mine.
From the bedroom, a woman emerged—barely dressed in one of Cohen’s old football shirts. My shirt. The one I used to sleep in.
And there he was.
Cohen.
God, he still looked like the man I loved.
Tall, with sharp cheekbones and hair that curled at the ends just enough to be charming. His eyes—a shade of grey that once promised devotion—met mine with zero remorse. His chest was bare, abs defined and glistening faintly under the dim light. He looked like the man I spent years loving, and yet… in that moment, he was a stranger.
“Aliyah,” he said, nonchalantly, as if I’d just walked in on him brushing his teeth.
The girl beside him—Tatiana, I recognized her now—smirked. She didn’t even try to cover herself.
I swallowed the lump in my throat.
“Why?” I croaked. “Why would you do this to me?”
Cohen chuckled.
A chuckle.
Like this was a joke.
“You seriously didn’t figure it out?” he asked, stepping away from the girl and grabbing a drink from the counter. “Gods, you really are naive.”
I stood there, motionless. My fists clenched. My heart cracking with every second.
“I loved you,” I whispered. “I gave you everything, Cohen. I believed in you.”
He tilted his head, grinning. “That was the point, babe. I made a deal with my club. We all had this bet… who could get the innocent Papa’s daughter in bed first. And not just that—full exposure. Nudes, videos, the whole thing. You were the final dare.”
My world shattered.
“You… you were pranking me?” My voice broke. “You recorded me?”
“Oh, don’t be dramatic,” he said. “It’s not like I uploaded it anywhere. Yet.”
Tatiana laughed. “Honestly, you were always too good for your own good. Guess now you’ve learned what rejection tastes like.”
I stared at Cohen. At the man I once thought I’d mate. The man I once pictured standing beside me at the Luna ceremony.
“You said you loved me,” I whispered. “You said you’d never hurt me.”
He shrugged. “I say a lot of things when I’m bored.”
Something inside me snapped.
I turned away before the tears could spill again. I couldn’t let them see me fall apart. Not anymore. I stumbled out of the apartment, barely aware of how my body was moving.
The wind bit at my skin, but I didn’t care.
Everything felt… hollow.
The mate bond between us—I felt it. The last thread. Breaking.
I thought I would scream, but I didn’t. I couldn’t. The silence was louder.
All I could think of was how we used to be. The first kiss behind the training center. The way he’d wipe away my tears when I failed a trial. The letters he wrote me when he left for Alpha camp.
Lies.
All of it.
I didn’t know where I was going, but my feet carried me toward the town’s outskirts—toward the one place my father forbade me from ever visiting alone.
The Crimson Howl Bar.
They said it was dangerous. Filled with rogues, wanderers, and rebels. But I wasn’t scared. Not tonight.
Maybe I wanted danger. Maybe I wanted pain.
I walked in, and the scent of stale beer and cigarettes hit me instantly. Music roared from the back, and laughter echoed from the pool table.
And that’s when I saw him.
Asher Moretti.
Sitting at the corner table, a whiskey glass in hand, shadowed in darkness but glowing like a god among wolves.
Tall. Broad-shouldered. Arms flexed with veined muscle. His jaw was sharp, peppered with a faint stubble, and his raven-black hair was messy in a way that looked criminally good.
His eyes—piercing and unreadable—locked with mine.
I didn’t know what I wanted.
But I walked toward him.
Maybe it was the anger. The betrayal. The void.
Maybe I just didn’t want to feel like nothing anymore.
Aliyah’s POVThe storm had passed, but inside me another storm raged—louder, fiercer, more destructive than anything outside that tent could ever conjure. I sat there, pretending everything was normal, pretending my heart wasn’t racing like it wanted to claw out of my chest. I smiled when Asher looked at me. I even forced a small laugh when he made some offhand remark about how we’d have to patch the tent later.But inside, I was shattering.Pregnant. With Asher Moretti’s child.The words throbbed in my head like a cruel drumbeat. How? How could this be happening to me? Out of all the people in the world… Why him?I swallowed hard, praying Asher couldn’t read me. He had this unnerving way of looking straight through me, like his eyes could peel away my layers until I was bare and exposed. I tried to keep my voice steady whenever I spoke, tried to appear relaxed, but I could see the slight narrowing of his eyes. He knew something was off. He always knew.When the skies finally cleared,
Aliyah's POVThe message stabbed deeper than the rest. My thumb hovered over the screen, the edges of it slick in my grip. It had to be Cohen. Nobody else would write something like that — not unless they knew me, really knew me.I deleted the message, watching the text vanish like that would erase it from my head. It didn’t. The words kept circling back, sharp and deliberate, digging into every quiet moment.When I stepped out of the tent the next morning, the air felt too bright, the waves too loud. Asher was crouched by the fire pit, coaxing the embers back to life. His hair fell into his face as he worked, the muscles in his forearms flexing with each movement.“Slept well?” he asked without looking up.“Fine,” I said too quickly.He glanced up, narrowing his eyes a little. “You sure?”I brushed past him, muttering, “I said I’m fine,” and reached for the kettle. My hands shook just enough to rattle the lid.He didn’t push, but I could feel him watching me as I poured water into th
Aliyah's POVThe sun was already up when I crawled out of my tent, the air heavy with the smell of salt and damp sand. Asher was leaning against his bike, arms folded, watching the waves like he was weighing something in his head.“Morning,” I mumbled, pulling my jacket tighter.His gaze slid to me, that familiar half-smirk tugging at his mouth. “Thought we’d get you back on the bike today.”I frowned. “No.”“It’s not a race,” he said, pushing off the bike. “Just a little practice. Stretch your legs. Feel the wind.”I shook my head, but he stepped closer, his shadow crossing mine. “C’mon, you used to love this. Don’t let fear make your world smaller.”“It’s not fear,” I said, but even to my ears it sounded weak.His eyes softened, but his voice stayed steady. “Then prove it.”I hesitated, my stomach already uneasy. The thought of the engine’s roar under me brought back more than memories — it brought the pit in my gut, the flash of light, the way the air had been knocked out of me tha
Aliyah's POVThe ride back felt colder than the wind warranted. The salt air bit at my cheeks, but it wasn’t the kind of cold that came from the weather. I kept my arms around Asher’s waist, but only because I had to, not because I wanted to. My cheek rested against his back, and I could feel the steady rise and fall of his breathing beneath the worn leather of his jacket.The road hummed under the tires, a low, constant vibration that seemed to echo in my chest. Every bump made my stomach twist tighter. My mind kept looping back to Jax’s voice, the way my name had rolled out between him and Asher like a coin I hadn’t meant to drop.He didn’t say much at first, and neither did I. The engine roared between us, louder than usual, swallowing anything unspoken.Halfway down the narrow coastal road, he finally tried, raising his voice over the wind. “You’re awful quiet. Thinking about pie? I told you it was terrible.”I didn’t answer.After a beat, he added, “Or are you mad I didn’t order
The morning air was damp and cool, the kind that clung to my skin and made the inside of my nose tingle. I woke to the sound of metal clinking, followed by the low scrape of a wrench against something solid.When I unzipped the tent flap, Asher was crouched beside his bike, sleeves shoved up, hands dark with grease. The sun hadn’t fully broken through the clouds yet, but a soft pale light pooled over him, catching on the line of his jaw.“Morning,” he said without looking up.“Morning,” I murmured, stepping out barefoot. The sand was cold under my toes.I tried to focus on the horizon, to act normal, but a dull cramp tightened low in my stomach. My fingers pressed there automatically. Not sharp enough to double me over, but enough to remind me of the strip hidden in my bag.Asher tightened a bolt and sat back on his heels, wiping his hands on a rag. “The chain was loose,” he said. “Could’ve been bad on the road.”I nodded like I understood, though my head was full of anything but bike
Aliyah's POVThe world had narrowed to the thin strip in my hand. Two lines. Dark. Certain. The wet sand clung to my knees, the cold soaking through the thin fabric of my pants, but I barely felt it. The ocean roared somewhere beyond me, steady and merciless, like it knew something I didn’t want to admit.I stared until the lines blurred. My fingers trembled. I couldn’t breathe properly—the air felt thick, useless.A shadow moved over me.“Aliyah?”I jerked my head up. Asher was standing a few feet away, his brows knit in confusion. The drizzle had turned into a fine mist, coating his jacket in a faint sheen. His eyes searched my face. “What’s wrong?”I quickly shoved the strip into my pocket before he could see it. The plastic felt like it burned against my thigh. “Nothing,” I said too fast. “Just… dizzy for a second.”His gaze lingered on me, skeptical. “You’re pale.”“I said I’m fine.” My voice came out sharper than I meant, so I softened it. “Really. Just tired.”Inside, panic cla