***POV - Damion When we eventually get inside the venue, I’m not ready to just let her go. I want her in my arms for a while longer. “Dance with me.” I don’t wait for an answer, just pull her into me and move onto the dancefloor. I can feel her legs move between mine and then I pull her hips even closer to me. She’s so small against me, her head just reaching my shoulder. ‘I found a love … for me ….. darling, just dive right in …. follow my lead’ Ed Sheeran’s husky voice sings in tune with my heart. ‘Well, I found a girl …… beautiful and sweet …. I never knew you were the someone waiting for me … ‘ I lower my head and smell the lavender in her hair. It must be the best smell in the world. I look into Mel’s eyes and I feel myself drowning, sinking deeper and deeper. I can’t breathe. I can feel her heartbeat against my chest and I know I fell flat on my face for this girl. ‘Darling just kiss me slow …. ‘ I want to kiss her so bad it hurts, but instead I bury my no
***POV – Melaena WARNING – Sex scene !!!!! Damion’s lips are full and soft, but his kiss is desperate and eager as if he wants to prove something to me or himself, I’m not sure. At first, I’m stunned and don’t respond but then he bites my bottom lip softly, and as soon as my lips part he deepens the kiss, pushing his tongue into my mouth. It’s just too much and with a soft moan all my resistance crumbles and I give in to this man, leaning forward I kiss him back. No man has ever held me like this before, or kissed me like this before … And all I know is that I never want this to end. Right at this moment, nothing else matters. “Mel” he groans and pulls my head against his chest. I can hear his heart beating to the same fast allegro rhythm as mine. This feels so right so how can it be wrong? But it is wrong, isn’t it? No, he’s my boyfriend, the man I love with every fiber inside me … He’s what I’ve been waiting for my whole life – literally since I was 9. And tonight I wa
***POV – Damion WARNING – sex scene!!! “I love you.” It was just a whisper, but it was clear enough. I don’t think she meant to say it out loud, but it snookered me and made my heart stop. I can’t believe it. Maybe I was just dreaming or hearing voices. I know she feels something for me … but does she really love me as I love her? Could it be true? But the better question - am I worthy of her love? I pull Mel closer, tracing the contours of her arm with my finger. She’s perfect in every way. And worthy or not … Johnny walked through the tunnel … there is no backing out. And I for sure don’t want to. I switch on the TV and scroll through the channels until I land on Harry Potter and the Philosopher’s stone. There’s no way I’m going to get some sleep now. I take her hair twisting it with my fingers and it’s soft and silky like … flip … like something soft and silky … my brain is a bit of a mooch right now so I can’t entirely think straight. After years of wanting Mel
***POV – Damion WARNING – sex scene!! I wake up to an empty bed and for a brief moment, panic strikes my heart, something wholly new to me. I never get scared or freak out, never. I’m always in control – until now. Mel is messing with my whole fricking being. For a second I thought she might have left, or that D took her, but then I hear her movements in the bathroom. Her phone is on the nightstand and I take it to see what time it is. There’s a message on the screen. She must’ve forgotten to close it after reading it. It’s from the asshole ex-boyfriend. Ren: Mel, we need to talk about Damion. #TruthMustComeOut Ug, suddenly I have a cramp in my tummy. Will it be so bad if I just snap his neck or something? I mean, one less irritating douchebag on earth won’t be so bad will it? I take a deep breath and hold it in for a few seconds before releasing it. Damn, I seriously need to push the demons that are trying to escape back, I need control. I pick up my phone
***POV - Damion “Hi, sorella!” Alejandro strides into the kitchen and grabs Mel from behind and swings her through the air. She gives a little scream and then throws her arms around his neck and whispers something in his ear, before getting all red again. Alejandro gets this big mischievous smile on his face, lighting up his eyes. And suddenly I have these murderous thoughts running through my mind. I just can’t seem to get a grip on this guy – my gut doesn’t like him. But my girlfriend for sure seems smitten with him. Who invited him anyway? I close my eyes and rub my forehead with my fist, counting slowly to ten. Fuck. I don’t even have a girlfriend for a day and I’m on my way to jail to serve out a life sentence for committing murder. Somebody messes up my hair and I open my eyes and slowly stare at the culprit, possibly my second victim on my killing spree. Jackson smiles at me and I can just rip his smirk from his face. “Jealous much?” he teases. I bite my tongue,
***POV – Melaena For the last romantic touch, I put the vase with fresh flowers in the middle of the table. I stand back and look at my hard work with a satisfied smile. I’ve laid the table, Jackson helped me to light the fireplace and the food I prepared is being kept warm in the oven. I’ve showered and am dressed comfortably but sexy. Then I hear the key turning and my heart almost stops. He’s back! Damion left for Europe the day after the incident where he almost fell to his death and although he contacted me twice a day, I could sense something was wrong. Most of those calls were made while he was intoxicated. And the photos splattered on the net of his drunk ass, as well as every fight he got himself into (and it was quite a lot), emphasize my suspicions. Also, the fact that Chloe was there didn’t make things easier for me. Like I said before … I trust Damion … it’s her I don’t trust. He didn’t finish his race because he fell on the second lap, the news reports statin
***POV - Melaena bambina = little child / madre = mother My eyes flutter open and a beam of light blinds me for a second or two. I sit up and see that the curtains are slightly drawn, letting in the light from the midmorning sun. I look around frantically grabbing my phone from the nightstand. It’s almost seven. I cringe, not physically ready to get my body out of bed. It’s Christmas day and Uncle John invited us over for dinner. I see I’ve missed a message. D: Merry Christmas my love. And I would never do what he did. Soon we’ll be together forever. Will this guy never stop? I for sure don’t have any energy left to deal with the likes of him. These last two weeks almost killed me! Each night I dragged my can’t-keep-my-eyes-open exhausted body through a bath and into bed, not eating much. It’s been hectic to study while working on our game project as well as helping out at the club. With Enrique in Berlyn, Ilkay cramming in exams between his shifts, Jackson and Log
***POV – Damion I lean against the door and look at the people sitting around the table. I can’t believe it’s already Christmas, not that I have anything to celebrate this year. These last few weeks I’ve been living in hell – the deepest pits of the abode of the damned is where I got stuck. Yep, I’m burning in the other world, my heart in a state of ill-being due to one girl’s deception. A girl I love so much, that I can’t seem to live without her anymore, even if she dropped me into eternal damnation. I’m not sure exactly where it started going wrong, but I just know it did. First I went to Europe for my last race, and that’s where the boulder started rolling downhill – with fucking great speed. I missed Mel so much that I drowned my sorrows and longing in the pubs, but it didn’t work. Then a message arrived from an unknown number … a devastating message saying that Mel was cheating on me … with a photo as evidence of her infidelity … a photo where Alejandro seemingly sucke