ALESSA'S POV
7 Years Ago
Biology class blurred in front of me. Mrs. Grant's voice droned on about cell membranes and osmosis, but my mind was nowhere near mitochondria or textbooks. It was on him, Michael Astor.
Two grades ahead. Two years older. And still, every bit the sun my world revolved around.
Michael wasn’t just a school crush, he was everyone’s dream. Tall, charming, kind with a voice that could talk a teacher out of homework and a smile that looked like it belonged on magazine covers. And me? Just the awkward, glasses-wearing girl in the third row who had loved him in silence since sixth grade.
That crush had clung to me like second skin for four years and it was ending anytime soon, I knew that.
I still remembered the day he noticed me, really noticed me. It was years ago, when Vanessa and her clique cornered me behind the cafeteria. My books had been kicked down, my glasses knocked sideways. And right when the sting of humiliation had started to burn my throat, he stepped in.
He told them off. Pulled me up.
Michael Astor saw me. He has never really been comfortable with watching me get bullied.
And that tiny flicker of kindness? It had been enough to set my heart on fire.
Vanessa hadn’t stopped since. She was relentless, always dragging me into corners, always sneering at my nerdy appearance.
She always treated me like trash, like who the heck was she. Does she even know my father, Richard Harter the famous business guru.
But I never told my parents, not after switching schools so many times in my elementary school. I had made a silent promise to myself: I would endure. I was an Harter, and the Harter's never backs down.
It was back in eighth grade, the last time Vanessa ever dared to bully me.
It started in the locker room, just before P.E. The smell hit me first, thick, sour, like rotten milk and sewage mixed together. My stomach churned instantly. I turned, heart stuttering in my chest.
Vanessa and her crew stood behind me, all wearing nose masks like they were in a lab. Everything was so unclear to me at that moment.
Then I saw the bowl.
Pale yellow liquid, sloshing with every step they took toward me. My lungs burned just inhaling the stench.
Butyric acid.
God, no.
I tried to slip past them, hand over my nose, but one of the girls grabbed me. My balance slipped, their laughter echoed, and then Vanessa was in front of me. I was used to her pouring different liquids on me but this smelt the worse
“Let’s give her a little perfume makeover,” she said, her eyes glinting.
I closed my eyes.
Then I heard it.
“Are you out of your mind?!”
Michael's voice, louder than I’d ever heard it, snapped through the hallway.
When I opened my eyes, he was standing there, he was standing over me ontall and furious, gripping Vanessa’s wrist mid-air before the liquid could touch me.
“Butyric acid?!” he repeated, staring into the bowl, his face twisting in disbelief. “Are you sick? What if this had touched her skin?!”
Vanessa rolled her eyes, smug. “Relax, it's just the stinker. It’s not like it kills anyone.”
Michael’s face darkened. He collected the bowl from Vanessa before pushing her aside.
“I swear, Vanessa. If you ever touch her again, not even your daddy's lawyers or influence will save you.”
The locker room fell dead silent. The rest of her crew backed away. Vanessa, for once, didn’t speak.
Michael didn’t wait. “Get out.”
She hesitated.
“I said, get out!”
And she left. Just like that. For the first time, she backed down. She liked him too and it was obvious but it dawned on her that she had no chance with him.
I stayed frozen on the floor. Shaking.
Michael turned to me, his eyes softening. “Hey, you okay?”
He held out his hand. I reached up immediately, his fingers were warm.
“Thank you,” I whispered, too stunned to say anything else.
He smiled gently. “Don’t thank me for doing what’s right.”
He walked me back to class that day. The hallway felt surreal. Every step beside him felt like I was living a different life. And that moment, the feel of his hand around mine, the protective edge in his voice, sank too deep.
That night, I remember I couldn't sleep.
Two years passed. I held onto that memory like it was oxygen.
And finally, I made a decision.
I would tell him.
No more hiding. No more wondering. I was done waiting.
Lunch hour arrived. I skipped the cafeteria line and made a beeline for his table. Michael sat laughing with his friends, carefree and glowing under the fluorescents. Every heartbeat echoed in my chest. My palms were damp. My throat, dry.
I cleared my throat.
“Hi, Michael.”
He looked up and smiled. God, that smile.
“Hey.”
His hazel eyes met mine. Calm. Patient. Kind.
I swallowed. “Can I talk to you? Privately?” my voice was a bit shaky and it was obvious.
He gestured casually. “No secrets here. Don't worry, you can say whatever you need to.”
His friends went quiet, curious to hear what I had to say. I glanced at them, then back at him.
“I just… I never really said thank you. For what you did. For stopping Vanessa… that day two years ago even before then you had always defended me. Even though you didn’t have to.” I was too shy to state my real reason for walking up to him.
A flicker of recognition crossed his face. “Wait. You’re the girl from eighth grade?”
I nodded. “Yeah. That was me. And yeah Vanessa hasn't bullied me since then, thank you.”
He smiled. “You’ve said more than enough thank-yous by now. You're always welcome.”
He turned back to his tray.
I hesitated. Do it, Alessa.
“And,” I breathed, heart hammering, “I like you. A lot.”
He froze. His fork paused mid-air.
I waited.
The room went so quiet I could hear the buzz of the vending machine behind me.
ALESSA'S POVI never imagined how exhausting it could be to avoid someone you live with.Three months. That’s how long it’s been since I told Michael I hated him and meant it.Since then, I’ve built a new rhythm for myself. It’s not peace, exactly. More like survival. A numb kind of routine. But it’s working… or at least it pretends to.My days orbit three places: my mother’s house, my husband’s house, and work. That’s it. That’s the cycle. That’s the loop. Over and over like a scratched record no one bothers to change.I spend more time at my mother’s house now than I ever did as a child. Her home is warm, smelling always of fried plantains or lemon-scented floor cleaner. Her love is gentle, quiet. She talks to me without demanding answers. She listens without prying. She knows I’m not okay but she doesn’t say it out loud.That’s her way of loving me. Just being there. No therapy sessions. No dramatic interventions. Just soft presence.Michael’s house, our house feels more like a st
MICHAEL’S POVI don’t know how many months have passed since that night. Honestly, I stopped counting. What’s the point?The seasons shifted. Calendars flipped. Promotions were celebrated, layoffs mourned, meetings scheduled, like nothing had shattered. But for me, time stopped the moment Alessa looked me dead in the eye and said she hated me.The same girl who once stood in front of a crowd and boldly confessed her feelings… now confessed her hatred with equal fire.And the worst part? I believed her.I deserved it.After what I did, what I nearly did, there was no redemption. No speech, no gesture that could undo the damage. When she whispered that her father had died, that the only man who ever believed in her was gone, it felt like someone poured molten iron into my chest and sealed it shut.Right there, everything I’d been plotting… dissolved.The grudges. The strategies. The obsession to make her life hell. The twisted revenge I clung to like a religion.Gone.I buried it all.
NATASHA’S POVI visited Nina every single day for three months.Every. Single. Day.Even when my own world was crashing when it felt like my name was dirt and forgiveness was a distant star I could never reach, I still showed up. I’d hold her hand, soft, cold, too still and talk to her about the most random things: about the hospital food, the weather, the memes I used to laugh at with her. I whispered prayers into her ear, clinging to every desperate hope that somewhere inside that coma, she was still listening.Because Nina wasn’t just my best friend. She was my soul-sister. The voice in my head when I lost my way. And I had lost my way badly. God! I regret everything.The world outside kept moving, uncaring, but mine had stopped the moment she collapsed. My reputation, my career, my dignity, it all shattered, a domino effect of one betrayal after another. But I tried to fix it. I truly did.I spent months filming apology videos, refunding event fees, taking accountability even w
ALESSA’S POVI couldn’t stop smiling.Even after the last guest had danced their final steps and the music had softened into a distant hum, I was still floating. My mother was here. She was safe. And the next surprise was ready.The garden had emptied out, but the flowers still swayed gently in the evening breeze, carrying with them the scent of lavender and jasmine. I sat beside Uncle Joe on the weathered stone bench beneath the tall hibiscus tree, the same way I used to back when I was a teenager, long before life grew teeth and started biting back.He draped his arm around my shoulder, drawing me into his side.“Uncle Joe?”“Hmm?”“Thank you.”He turned slightly to look at me, his expression tender. “For what, princess?”“For never leaving. For bringing her back. For knowing what I needed, even when I didn’t.”His eyes softened. He pulled me into a full embrace, firm and reassuring. “You think I’d ever leave my girl? You think I wouldn’t give you the best advice in the world?”I s
ALESSA'S POV I didn’t sleep easily that night.No, scratch that, I barely slept at all.Even though I tried to remind myself that I should be grateful, that I should be smiling and dancing and feeling everything except this tight knot of nerves pressing against my chest… I just couldn’t.My mother was coming home. She was coming home. That should’ve been enough to drown every other feeling, but somehow, it wasn’t.I lay in bed, staring at the ceiling, thinking about how different things would be in the morning. Maybe if I just closed my eyes and stopped thinking, everything would be perfect. Maybe I could let joy take the wheel for once. Let myself pretend I was okay.Eventually, somewhere between overthinking and whispering to myself, “She’s okay now. She’s coming back to me,” I drifted off.The next morning, I jumped out of bed a little earlier than usual, heart racing like a little girl about to be reunited with her favorite person in the world. I was ready to wait in the airport
ALESSA'S POVThe door shut behind me with a heavy thud, sealing off the chill evening and him like a coffin lid slamming into place. My lungs still burned from the weight of what I had just said. My chest was tight. My eyes, dry but buzzing. I didn’t know what I expected to find inside, but I wasn’t prepared for the whirlwind of color that greeted me.The moment I stepped into the hallway, my eyes caught on something shimmering gold ribbon twisting around the stair rail, delicate and glittering under the chandelier light.I blinked.Then I noticed more vases of fresh flowers lined the corridor, warm-colored lilies and pink peonies bursting from crystal bowls.Soft lights dangled from the banister, flickering like distant stars. On the side table, a tray of tea cups was being arranged by a maid who didn’t even glance my way.What the hell was going on?I froze halfway through the hallway. The warmth of the house was overwhelming, too thick, too cheerful. It contrasted painfully with