…Mekayla POV…
"Are you sure you want to do this?" Xavien speaks between long, drugging kisses that consume my senses, he cups one cheek in a strong, warm hand and meets my gaze with a searing look. He kisses me again, growling low in the back of his throat. My hands find their way into his thick, dark hair as he catches my bottom lip in his teeth, nibbling and licking at it until I think I might perish from the intensity of the feeling. I whimper at the sensation, and he rewards the sound by deepening the kiss, giving me everything I desire.Taking Xavien's hand, I slide it up my thigh, slipping his fingers under the seams of my dress, his other hand gripping tight onto my waist. My hand is moving up his leg, my fingers gently grazing his hard length. His body is trembling as he moves his hand further under my skirt. I am becoming a wet mess, my body aching for him to be between my legsHe spins me around and pushes my chest hard into the wall, pinning m…Xavien POV…If I have not said this before, I shall say this again. I need to stop for one moment and take a step back, for beyond all the craziness that filled our lives, I need to allow myself to remember what drives me, and it is Mekayla. What makes this all worthwhile is the beauty that lies in my arms. Should I not have had her presence in my life, I would not have had the sheer willpower to take the impossible on.To have beauty in your life is easy, but to have the beauty of the woman that you love and the one that loves you in return is the greatest gift that one can experience. I can, with all honesty, say that there is no doubt that she completes my life. To be lonely for eternity can be seen as a life sentence, but having what you crave, is the greatest blessing.The woman that is now staring at me with that beautiful smile is the love of my life.Do we even need to speak of what has happened that had drawn us apart for what seems like f
…Xavien POV…There are times in your life when you just know that something is right. My love for Mekayla, that is beyond anything I ever imagine to enter my life. And with the utmost confidence, I can see this woman completes me. She took Xavien Caruso, Chase, whichever way you take it, but she made this man. And as she is lying here in my arms, I know that the love I feel bubbling in my heart is the very same love that she feels.So then there come those moments, a moment such as this that you know that something is just right. And even though I cannot find the words to come from my mouth without stumbling over my feet, I can say with all certainty that I need not even have to ask the question.Yet, here I am a mumbling fool, that is ready, even though some might say that it is too soon, I desire to talk our relationship to the next level. Now without further embarrassing myself, I find the courage and as it is only going to last a few seconds, I immed
…Xavien POV…Tortured bliss is what I feel every time she ran circles through my mind last night as I sought the comfort of my bed. Never has one woman consumed my dreams in total ecstasy. I could feel her delicate fingers running down my sculpted chest as she laid spread over my body. In nothing but red lace, she filled the empty space that is now only meant for her. Even though my hands had the desire, I left her untouched. I want to take my time with her; I want to feel her presence and let her linger until she begs.Somehow I think that it is me that is going to do the begging. I will count the seconds as I patiently wait for her to give me her body and soul once again. I want her to not only be with me; I want us to become as one. She shall be the one that will be undoing. She has become my now, my present; she is the driving force that will determine what I do next.And next is me that is scanning the floor from one blonde to the other. There is no
…Xavien POV....I am sitting somewhat worried that Mekayla has not returned to the table yet. She has been gone for nearly half an hour, and it just does not feel right to me. So, just as I am about to get up, a young woman, who looks quite off, now when I say off, she is just a bit on the odd side, well she walks up to me and I feel that things are just about to go completely south from here. But then she asks me rather peculiarly to follow her to the ladies. Now first off that rather worries me, for her boldness is downright scary, well just as scary as she is. I reluctantly, even though I have no idea why, but I do as she asks thinking nothing quite of it.So as we get to the ladies, she once again strangely asks me to follow her inside, but that is right where I stop her, "Sorry but I do not quite know what your intention is, I will just tell you off bluntly that I am in no way interested."She only but chuckles at me and shows me once again to go inside, "
…Mekayla POV…I am running as fast as I can down the corridor away from the Doctor's Rooms; as I turn around, I watch as Xavien comes running after me. I do not want to walk into a place that is only going to cause me even more heartache than I already have. It feels like my life is ending; I don't want anything to happen now that Xavien and I have found each other. Yes, I might be overreacting but I know that something is not right. I am not doing this; I don't care who says what.But this running is not helping, I am only getting out of breath, and soon I shall collapse to the ground from exhaustion. I guess I am my own worst enemy, for I have just made myself feel even weaker than I was before. So I start to slow down, and as I look back, I see Xavien gain his ground and come to stand next to me. Then the man has a stupid grin on his face."What do you find so amusing?""For someone that is sick, you can run quite fast.""Or it is just you t
…Xavien POV…Mekayla really struggled last night, the headaches and dizziness were beyond what she could bear. I sat with her in my arms the whole night while she was crying in complete agony. Every single second was pure torture for me, once again I cannot help her. Just the way that her body trembled in my arms was enough to render me helpless. I cannot protect the woman I love, what type of man does that make me.After much protest this morning, I brought her out to the park. It is early morning and the sun is just starting to tickle the horizon. I lead her towards some shaded trees right in the middle of almost nowhere. The smell of sweet flowers that are coming into bloom fills the air. Nearby on a tree branch sits a bird humming a beautiful song welcoming the new day. The rest of the park almost seems quiet; it's peaceful, it's perfect.I thought I would do something nice for her and make her a picnic out in the fresh cool air. She has been stuck i
…Xavien POV…Mekayla, in a strange way, has now gone calm, I think, even though I truly don't think it is the right word to say, but she is relieved that she knows what it is now. At least now we know what we are fighting for.But first, I know of a little woman that needs a good spanking for she has just slapped me on my ass. Before she even knows what I am doing, I throw her over my shoulder and start to carry her out of the kitchen to the bedroom. She kicks and wiggles as best as she can, but I hold her firmly in place."Xavien." She softly whispers. "Put me down.""Sorry, I can't do that, princess.""I have two feet. I can walk.""Nah, I am not letting you get away."I take her to the bed and drop her down onto the mattress. Her body bounces, and she nearly falls off from the side. I go to catch her, and I lay down comfortably next to her."I love you, but for slapping my ass..." I pull her closer into my arms, "Now please le
…Mekayla POV…Last night we decided that I will be going ahead with the operation, now if I say that I was not petrified I would be lying. I have faced so many challenges in my life, but this will be by far the toughest. Yet, I am so grateful that I will not be facing this one on my own. Xavien will be there every step of the way. He is that silver lining that I need when I feel that the clouds around me are getting too dark. So I am going to do absolutely everything to show him how much I love him. I don't know how to give love, but I will try my damnedest to show him.But if there is one thing that I can say about Xavien, then it is the man has a heart beyond compare, especially with the devotion he shows to those he loves and the lengths that he shall go to protect them. I so did expect him to be a different man out here in the city, but he has not lost one bit of the part of him that he was back home.This morning, I have decided to make breakfast fo