MY MIND WENT HAZY as I angled my face to receive the rough and deep kiss from Callan. With too much alcohol in my body, I was oblivious to the consequences of what was going on. All I knew was clutching Callan’s polo as I desperately sought his warmth. Multiple emotions rushed through the surface as I felt him slowly bite my lower lip. His tongue was teasing the entrance of my mouth and when I opened it, he didn’t take much time to explore inside with his tongue. Each time our lips pressed against each other I could hear soft moans and our ragged breath. Is it just the alcohol? But I feel connected to this man, and my body ached for him like it already recognized him for so long. Callan’s hands roamed around my waist up to my breasts still covered with clothes. He kept kissing my lips and down to my neck. “Ahh,” a moan escaped my lips when he suckled on that soft spot just below my ears. “Don’t moan too much… I won’t be able to restrain myself from you.” I opened my eyes and l
IT FELT LIKE a bomb exploded inside my head and that made everything stop. My breathing, my thoughts, my ability to mutter a single word. With one last kiss on my forehead, Callan covered me with his coat then he settled himself back in the driver’s seat. Did I hear that right? Did he really say we’ll get married tomorrow? Callan made a call through his phone. The next thing I new was I was still speechless as we got out of the car to settle on the back seat and Callan’s car and someone sat on the driver’s seat. Callan assisted me in every movement I made. Until I heard the engine of his car turn up. Suddenly, I slowly dozed off to sleep and it started taking over me that my eyelids started falling. Then I felt Callan’s finger traced up my chin and allowed me to lead on his shoulder as I fell asleep and he did the same. The car was moving and I scooted further onto Callan’s warmth and he wrapped his arm around me. That was enough for my mind to be soothed into silence. I didn’t ev
I WAS LOOKING at Callan as we walked outside of their mansion. To my surprise, there was a different car waiting for us. A shiny black limousine. It shimmered under the lights that surrounded the mansion. Beside the car, the driver was waiting, he was also well-dressed then bowed before greeting me and Callan. “Good evening, Madam and Sir,” the driver said then opened the limousine door. Callan nodded to the driver and motioned for me to get inside the car first. I smiled at him and muttered a thank you. I raised the hem of my dress as I stepped inside the car, a fresh lavender scent wafted on my nostrils. My eyes couldn’t help but wander in the surroundings—I’ve never rode a limousine before. Even if my family had a comfortable life, it didn’t come to this level of affluence. This was a first time for me. I was in awe. Callan moved as if he was already so used to everything. As the car door closed beside him, he settled on his seat and pressed a button below. A hidden compartmen
THERE MUST BE something wrong. I couldn’t help but feel uneasy in my seat. Something in my gut tells me everything is happening so fast.As Callan’s parents were talking with the wedding organizer that they had contacted and Aunt Yna joined them in planning what preparations would be made for the civil wedding, I couldn’t even munch my food in peace.I excused myself from everybody and acted like I was heading to the restroom. But Callan who was sitting beside me noticed me fidgeting. He stood up and also excused himself at the same time.We both walked away from the long table. I walked faster so I could get away from Callan but my long dress and heels were getting away from my attempt to do that.He managed to catch up to me and grasp my wrist so I could face him. “Why are you behaving like this, Esmé?”Instead of answering, I glared at Callan. I was just trying so hard not to burst out crying in front of those people who looked so genuine in planning something that I couldn’t even
CALLAN AND I walked back to the table as if nothing happened. This time, I had managed to smile. I still felt overwhelmed by the situation but mustered the courage to remain tough. Callan held my hand and looked at me before pulling a chair for me. “Thank you,” I muttered softly. Callan gave me a nod and then sat beside me. The table got silent and I noticed that everybody was now looking at us. “We were talking about the venue for the wedding reception—” Callan’s mother smiled at me as she started talking. But I politely interrupted her, “I am very moved by your generosity, Mrs. Ravij.” I didn’t mean to. But I don’t wanna add up to the expectation of the kind lady. It might break her heart so much if she learn we are just pretending to be all in for this upcoming marriage. “Please just call me Estelle… you are gonna be part of the family soon. You might as well call me mom.” She seemed happy while saying that. I felt the guilt inside my gut. This woman… she’s an epitome of end
I DIDN’T MOVE in my spot, looking down at my feet wasn’t enough for me to pretend that I wasn’t observing Capo Luca and Callan’s sister’s movements ever since that unexpected talk with her happened. From a distance they look like they were just gazing at the scenery with a glass of cocktail and whiskey in their hands. But on my side, at this angle… They looked so serious when discussing something. It was just a series of whispers for a moment yet soon turned into an aggressive exchange of words. I wish I could hear them. What are they arguing about? The atmosphere at the yacht changed as soon as the dinner had ended. The wedding planner that Callan’s parents invited were then task to just prepare something fit for a simple civil wedding. I was planning to talk to Aunt Yna after excusing myself for the rest room, but instead, I kept stuck right here. After getting bombarded by Callan’s sister… getting back to my spot earlier and talking to Aunt Yna left my mind… Someone got near m
EVERYTHING WAS ALL WHITE. I squinted my eyes in hopes that I could see better but nothing changed. My vision was still blurry. Outside, the blazing sunrise passed through the windows until I slowly recognized what I was seeing. My parents were sitting on the couch looking younger than they had been the last time I saw him that night.In front of me, a scene was unfolding. A normal day for us as a family, the TV was on and my parents were watching. My mother was resting her head on my father’s chest and they kissed before looking at me—I was young… playing with my toys. I remember this memory. I was just 7 at that time, Dad didn’t have to go to work and so we spent the time hanging out in the living room. I invited them to play with my toys with me and they did until they got tired and needed to sit on the couch.“I love you, honey,” my father whispered to my mom’s ears, to which my mother didn’t answer back but she leaned towards him even more.The smiles on my parents’ lips and the v
I COULDN’T BELIEVE that I’d ever be witnessing the exact moment that I just wondered about having months ago. From running to safety to having the courage to fulfill the last words of my father and gamble with the people I had just known, everything led to this. They say a wedding is a profession of love, well, as if for me it is a way of fulfilling my duty and finding out the truth. Callan was waiting on the other end of the altar while I was about to walk down the aisle. Yesterday I was just at the hospital recovering from a concussion. But today, I’d be walking for my wedding. True enough, the designs at the wedding venue were simple but it didn’t exactly mean that there were no efforts dedicated to it. There were flower arrangements all the way from the start of the aisle towards the end… there were several chairs covered in white linens lined up on the sand, there were no other people at the beach resort. It felt like it was booked only for this specific event. I’d like to give