“I am betrothed to marry you…” Esmé mumbled, shivering from her shoulders down her spine. Maybe it was because her clothes were soaked from the rain or the cold stare that the man was grazing towards her—piercing, cold, and judging. "You’re sexy underneath those already-drenched clothes. I could understand if you wanted to tempt me. But you’re crazy enough to tell me you’re marrying me,” he said with a smirk. She never thought she’d be on her knees in front of any man, crying and begging for him to take her in. Left with no options but to beg for shelter at the hands of the most dangerous mafia in their city, Esmé lets go of shame and pride just to talk to the man who is promised to her. With no parents to support her claim that she is betrothed to the billionaire mafia praised by many, she only has her words which he labeled as lies. But Esmé won’t give up that easily, especially when she has dedicated her life to honor her parent’s words before they were assassinated. It was then that Esmé knew she had to stay alive to avenge her parent’s death. But nothing comes easy, especially when it’s a forced marriage to a man who doesn’t want her. By virtue of courage, trust, and seduction—Esmé will go to the depths of hell just so she’ll get his attention, devotion, love... and never let her go.
View MoreNOT A SINGLE preparation could prevent anyone from bowling into tears when you see your father on his bed fighting for his life but you can’t do anything.
“Father, you got this,” I mumbled while choking in tears. “Are you hurting? Where? Let us help.”I was leaning onto my father’s shoulders and my mother sat beside him on the bed muffling her cries.Outside, the rain is pouring heavily as darkness slowly engulfs the surroundings. It was way past evening and almost midnight when I was about to help Dad take his medication, but I was horrified when I saw this.We were shedding tears as heavy as the downpour.This might be the night that I was so scared of. But I can’t lose my father like this.We have been to several hospitals in the past year. Yet we were told that his body couldn’t make it anymore—his disease had already spread throughout his organs and that any kind of operation would be futile. His medication is only to alleviate the pain he is enduring, not a cure.Thunder roared and I closed my eyes. Another tear slipped and I inhaled a deep breath. I shouldn’t deny it anymore. My father is just an hour away from death. I couldn’t take it. I feel like I am losing my breath.Looking at my parents hugging each other at this time, my heart shattered into millions of pieces. Though the sight of them leaning on each other’s faces beholds a sight of love, it also shows a sight inches away from death.My father’s physique has become frail and pale. Gone is his energy that could last all day long. But never did he lack attention towards me as he nursed me with guidance and lessons as I was growing up. My mother graced our family with her gentle and soft-natured presence. I grew up well-supported and loved. Which makes my father’s death even more aching, knowing that I will lose a portion of the love that I had grown up with ever since.“Father, I will call an ambulance,” I mumbled under my breath as I attempted to stand up.But my father shrugged his head. His movements were slow, which showed his agony. “C-come here, d-dear,” he raised his hand. I held it once again and went back to my position earlier, beside my parents.“Soon, it’s only going to be you and your mother. Be with your Mom whenever she misses me. She’ll miss me quite a lot.”I cried even more, hearing my father do his best to speak even if I could feel him struggling under his breath. He smiled at me. At 50, he has more wrinkles on his face, maybe because life’s struggles have stressed him, but with my mother, he felt like things were bearable.“Esmé…” he called out my name. “When I am gone, you have to marry.”I looked up at my mother after hearing that. “Ma?”She nodded, her squinting eyes glinting approving of what my Dad said. Marriage? But why? I am just 22 years old!Even if I didn’t want to cause a stir between us family, now that my father is facing a very serious situation, I couldn’t help but ask. “Pa, I am happy with my career as a training chef, I am still going to build a restaurant soon.”“Shh,” Father mumbled, his eyes almost closing. “You can do that. And all the things you aspire to do in your life. But first, we have to marry—”“Marry who?” I retorted.“The first son of the Ravij family.”I searched for answers from my mother’s eyes. She has always been my voice when I couldn’t find my own. The one who offers me clarity when I get confused. Only this time she remained silent, and her eyes spoke to mine. Like saying: Listen to your father…“His parents and I talked about this already. We have agreed to wed the two of you.” Looking at my father, the aching feeling is now accompanied by confusion. But my respect and love towards him surpassed the confusion I felt, but that doesn’t mean I would blindly agree with what my father just said.“But, why?”An arranged marriage from a man that I don’t know AT ALL? I can’t do that!I dare not open my mouth after asking a question. It may cause my father to stir his emotions and put him into more hardship.Waiting for a response, but I saw my father look up at the ceiling.Our family doctor said that one day his organs will stop functioning all at once. By that time, my father told us to just accept his passing and not try to revive him. He wants to die solemnly without fighting for his life. He said that he has already been doing that all his years of existence.That’s why he decided to take his last breath on his bed, in the arms of his family—the most precious thing he valued so much.His grip on my hand loosened and my mother whimpered. Right there, my shoulders started shaking, and my sobs escaped from my lips. I heard the thunder roaring outside and the sound of the rain patting our windows.“Father…” I called out, but he did not open his eyes anymore. Not ever.My mother hugged my father while crying. I couldn’t grasp my senses and also cried non-stop. I was crying on the side of the bed. Each tear that fell from my cheeks went to my hands and kept wiping them, but it just wouldn’t budge to stop.The pain of loss weighed so much that I could feel it in my stomach, my heart feeling hollow, sinking, yet breaking at the same time.For a moment, only our sobs filled the surroundings along with the thunder. Soon there was lightning from outside, and I stared at it from the windows—striking at the sky.The chaos outside did not lessen the chaos that we felt inside from losing a family. It hurts so much. I don’t know how to deal with this.But I stilled from my spot when I heard a sharp jolt from the door. It was a repeating sound. My mother kept hugging my father and she kissed his hair. The abrupt sound kept going. It started to scare me.“I think someone’s outside, Mother,” I said. I got up and was about to investigate what was going on in the living room where it seemed like the sound came from.“Claire, darling, I fetched the door. Can you call the funeral service?”My mother kissed my father’s forehead one last time, then she got up. She gave me a tight hug and smiled at me. The one that shows she might be smiling, but her eyes are not.“We got this together. The two of us and your father’s memories. Alright?’’ Despite my mother’s brave words, I knew she said that to convince herself. Because that is just so hard. All our lives, Father has been our protector, our source of sunshine with his witty remarks despite his tough facade.I nodded in tears. My mother did the same, and so I walked towards the telephone to do what my mother instructed me to do.By this time, the noise that sounded like our door was getting hit by something had stopped. The door in my parents’ room had been opened all the while so the sound from the rest of the house would just pass through.My mother walked away as I busied myself with the telephone. From across the room, my father lay on the bed. His eyes were now closed, and he looked like he was just peacefully sleeping.I inhaled a deep breath but before I could exhale or talk on the phone, I heard a loud sound. Something similar to a gunshot.“Mother!” I shrieked, rushing towards the living room and dropping the telephone.There was no response. My heart thudded erratically, and I fell onto the floor as I saw my mother lying on the floor covered in blood. Three men wearing masks stood in front of us. My body shook. My brain went blank as I took in what was happening.Is this real? Is this happening? WHAT THE HECK IS GOING ON!But I couldn’t deny the truth anymore. The sight in front of me was as frightening as my father’s death, which I had witnessed earlier.I wanted to crawl to my mother’s side as she was limping in pain.“Who are you!” I shouted to the intruders. Behind them, our doorknob was now destroyed. Horror took over me. The noise I heard earlier… was because someone was banging on the door, forcing it to open.“W-What do y-you want?” I said, my voice shaking. “Mother—”I was crying and crawling onto the floor just so I could get near to my mother.But I saw the masked men raise their guns and point them at me. “Move and we’ll kill you!”Growing up, I have had a sense of good and bad in the world. I learned that people make choices and sometimes they make bad actions, which makes other people label them bad. Yet, there’s more to people being and choosing to do bad things. I had never seen people do the most brutal bad things until I saw men barge into our house and fired bullets at my father’s already dead body. And my mother—which wounded my soul to the point of not even knowing if I could ever get back on my feet once again, only to discover that I have been betrayed by my own mother. She’s already dead. For real this time. I have not forgiven her, but I have learned to move forward. But the sudden turn of events of my life allowed me to grow in ways I wouldn’t have imagined and led me to the arms of the man that I could trust, fight, and grow old with. And today’s our 5th wedding anniversary. Even if we had to go through hell and fight for our lives, it led us to this paradise that I wouldn’t trade for anyth
TWO MONTHS after staying in our new house in Chicago, I have grown much closer to my husband. Our routine was basically waking up and preparing meals for us both. On some days, he’ll be joining me in the chicken, and on other days, he’ll still be there but will be doing work on his laptop. Callan had been hands-on in collecting real estate properties in our area as part of the expansion project of Chevalier Holdings. I love staring at Callan as he gets lost in his work, conducting meetings with his colleagues. While I cook in the kitchen and prepare snacks for him. Then I would get lost in doing my own tasks as well. On these days, I have seen Callan in every mundane moment that I could think of and I have loved him more. The way we lay in each other’s arms around evening after all our tasks are accomplished it certainly felt like home. Ever since I lost my family, I have learned that life must go on even if you feel like the world has just collapsed on your shoulders. A significan
I COULDN’T believe that a day like this would still arrive in our lives. I was standing in the middle of the airport with people roaming around. While Callan had just paid our travel tax and was smiling widely raising our first-class plane tickets up in the air. He looked better than he did weeks ago, I must say. He could smile now. Joke things with me. His face has more color time, and the dark circles under his eyes start to fade away. As for me, I still wake up in the middle of the night from nightmares of the chaos we experienced. I remember there were nights when I dreamed of the people I killed. That night when I shot Aldo Cato. Things haven’t been easy for us to return to living our normal lives. We had been deeply affected by the loss, battle, and exhaustion that we had gone through just to sort out the mess in the mafia world, at least in our lives that involved dealing with the Cato clan and resolving things regarding the order and structure in the ravij organization. We
“Esmé you wanted to know why I did this? I wanted my daddy to prioritize me. I should have been the heir to the ravij organization! I was his eldest daughter! It wasn’t fair!”As she said that, Callan took a shot from the revolver she got from me, the shot left a dent on her chest as she looked upward towards me muttering soft voices leaving a faint fake smile on her face as if she was grateful.I then hugged Callan, replaced my face on started crying Callan patted my head and he tried to calm me down, “It is over, my wife. It is over.”Immediately afterward, someone spoke from the black boxes in the room, “What a great show this was. It is certainly not over. Definitely not. Please move upstairs.”Callan shouted, “Bastard, I will kill you for killing my men and for hurting me and I will break your limbs for hurting Don Thoron.”Callan laughed, “Whoa, well, you should be very careful what to say next. Move upstairs. I am right here waiting.’“It must be a trap. Husband, let us go bac
FURIOUS, I RAISED my face upright in the eyes of the man who was holding a sniper on the 3rd floor looking at us, and then one by one other men from other floors looked below from the balconies of that building and some started shooting from the windows. We covered ourselves and I aimed precisely, even though many of my bullets were not hitting the target, I managed to take down quite a few from the sight. The abandoned building was a 12 storey high and there were soldiers of the Cato clan inside and outside. The men that spotted us first were the ones on the balcony. As instructed, twenty of our men started running to the gate to enter the building. As they were running, one fell down and got shot. Another soldier tried to lift him up on his back but ended up getting shot as well. The others ran for their lives and got inside. As they went inside, they took down all the men of the Cato Clan on the first floor and started walking upstairs. I could only hear bullet after bullet, no
MAYBE IT IS true that when love finds you, the fear of losing it is greater than the risk of dying itself just so you can fight for the person you love.Is rescuing someone worth it? I do not know about anyone but for Callan, I will do everything.“Hey, Esmé. We are ready. It is only logical if you lead this mission in the absence of the underboss.”I cleared my throat and thought of the words he just said.I looked around; I don’t think whoever leads the troop will matter at this point. We are all marching towards a similar purpose.But if I were to judge the situation, Aakil should be the one to lead instead in the absence of my husband. Or maybe Capo Mariano.“Hmm… maybe Capo Mariano could be the leader. Or Aakil?”Aakil cleared his throat and then spoke, “The consigliere mentioned your courage and we saw it too. That gave us determination. This is what the organization needs. I cannot take Callan’s place. I am not a descendant of Ravij's head. They won’t accept me as their leader
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