The evening was calm as I walked home. The calmest I’d ever felt in such a long time. It was strange that the father (or so he thinks) to my abuser was the one who believed me. That he was the one to validate my pain and tell me what Mark did was wrong. That I should’ve never suffered like that and Emily deserves jail time.For the first time, someone I told about it believed me.If I wasn’t wearing my heels, I would’ve gone for a skip in the park. I felt like skipping, and I deserved it. I couldn’t explain how much lighter my chest and shoulders felt after carrying my pain around like a dirty secret.But, alas, my happiness was not to last as I was spun around to face no one other than Marcus Blight himself.Should I brush him off and pretend he didn’t exist? I felt like it.“Where were you?” he demanded, eyes narrowed in contained rage that, once upon a time, would’ve intimidated me in a man.Squaring my shoulders, I lifted my chin and answered firmly, “I had lunch with someone who
Waking up to the familiar feeling of manhandling in the sheets wasn’t how I wanted to start my day. Opening my eyes, I saw the familiar ceiling of the Korean hotel I’d stayed in, the chandelier turning slowly as the broken beams of light twirled with it, I turned my head to the window with a bright full moon pouring in quite literally. I turned back to the ceiling but last I remembered, there was no chandelier there. And then I finally remembered where it was from. Barry Hall’s wedding.I was rudely sucked through the sheets without warning, and my eyes fell shut instinctively. When I opened them again, I found myself on my stomach on a leather surface and nimble hands massaging my shoulders. Luckily I remembered that I was at the spa before I panicked. Memories of waking up, getting ready for work, spending a day at the office uninterrupted by men, and then heading to the spa rushed back to me.“Your muscles are very tense.” Hani, the masseuse said softly. I could only sigh in agreem
When I got home that night, I felt something I thought I’d moved on from already. The waves of emptiness, siphoning from within the walls and into the voids of my apartment.Alone. I was alone, once again.No Marcus. No Cristo. No Aubrey, either. Her and Jenna were on a European tour together. Alex? I preferred her sober for such occasions.I really had no one, did I?With a sigh, I fell face first into the couch and let my heels fall to the floor. Familiar. This was all so familiar. Holly barked lightly next to me, so I reached out to pet her soft fur. So familiar, but not in a good way.The phone rang, but I ignored it.Not now, I told myself, Too tired.It took a moment before it went to voicemail.“Hi, Lilith…” came her soft voice and I froze, “It’s me. I thought leaving you alone might…help? I don’t know. Please come home. Not to stay, I won’t ask that of you. But to talk. I believe we have to talk.”I rolled my eyes in annoyance, reminded of the peace I had when mom wasn’t inter
I’d left quietly, early the next morning, with all the documents in hand. Back into the city, I stopped at a diner for breakfast before continuing the ride. It was weird, coming home in broad daylight. I hadn’t done that in forever.The walls seemed lonelier than ever. I wasn’t sure if I was hallucinating or grieving, but it looked like the paintings were melting off the walls, looking for an escape from the unbearable emptiness of the air. I didn’t understand why it felt like that. I was home, there was furniture, there was food. Did I need a smaller place?Maybe I needed a smaller place.Holly came bounding towards me in excitement and I opened my arms for her to jump into. Holding her tight as she licked me, I realized I hadn’t taken her on a walk myself in ages. I grabbed my phone and called her dogwalker to tell her to take the day off.“Let’s go for a walk after breakfast, yeah?” I whispered to her, “I can’t take it being cooped up in here anymore.”I changed into my athletic ge
No more of the norm I’d gotten so used to in the few weeks I’d had it. Cristo’s presence, unexpected antics, his eyes so intense that I’d never realized how desperate they really were.“Greece, huh.” I pondered aloud as I sat in a loveseat, overlooking Gangnam’s still crowded street. The occasional cyclist would squeeze against streams of dark cotton and leather that were heading down towards the clubs. Koreans held their alcohol.I’d hear the occasional police siren in the distance. My lone lightbulb overhead flickered sadly as it drew slow and dying moths to it.“Greece?” Blair asked, confused.I snapped out of my reverie immediately, realizing I wasn’t in the hotel room.“Oh, sorry.” I blinked quickly and shook my head with an apologetic smile, “I was somewhere else in my head. Some holiday.”“I took a while, I believe…” she nodded, eyeing me with concern. She was perched on the edge of her desk, hands placed elegantly on the edge to hold herself as she leaned forward. A red stilet
The week went by in a blur without me getting any rest, but I managed to have potential candidates listed out for Jean-Pierre to meet up with after the weekend. I was knocked out cold by Friday night, unaware to the impending doom looming on me.My phone, both cell and landline, blared incessantly the next morning. There was banging on my door and it panicked me so much that I fell out of bed as I ran towards the door, wondering what on Earth was going on. To my groggy self, it felt like the world was ending and sirens were blaring.“Lyra?” I groaned and let her in, “Jesus, please pull all the curtains together. I can’t see.”“Have you seen the tabloids?” she demanded, rushing around to do as I asked. As the apartment grew dimmer, I got a better hold of my mind and plopped onto the couch to massage my head. The phones had stopped ringing finally and there was nothing but silence weighing down on me heavily.“I just woke up!” I informed her with as much sarcasm as I could muster.“Shou
I sat at my booth, smiling at people and taking quick interviews with them, pointing them to their respective tables with potential partners. They all seemed so excited. After an hour, when everyone was situated in their seats, the event began. While the people talked and switched partners at intervals, I was assigned three couples to counsel.“So, Josh and I are going to be married by next year, hopefully.” The brunette, Miranda, said cheerfully.I smiled at them, “Congratulations! How long have you been dating?”“It’s been a year,” Josh said, “but it was love at first sight.” He looked over at her with softness in his eyes, “I just knew I wanted her.”Lilith, do not gag, I warned myself.“So, I’ve got your profiles in front of me.” I said and brought out their files, “and I’ll be doing an on-the-spot analysis of your relationship. Bear in mind, I’m quite transparent with my opinions.”“We’re ready.” Miranda giggled and took Josh’s hand. I looked over their profile and worked out the
For some reason, I couldn’t make myself open the letter. I kept staring at the words on the back of the envelope.‘With Love,To Lilith Mendez, my protégé’Sighing, I held it to my chest and turned onto my side to cuddle it. Mrs. Beaumont really had been a mother figure to me, and I missed her so much. I knew she had a dinner party coming up and I’d be able to see her soon.Finally bringing myself out of my nostalgic days as her apprentice, I opened the letter and read through it.Dear Lilith,I hope you’re doing well. It made me so happy to see you at Barry Halls’ wedding. And I think you did such a wonderful job finding him a wife, she’s an absolute sweetheart, even if she’s not as rich as his parents would have liked. Her intellect brought so much more to the table than simply a pretty face would have (although a pretty face can be enough to get by with).A lot of parents have been coming to me, praising you in your skill of finding their children suitors that are tailored to their