There’s a moment—right between Harper shoving her makeup bag in my face and me sitting half-naked in a towel—where I genuinely consider faking a seizure to get out of this.
“This is illegal,” I mutter as she parts my hair and holds up a bleach bowl like she’s about to perform a chemical lobotomy. “Like, definitely illegal.” Harper rolls her eyes. “Relax. This is high-end product. It barely even smells like regret.” Easy for her to say. She's already platinum blonde, glossy as a magazine ad and smug as a cat in cream. Meanwhile, I’m about to fry my scalp to impersonate someone I haven’t spoken to since Twilight was still trending. “If I go bald,” I warn, “I’m moving into your penthouse and suing you for emotional distress.” “Technically, you’re already moving into my penthouse.” “Then I’ll sue you from the penthouse.” She snorts, but doesn’t argue. Instead, she goes to work, brushing the bleach through my chestnut hair like an artist preparing a canvas. And I do mean artist—this whole thing feels like performance art, the tragic kind where someone ends up crying and questioning the meaning of life. I close my eyes and try not to panic as the chemicals begin their sizzling little symphony. It's a great thing we both have blue eyes if not I fear what she could do to "fix" me. Harper hums. I plot her murder. Two hours later, I don’t recognize myself in the mirror. My hair is blonde. Not just blonde—Harper blonde. Ice-kissed and camera-ready. It frames my face like a spotlight, and for a moment I genuinely forget who I am. “Jesus,” I whisper. “I look like… you.” “That was the goal,” Harper says, pleased. She hands me a tiny espresso shot and a lipstick the color of soft sin. “Now drink that and shut up. We’ve got five days of training to cram into one afternoon.” Cue the boot camp montage. Except instead of boxing gloves and inspirational music, it’s contour brushes, hashtags, and the soul-crushing weight of my sister’s social calendar. “Rule number one,” Harper says, strutting across my sad excuse of a living room in six-inch heels that look like they were designed by NASA. “You do not speak in full paragraphs. Be vague, be pretty, and let the publicist do the heavy lifting.” I blink. “That sounds like something a spy would say.” “It’s also how I survived two years of hosting perfume launch parties in Dubai while my manager leaked fake relationships to Page Six. Learn to float, not fight.” I scribble that down. Float, don’t fight. Got it. Add that to the growing list in my already-fried brain: Walk like Harper, talk like Harper, don’t laugh like Hadley because Harper doesn’t do snorts or the weird hiccup-laugh thing I do when I get nervous. She makes me practice my voice—lighter, airier, with fewer consonants. Apparently, Harper doesn’t enunciate. She glides through sentences like she’s allergic to punctuation. “Say it again,” she orders as I sit on the couch, clutching a fake champagne flute. “My day was… divine, thank you for asking,” I recite, trying not to choke on my own cringe. “Less sincerity,” she says. “Imagine you’re lying to a billionaire.” “I am lying to a billionaire.” “Exactly.” By the time we break for lunch, I’ve learned the top five poses for pap shots, the brand philosophy behind her perfume deal (inspiring confidence in women by smelling like aspirational sadness, I guess?), and the precise art of how Harper holds her phone in selfies. Arm at forty-five degrees, chin tilt, tongue never out. This is a war, not a college dorm. "What about your agent, manager whatever you call them?" I ask. "Emily barely looks up from her iPad when she talks." What the hell am I doing? God is for the money, be kind on me. “You post everyday and for I*******m captions,” she says while chewing a kale salad like it personally offended her. “Keep them short, ironic, and never too deep. You’re a vibe, not a philosopher.” “You mean no Shakespeare quotes?” She glares. I write: “No Shakespeare. No sincerity. Vibes only.” By hour four, she’s draping me in clothes I couldn’t afford even if I robbed my boss and sold both kidneys. The labels make me sweat. Satin. Silk. Sequins that whisper tax fraud. Everything is tight, chic, and designed to look effortless, which is hilarious because I nearly dislocate a hip putting on one of her damn jumpsuits. “You’ll wear this to the event tomorrow,” she says, adjusting the neckline so I’m showing exactly enough boob to look expensive. “Keep your sunglasses on at all times. You’re mysterious and jetlagged.” I stare at the full-length mirror. The woman staring back at me is cool, poised, unbothered. She looks like she eats oysters for lunch and keeps a vision board in her bedroom. She doesn’t look like the girl who cried in a bathroom stall after being yelled at by her boss for spilling espresso on a customer’s Birkin. I swallow hard. “What if I screw this up?” “You won’t,” Harper says, surprisingly gentle. “You’re me now. And I never screw up.” God, where's Brit when I need her. "Matthew is to meet you in your penthouse in an hour now. Take it as a trial" I turn back to her. “So who’s this Matthew guy?” Her expression freezes. Then she waves it off, breezy as ever. “You don’t need talk to him. Just smile and be me. He'll do the talking” “Wait, what—who is he?” But she’s already moving, packing up her makeup like we’re done for the day. She doesn’t answer. Doesn’t offer a last name. Not even a vague tabloid headline I could G****e. And I don’t push. Because the thing is, I stopped checking Harper’s life online years ago. It hurt too much—seeing her glossy and successful while I was counting tips and crying over student loans. Watching the twin who made it while I just… survived. Now I’m wearing her face, stepping into her world, and about to meet a man I know nothing about. But sure. Smile and be her. What could possibly go wrong?I haul her into the backseat, my mouth crashing against hers, groaning when her thigh brushes my cock. Her dress is bunched up around her hips, her legs wrapped around my waist. She gasps against my mouth and I deepen it, tongue sliding against hers, hands in her hair, her fingers tugging at my shirt like she needs more.Tinted windows. Best fucking invention ever.I slide my hand up her thigh and feel her tremble.“We shouldn’t have had wine tonight,” I mutter against her neck.She moans. “We’re not drunk.”“Then what’s our excuse?”“Desperation.”She’s right.“You’re making it hard not to fuck you,” I growl.“Matthew,” she moans, grinding into me, “if you don’t fuck me, I’ll fuck myself.”My cock twitches so hard I nearly black out.“Fuck.”And that’s the last coherent thought I have.My fingers yank the neckline of her dress down, exposing her lace-covered tits. My mouth finds one, then the other. Sucking. Biting. Marking. I want to ruin her for anyone else. Want her walking into r
7:35 p.m. sharp. I’m at her door.She opens it like she’s been waiting behind it for ten minutes—and the second I see her, I stop breathing.Holy fucking hell.The dress is red.Short enough to make me wonder what I did right in a past life, but long enough to make it worse. It hugs her in every place I’m trying not to look. The kind of dress that should be illegal in public if men are expected to think straight.I want to fuck her against the wall.Thin straps. Low back. Low neckline. Minimal makeup. Her hairʼs half-up, just a few loose strands teasing the curve of her jaw.And her legs.Jesus. Those legs.It’s Harper, but it’s also not. It’s like looking at a dream I forgot I had.She smiles when her blue eyes meet mine, then bites her lip. Like she’s nervous.She shouldn’t be doing that.Not if she wants to make it through dinner.“Hi,” she says.Jesus fucking Christ.I should say hi back.Instead I stare.“You okay?” she laughs softly.No.I’m not.“Uh huh.” I offer my arm. “Letʼs
Board meetings are hell.And I’ve sat through a lot of them. Multi-billion dollar mergers, tech acquisitions, shareholder tantrums—none of them ever tested my patience like this one.There’s a man across from me talking—Slovak accent, maybe Czech—about quarterly returns like they’re an aphrodisiac.I want to kill him.Not because he’s saying anything wrong—he’s not. He’s actually making some decent projections. Our quarterly profits are up, the Prague expansion is moving faster than projected, and the board members are practically jerking themselves off over the latest valuation increase.But I don’t give a damn about quarterly returns right now.All I can think about is her.Harper.God—I lean back in the leather conference chair, force myself to blink, to nod, to pretend like I haven’t been mentally replaying last night for the last seven hours straight.Her mouth. Her hands in my shirt. Her breath against mine. Her soft gasps. The exact way she melted when I whispered, Then don’t
The next morning, I wake up early—because apparently fake Harper is a morning person now—and decide to lean into the influencer thing.I throw on a sports bra, some Lululemon leggings Harper didn’t even take the tags off, grab a smoothie, and record a reel for Harper’s IG page.Organic matcha, fake yoga stretches, a three-step cleanse. I even toss in a wink at the camera and say something about “alignment and ambition.”“New morning routine🌞✨” I caption it. I tag some PR brands and make a mental note to send them traffic stats later.It’s obnoxious. Edited. Slightly out-of-sync with reality.But hey—it’s what she’d do.The followers eat it up. Likes roll in. Comments, too.I reply to none of them. Because my thoughts are still in last night memory.I think of our messages. Feeling sixteen all over again.And stupid. So stupid. At noon, Britney walks in unannounced, tosses her purse on the couch, and sighs like she’s lived ten lives since I saw her last.“Okay. So. Morning orgasm? Am
The first thing I do when the door closes behind Matthew is lean against it and let my knees try—and fail—not to give out. The second thing I do is laugh. And Wednesday—out of all days—might just be my favorite now. Yes, Iʼm including the day I found out I didnʼt actually fail sophomore bio and the day I scored a free cherry pie at that highway diner in Ohio because the waitress thought I looked “tragically sad and probably needed sugar.” This one still wins. Because I can still feel Matthewʼs lips on mine. I can still taste him. It wasnʼt supposed to happen, not like that. But holy God, did it happen. And now Iʼm walking around this penthouse like I've been possessed by the spirit of a woman whoʼs had really, really good sex, except we didnʼt even get to the sex part. I float through the rest of the day. Like literally float. I water a succulent I don’t remember Harper having, rearrange her skincare by pH level and expiration date, and then go full psycho and alphabetize the pa
“Then don’t stop,” I murmur, thumb still brushing the soft hollow beneath her jaw.Christ, I mean it. I mean every goddamn word—And fuck me if she doesn’t kiss me again.There’s this tiny sound she makes—this desperate little breath that’s halfway between a sob and a plea—and then her mouth’s on mine and I’m drowning all over again.Her fingers claw at my shirt like she’s trying to hold herself together. Like she’s been starving and I’m the only thing on the goddamn menu.I groan, because I’m not any better.God help me, I kiss her back.Harder this time.Greedy. Needy. Every part of me ignites like I’ve just stepped into a damn inferno, and she’s the only oxygen left in the world.It’s too much and not enough all at once.Her hands claw at my shirt, fingers curling like she wants to memorize my chest through fabric. My body reacts like it’s been waiting for this exact moment—for her heat, her scent, her sounds—for months.I press her harder against the wall, and she moans, and the s