로그인After making sure Daniel's car left, Alina returned to the mansion and sat in her quiet room. Staring at her open wardrobe. Rows of expensive gowns hung neatly—all chosen by Margaret, all in "appropriate" colors for a Mrs. Blackwood. Cream, navy, gray, black.
Never red. Never bold. "Alina?" A familiar voice made Alina turn. Emma stood in the doorway with two cups of coffee and a face full of concern. "Mrs. Helen let me in. She said you needed a friend." Emma entered and closed the door. "And since you didn't answer my calls, I knew you really did." Alina smiled weakly. "Thank you for coming." Emma set down the coffee on the table and immediately hugged Alina tightly. "You look devastated. What happened?" Alina nodded, her throat tight. "I told Daniel I want a divorce." Emma drew a sharp breath, hugging Alina tighter. "Oh Alina... are you serious? You finally said it?" "I couldn't take it anymore." Alina's voice trembled. "He came home smelling of Clarissa's perfume with lipstick on his collar. On our anniversary. And he didn't even ask me to stay." "Bastard," Emma hissed. "Five years and he still can't say he wants you?" "Because he doesn't want me." Alina's voice was quiet but there were no more tears. She was done crying. "I'm tired of hoping." Emma rubbed Alina's back. "My apartment is always open. Whenever you're ready—" "After tonight." Alina looked at her wardrobe. "After I finish playing the role of Mrs. Blackwood one last time." Emma followed Alina's gaze to the closet. "Which one will you wear?" Alina reached for a dress in the very back corner—the only dress she'd bought herself without Margaret's approval. A midnight blue gown that was elegant but daring, with a cut that highlighted her curves. Not a "good wife" dress. A dress for a woman who knew her worth. "This one," Alina said in a stronger voice. "If this is my last appearance, I'll do it my way." Emma smiled—a proud smile. "That's my girl." At five in the afternoon, after picking up Daniel Jr. from school, Alina stood in front of the mirror. The midnight blue gown fit perfectly, her hair styled in soft waves falling on her shoulders, makeup bolder than usual with a statement red lipstick. She looked different. Not the perfect, muted Mrs. Daniel Blackwood. But Alina Hayes—the woman she'd forgotten for five years. A knock at the door. "Mama? Can I come in?" "Come in, sweetheart." Daniel Jr. entered in his little tuxedo that Mrs. Helen had already straightened. His brown eyes widened seeing Alina. "Mama looks so beautiful!" Junior ran to hug her. "Like a princess!" Alina knelt down, hugging the child tightly. "Junior looks so handsome too. Like a little prince." "At the party, Papa will definitely say Mama is beautiful!" Junior smiled innocently. "Then Papa and Mama will dance like on TV!" Alina's heart sank. How could she tell this child that tonight might be the last time they'd be a "family"? "Junior, sweetheart..." Alina stroked the child's cheek. "Tonight there will be a lot of people. And there might be things that will confuse Junior. But Mama wants Junior to remember—whatever happens, Mama loves Junior. Always." Junior looked at her with innocent eyes. "Why is Mama talking sadly?" "Mama's not sad. Mama just wants to make sure Junior knows." A louder knock at the door. Without waiting for an answer, the door opened and Daniel entered—stopping when he saw Alina. For a few seconds, the man just stared. There was something in his eyes—surprise? Appreciation? But it quickly disappeared, replaced by the cold mask he usually wore. "We need to leave in fifteen minutes," Daniel said, his voice formal. "Mom is already waiting at the venue." "Papa! Look at Mama! Mama's beautiful, right?" Junior jumped up and down. Daniel glanced at Alina briefly. "Yes. Beautiful." Two words without emotion. Like complimenting furniture. Alina stood, taking her clutch. "I'm ready." Daniel still stood in the doorway, his hands in his pockets—a gesture showing he was uncomfortable. "Alina, about this morning... we can talk after this event—" "There's nothing left to talk about, Daniel." Alina walked past him toward the door. "Come on, Junior. Time to go." Daniel stared at Alina's back—a gaze that lasted longer than usual. In his hand was a small velvet box he hadn't managed to give. The black Rolls Royce glided smoothly through the streets toward the Plaza Hotel where the gala dinner was being held. Alina sat in the back with Junior, who was excitedly looking out the window, while Daniel sat in front—as usual, separate. "Mama, is this party like Cinderella's?" Junior asked with sparkling eyes. "Something like that, sweetheart." "Then Mama and Papa will dance? Can I watch?" Alina smiled despite her aching heart. "We'll see later, okay?" Through the rearview mirror, Alina could see Daniel watching her. But as soon as their eyes met, the man looked away—as usual. The car stopped in front of the Plaza Hotel's red carpet. Camera flashes immediately attacked—dozens of photographers shouting, reporters yelling questions. Daniel got out first, buttoning his tuxedo perfectly. Then he opened the door for Alina, extending his hand in a gesture that looked gentlemanly for the cameras. "Smile," Daniel whispered as Alina took his hand. "We have to look united." United. An ironic word for a marriage already fractured. Alina smiled—the perfect smile she'd practiced for five years. Junior stood between them, holding both his parents' hands, not knowing this little family would soon be broken. "Mr. Blackwood! Is it true Miss Sterling will be attending tonight?" "Mrs. Blackwood! How do you feel about meeting your husband's ex-wife?" "Is this a Blackwood family reunion?" Questions were shouted from all directions. Daniel didn't answer, only escorted Alina and Junior inside with a hand on Alina's lower back—a touch that felt cold despite looking intimate for the cameras. The Plaza Hotel ballroom had been transformed into something from a fairytale. Large crystal chandeliers hung from the high ceiling, tables decorated with white and gold rose centerpieces, a live orchestra playing classical music in the corner of the room. Hundreds of guests—elite from the worlds of business, politics, entertainment—had already gathered with champagne in hand, whispering with eyes that occasionally glanced toward the entrance. Waiting for drama. "Daniel! Alina!" Margaret Blackwood walked over in an expensive silver gown and a smile that didn't reach her eyes. The woman hugged Daniel warmly, then her eyes widened seeing Alina's appearance. "A blue gown?" Margaret's tone was cold, piercing. Her eyes scanned Alina from top to bottom with a sharp, judging gaze. Then she stepped closer, whispering low enough that only Alina could hear. "I told you navy or black. This is too flashy. Too attention-seeking. You know tonight isn't about you, right?" Alina looked at Margaret calmly—for the first time, unafraid. "I know exactly who tonight is about, Margaret." Margaret's eyes narrowed, but before she could respond, she turned and bent to kiss Junior's cheek. "Junior, darling! You look so handsome!" "Thank you, Grandma!" Margaret straightened, refocusing on Daniel with a smile that immediately appeared—as if the sharp conversation with Alina had never happened. "Clarissa's already here. She's on the east balcony, waiting for the right moment to enter. I've arranged everything—photographers, seating, even the speech for later." Speech. Of course there was a speech. Margaret wouldn't miss the opportunity to publicly welcome Clarissa back. "And you, Alina," Margaret looked at her with an assessing gaze. "That gown is a bold choice. I hope you know how to behave tonight. No drama. No scenes. We have to show that the Blackwood family is solid." "I understand," Alina answered in a calm voice. "Good." Margaret turned to Daniel. "We'll start in ten minutes. Make sure Junior is ready to meet his mother." Margaret left with an authoritative stride, leaving an awkward silence. "Whose mother, Papa?" Junior looked at his father in confusion. Daniel froze. He glanced at Alina—a look asking for help. But Alina was tired of saving him. "Papa will explain later, Junior," Alina said quietly. "Mama wants to get some champagne." Alina walked toward the bar, leaving Daniel with a dilemma he'd created himself. At the bar, Alina ordered champagne. Beside her, Mrs. Tanzil and Mrs. Lim—two socialite women who wouldn't miss a chance to gossip—stood with smiles like predators smelling blood. "Mrs. Blackwood," Mrs. Tanzil greeted sweetly. "You look different tonight. Bold." "Thank you." "Must be nervous, right?" Mrs. Lim added. "Meeting Clarissa Sterling. I mean, she's a legend. Supermodel. And she and Daniel used to be so passionate." Alina took her champagne with a steady hand. "I'm not nervous, Mrs. Lim." "Really?" Mrs. Tanzil looked at her with probing eyes. "Because if I were in your position—a second wife having to meet the first wife everyone loves—I'd be very nervous." "Maybe because I'm not you." Alina sipped her champagne. "Excuse me." She walked away before the two women could throw more barbed comments. But Alina could hear their whispers. "She's acting strong, but she must be falling apart inside." "Poor thing. Doesn't know her place." Alina stood in the corner of the ballroom, holding champagne but not drinking anymore. She watched Daniel talking with some business associates, Junior beside him looking bored. This had been her life for five years. Standing on the sidelines, watching Daniel from afar, always alone in the midst of crowds. But after tonight, she would be free.That afternoon, Ms. Fontaine had just left Alina's hospital room when her phone rang."Ms. Fontaine speaking.""This is Dr. Whitmore."The hospital director's voice sounded tense."I need to meet with you. Now."Ten minutes later, they sat facing each other in the director's office.No small talk.Dr. Whitmore immediately handed over a document.Ms. Fontaine read it.The longer she read, the colder her expression became.Medical Recommendation for Home Care.On grounds of the mother's and baby's health.On grounds of emotional stability.On grounds of a more comfortable environment.Alina was recommended for home-based care.Ms. Fontaine closed the document slowly."Daniel Blackwood."It wasn't a question.Dr. Whitmore let out a long breath."This afternoon. He came himself."The room fell silent."Are you going to sign it?"The question came directly.The hospital director looked exhausted, dark circles under his eyes like a man who hadn't slept properly in days."I'm being pressured
At Blackwood Mansion, Mrs. Helen had just finished preparing breakfast when Mr. Harris called her to the second floor corridor. The man stood with his usual upright posture, his expression flat and unreadable."Clean Mrs. Alina's and Mr. Daniel's room today," Mr. Harris said briefly. "Until it's spotless. Make sure everything is tidy."Mrs. Helen frowned. "I'm sorry, Mr. Harris. Why suddenly—""Mrs. Alina will be coming home from the hospital soon."Those words fell like a stone on Mrs. Helen's chest.Her body tensed. "Coming home?" she repeated, her voice almost catching. "But... isn't Mrs. Alina still receiving treatment? Her condition is still—""That is not your concern," Mr. Harris interrupted, his tone firm. "Your job is only to clean the room. Don't cause trouble, Mrs. Helen. Just carry out what you've been told."Mrs. Helen stared at Mr. Harris, her mouth opening to protest. But Mr. Harris had already turned and walked away, ending the conversation before it could begin.Mrs.
Morning at St. Catherine's arrived with gentle light.Sunlight entered through the gap in the curtains, falling diagonally on the floor of room 412, touching the edge of the bed where Alina sat. Not lying down. Sitting—with her back straight and hands folded in her lap and the expression of someone who had made a decision before dawn truly arrived.She had been waiting since seven o'clock.When Ms. Fontaine knocked and entered with a warm professional smile, she immediately sensed something different. Not from Alina's appearance—hair still dull, skin still pale, IV line still attached to the back of her hand. But from the way Alina looked at her. Directly. Without avoiding."Good morning," Ms. Fontaine greeted while placing her bag on the chair."Good morning." Alina took a breath. "Can we talk alone? Without nurses. Without anyone outside the door."Ms. Fontaine looked at her for a moment, then nodded. She walked to the door, spoke briefly with the nurse outside, then closed the door
In the morning, Clarissa opened the door to wake her son. But she found Junior already awake, sitting on the edge of the bed with an unusual expression. Sullen. Pensive."Good morning, darling," Clarissa greeted cheerfully, putting on a perfect maternal smile. "Did you sleep well?"Junior didn't answer immediately. He looked at his mother with a gaze that made Clarissa slightly uncomfortable—a gaze that seemed to be searching for something."Mommy left last night," Junior said quietly.Clarissa's smile froze for a split second. "What?""Mommy promised to stay with me until morning. But when I woke up, Mommy wasn't there." Junior's voice was small, but there was a hurt tone in it. "Where did Mommy go?"Clarissa quickly recovered, kneeling in front of Junior and stroking his hair. "Oh, darling. I'm sorry. Mommy just went to the bathroom for a bit. Then Mommy ended up falling asleep in her own room because she was too tired." She smiled gently. "Mommy didn't really leave you, you know. M
Junior couldn't go back to sleep.He sat in the middle of the large bed, hugging the worn rabbit stuffed animal to his chest, staring at the closed bedroom door. Traces of tears still marked his cheeks, and the dreams. The dreams about Alina still felt real, as if they had just happened.Junior's head was filled with questions too big for a child his age.Why did the memories in his dream feel so warm? Why did Alina's face, who was supposedly a bad person, instead make him feel safe? Why in that dream did Alina teach him to write, read him stories, take care of him when he was sick—things that shouldn't have happened at all if Alina was really like what Mommy said?Junior didn't understand.But there was one thing he knew for certain. Something clearer than all that confusion.Mommy left him. The person who promised to stay with him until morning. But the moment Junior opened his eyes, the room was empty. Cold. Alone.Junior didn't like being lied to. He hated people who broke promise
Clarissa froze.That small voice—Junior's voice—made her blood instantly run cold.She turned quickly, finding her son already sitting up in bed, eyes sleepy but full of questions staring at her from within the darkness of the room."Mommy? What is Mommy doing?"Clarissa panicked. She hadn't expected Junior to wake up. Her mind raced, searching for an excuse."Oh, darling," she said, forcing a smile onto her face. "Mommy is just... thirsty. Mommy wants to get some water."Junior frowned. His small eyebrows furrowed, unsatisfied with that answer."But there's a dispenser in the room," he said quietly, pointing to the corner of the room. "Mommy doesn't need to go out."Clarissa startled. She glanced toward the dispenser Junior pointed at, then quickly recovered."Ah, right. Mommy forgot." She gave a small laugh, a sound that sounded forced. "Mommy is still sleepy, so she didn't remember."She walked to the dispenser, poured a little water into a glass, and pretended to drink it. Then sh
Three days passed in a blur of careful avoidance.Daniel didn't return to Alina's room, though she heard from Mrs. Helen that he hadn't slept in the master bedroom either. He'd been staying in his study, working late into the night, sleeping on the leather couch when exhaustion finally claimed him.
Alina and Junior sat in each other's embrace for a few moments—silent, just feeling each other's presence.Then Junior pulled back slightly. Looking at Alina with an expression too serious for a six-year-old."Mama," he said softly. "Junior promises to be a good child."Alina frowned, stroking Juni
At five in the morning, a soft knock on the door woke Alina from sleep that had never really come.She'd been awake since three. Lying in bed with eyes open, staring at the ceiling, waiting for morning to arrive.Waiting for the chance to see Junior."Mrs. Blackwood?" Mrs. Helen's voice from outsid
At six in the evening, Daniel came home earlier than usual.His Bentley Continental stopped in front of the mansion with smooth precision that somehow felt menacing.He got out with briefcase in hand, posture rigid as always. White shirt still crisp despite it being evening. Tie perfectly knotted.







