LOGINI could only stand there, lost in thought, watching my husband tenderly spoon-feed Larisa.
Behind me, I heard some employees whispering. "I thought Ms. Larisa was Mr. Lucian's fiancée. Turns out, he's already married to someone else." "I feel so sorry for his wife. He never brings her to company events, yet he brings Ms. Larisa along." Tears immediately welled up and spilled over. I didn't dare step forward. Knowing Lucian's temperament, I was certain he would only blame me. So, I ran away. When I reached the gate, I overheard two security guards chatting. "I feel sorry for our CEO. His wife just passed away. I heard he's looking for a wet nurse for his seven-month-old baby." "Yeah. My sister-in-law tried to apply yesterday, but unfortunately, she didn't make the cut. It's a shame, the pay is huge if you're a match." A wet nurse? As it happened, I had an abundant supply of breast milk. In fact, I was often in pain because my breasts would become engorged from producing so much milk. And right now, I needed an income of my own. My marriage to Lucian was beyond saving. I wiped away my tears and approached the two guards. "Excuse me..." They turned in unison. "Could I please have the address of this company's CEO?" "Sure," they replied in unison. After getting the CEO's address, I headed straight there. My mind was racing the whole way. I had no work experience, right after graduating college, Lucian had proposed to me. This job was perfect for me. Even if the chances were slim, I had to at least try. When I arrived at the CEO's house, I was stunned by the sight of the luxurious mansion standing before me. Lucian had once told me that the CEO of his company was the owner's only child. I took a deep breath before summoning the courage to step inside. As soon as I met the head housekeeper, I stated the reason for my visit. "Excuse me. I’ve come to apply as a wet nurse." The head housekeeper studied me for a moment, then invited me in. "Please, come in. But you’ll have to go through a selection process first!" I nodded and followed her. It turned out there were already six other women inside who also wanted to apply as wet nurses. I felt a sudden pang of insecurity. They looked so much more polished and confident. Meanwhile, I had arrived with my mind in turmoil following the death of my baby and Lucian’s infidelity. The head housekeeper—who introduced herself as Aunt Margaret—explained the selection process. "You will all have the chance to try nursing our master's baby. If he takes to you, you’ll be hired." I nodded. Shortly after, a maid brought in a baby boy. "This is Young Master Liam." I was instantly captivated when I saw him. The baby was incredibly handsome. He had a tiny, adorable face and cheeks that made me want to reach out and stroke them. For some reason, seeing Liam made my chest ache. My own child had been a boy, too. I should have been holding my own baby right now. I should have been hearing his cries, smelling his scent, and nursing him myself. I hurriedly held back my tears. One by one, the women tried to nurse Liam according to their registration numbers. But they all failed. Liam kept crying and turning away whenever they brought him close. Aunt Margaret looked increasingly anxious. Finally, it was my turn—the last candidate. I stepped closer, my heart pounding. As soon as Liam was in my arms, a strange feeling filled my chest. I held him carefully and rocked him gently. "Hello, Liam." I smiled, even as my eyes began to well up with tears. "Let me introduce myself—I'm Elara. You can call me Auntie Elara." Liam gazed up at my face. I held him tighter, filled with affection. It felt just like holding my own child. I missed my child so much. Missed him terribly. Tears threatened to fall, but I quickly wiped them away. Auntie Margaret and the other servants looked surprised. Unlike before, Liam seemed perfectly at ease in my arms. He didn't cry. In fact, his tiny body seemed to grow even calmer. "Liam, are you thirsty?" I looked at him tenderly. After getting the go-ahead from Auntie Margaret, I unbuttoned my shirt and slowly began to nurse him. At first, I was worried Liam might refuse, just as he had before. But I was wrong. Liam latched on and began to nurse eagerly. He drank my milk without the slightest protest. "Oh my goodness! The Young Master is finally accepting it!" Auntie Margaret exclaimed enthusiastically. The other servants looked happy, too. I could only smile, deeply moved, as I continued to stroke Liam’s head. This little baby seemed to offer a ray of light, giving me the strength to endure this dark life. Aunt Margaret immediately took out her phone and called someone she referred to as Mr. Lorenzo. After finishing his feed, Liam fell soundly asleep in my lap. I gazed silently at his face. "Congratulations, Elara. You’ve been accepted as the Young Master’s wet nurse," Aunt Margaret said. "Thank you," I said, overcome with emotion. "We can discuss the salary directly with Mr. Lorenzo later. However, he is currently attending an important event and won't be back until tonight." She continued, "Mr. Lorenzo left word that if you’re able to start this afternoon, you can move in and stay here right away." I shook Aunt Margaret’s hand, my eyes welling up with tears. "Thank you, Auntie. In that case, I’ll go home to pack my clothes. I’ll come straight back here this afternoon." "Alright. Take care on your way." I nodded. Finally, I had a job. I looked at Liam one last time before handing him over to Aunt Margaret. Now, all that remained was to file for divorce from Lucian. I had already lost my own child. I didn't want to lose my dignity by remaining someone who was always viewed as a burden. If Lucian still loved his ex-girlfriend, then I would let him go.I can hardly believe that I’ve been working at Mr. Lorenzo’s house for a month already.Liam is now eight months old, he’s becoming increasingly active and clings to me as if I were his own mother. That shift has actually made Mr. Lorenzo treat me better.Even though the work is incredibly demanding, I feel truly grateful whenever I see the salary notification hit my account."Aunt Margaret, I’d like to take some time off," I said one afternoon."In your case, you have to ask Mr. Lorenzo directly. Not just any maid can step in and do your job.""All right," I replied obediently.Usually, after putting Liam to sleep, I would leave the moment Mr. Lorenzo appeared. But this time, I gathered the courage to stop him.Before I could even open my mouth, however, Mr. Lorenzo spoke first."What is it? If you have something to say, just say it," he said bluntly."Mr. Lorenzo, I’d like to ask for some time off.""Is it something important? You can't exactly leave Liam behind.""Yes, it is import
"Elara, this is your room. However, if Mr. Lorenzo is out of town, you will sleep in Liam's room."I was stunned, my room was spacious and luxurious—easily twice the size of the one Lucian and I used to share."Yes, Aunt Margaret.""You must be sterilized before touching Liam. Your uniform is in the wardrobe. Liam is asleep right now, so go take a shower and have dinner. After that, get ready and wait for him to wake up.""Yes, thank you."I hurriedly took a shower and then put on the uniform, which felt incredibly soft—the fabric was smoother than any garment I had ever owned.When I went to the servants' quarters, everyone welcomed me warmly."Thank goodness the uniform fits you perfectly," Aunt Margaret said, looking relieved."Why is the color of my uniform different from everyone else's?" I asked in surprise."Because your duties are different, naturally, you get better-quality fabric so it’s more comfortable when you carry the Young Master."That made sense."Elara, come and eat
The journey from Mr. Lorenzo’s house to Lucian’s was quite long, it took me over an hour by bus.Throughout the trip, I couldn't stop picturing how intimate Lucian looked as he fed Larisa.The way they looked at each other, Larisa’s smile—it would be hypocritical to call that just a friendship. A tightness gripped my chest again.And what hurt the most was this, why did Lucian seem so fine after we had lost our child? I bit my lip, trying to hold back the tears welling up once more.When I arrived home, I found that Lucian had already returned from work. As soon as he saw me walk in, he rushed over with a look of panic."Elara, did you come to the office earlier?""Mm-hmm," I replied curtly.I tried to remain calm, even though I was falling apart inside."Why did you leave so suddenly?"I looked at him with a bitter expression."Why would I humiliate myself? You were busy feeding your 'greatest ex-love,' after all.""Elara, it’s not what you think. Larisa was having trouble with her h
I could only stand there, lost in thought, watching my husband tenderly spoon-feed Larisa.Behind me, I heard some employees whispering."I thought Ms. Larisa was Mr. Lucian's fiancée. Turns out, he's already married to someone else.""I feel so sorry for his wife. He never brings her to company events, yet he brings Ms. Larisa along."Tears immediately welled up and spilled over. I didn't dare step forward. Knowing Lucian's temperament, I was certain he would only blame me.So, I ran away.When I reached the gate, I overheard two security guards chatting."I feel sorry for our CEO. His wife just passed away. I heard he's looking for a wet nurse for his seven-month-old baby.""Yeah. My sister-in-law tried to apply yesterday, but unfortunately, she didn't make the cut. It's a shame, the pay is huge if you're a match."A wet nurse? As it happened, I had an abundant supply of breast milk. In fact, I was often in pain because my breasts would become engorged from producing so much milk.A
I was enjoying the food my husband had bought for me. Unfortunately, we couldn't eat together because he had to return to the office after receiving an urgent call.Even though it was supposed to be his day off. But Lucian is a very hardworking man. He always says we need to save more money because our first child is due soon. Despite our simple life, I was very happy.Suddenly, I felt a sharp pain in my abdomen. I winced, clutching my stomach as the pain grew increasingly intense. I quickly grabbed my phone and called Lucian."Lucian, I'm having stomach pain.""I'm sorry, but I'm on my way out of town. Call Mom to come look after you.""Okay." He abruptly ended the call.I stared at the phone screen, feeling uneasy.Meanwhile, the pain in my abdomen worsened."Ah!" I winced.When I looked down, my body began to tremble. Blood was seeping out and running down my legs.Panicked, I immediately called an ambulance. Before long, I was taken to the hospital.A nurse helped me onto a gurney







