151. Give Up The Ghost

SCARLETT.

    This week has been the shittiest I've ever experienced and I can't tell why. Me getting married this weekend or the fact that Finn is no longer in my life. 

    It had taken a shit ton of self-control for me not to beg him to stay. I'd been awake when he came into my room to give me his last kiss and my chest had constricted so hard, I believed it was going to implode when he finally left the room. 

    I had followed, going over to my balcony to watch as he slipped into an unfamiliar car. That must have been his friend and they were probably talking about how shitty I was for dismissing him so rudely. 

    I had caught him looking over at me. Raising my hand was impossible because I couldn't bring myself to tell him goodbye. They finally drove away and I crumpled to the floor, a tearful mess.