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Sophia POV
Two days off. That’s all the hospital gave me after three back-to-back night shifts, and I’d guarded those two days like gold because they landed on our anniversary. Three years with Julian, and for once I wasn’t rushing home in scrubs still smelling like antiseptic.
He’d called it in himself. “Let me surprise you this time,” he’d said, voice warm through the phone. “Just wait for me at home. Don’t ask questions.” I’d laughed and told him he was terrible at surprises, that he always caved and told me early. He swore this time would be different.
I made the roasted chicken he can’t stop talking about, the one dish I actually got right on the first try. Then I wore the red dress he loves, the one he says makes me look like the day we met. I lit the candles, and then I waited.
Seven came and went. Then eight. By ten I’d stopped setting the table. Something in my chest started to sink.
At eleven pm my phone lit up with an I*******m notification. A follow request from an account with no name—just numbers—and a blurred close-up of red lipstick. The message request read: A surprise for you.
Then another:
>Still up? Is it because your boyfriend isn’t home yet?
My stomach dropped. Nobody knew Julian wasn’t home, not even my closest friend Nora.
>Don’t bother ignoring me. I know you’re reading this.
>He’s with me right now.
>I get cold so easily this time of year — he’s here keeping me warm.
>Such a considerate man. Shame he can’t just be considerate to one woman.
Each line landed like a slap, small and precise. I told myself it was a prank, some bored stranger with too much time and a cruel sense of humor. But my hands were already shaking, and some quieter, colder part of me already believed it.
The last message arrived before I could talk myself out of anything.
>If you don’t believe me, I’ll send the room. Come see for yourself. Or stay home and stay cold — your choice.
I accepted the request with fingers that wouldn’t stay still. The reply came instantly: an address, a hotel name—The Regis—A room number: 412.
I didn’t grab a coat. I didn’t blow out the candles. I just grabbed my keys and walked out into the night still wearing his favorite dress, like some part of me needed him to see exactly what he’d made me leave behind.
*****
The lobby of the Regis smelled like lilies and floor polish. Soft jazz drifted from somewhere I couldn’t place. I didn’t look at the front desk. I didn’t look at anyone. I hit the elevator button for the fourth floor and watched the numbers climb, my reflection pale and unfamiliar in the mirrored wall. It’s nothing, I told myself. A wrong room. A cruel joke. Anything but this.
The first thing that hit me was the wet, filthy sound of skin slamming into skin. The door was deliberately left slightly open.
Julian was on top of her, completely naked, his broad back flexing with every deep, punishing thrust. One hand braced hard against the headboard; the other gripped her thigh and shoved it higher, spreading her open so he could drive into her without mercy. His thick cock disappeared into her glistening, stretched pussy over and over, the sound, rhythmic “Pam, Pam, Pam” of her cunt swallowing him to the hilt loud enough to fill the room. Her juices coated his shaft and dripped onto the sheets in messy strings every time he pulled almost all the way out and slammed back in.
She had her legs locked around his waist, heels digging into his ass. Completely bare, tits bouncing hard with the force of his hips, nipples tight and flushed. Her head was thrown back, mouth open on a continuous, shameless moan.
“Fuck…yes, just like that…harder, Julian, wreck me…”
He gave it to her. His hips snapped forward in a relentless rhythm, the wet slap of his balls against her ass sharp and filthy. He was growling under his breath, low and rough.
“Gosh, you’re so fucking sweet… taking my cock so deep… look at this pretty pussy dripping all over me..:”
He reached down between them, thumb finding her swollen clit and rubbing tight, practiced circles while he kept pounding into her. Her moan broke into a higher cry. Her pussy visibly clenched; more slick gushed out around his shaft, making every thrust wetter, louder.
Neither of them stopped when the door swung fully open. They kept going—three, four, five more deep strokes—like the sight of me standing there meant nothing at all.
“Oh… my… God.”
The woman’s eyes opened first. She looked straight at me over his shoulder and smiled, slow and pleased. She didn’t reach for the sheet. She just watched me while he fucked her through the last few thrusts, cock still buried deep.
She tapped his shoulder. “Julian. Someone’s here.”
He froze mid-motion. For one second I watched real panic crack across his face.
“Sophia…” He scrambled backward off her so fast he nearly fell off the bed, his cock slipping free of her with a wet, obscene sound. It was shiny and hard and still twitching, coated in her. He yanked at the sheet to cover himself, cover her, cover anything. “Sophia, wait, this isn’t…I can explain, just let me…”
“Explain.” My voice came out flatter than I expected, flatter than I felt.
He was on his feet now, pulling his pants on with shaking hands, and the words tumbled out of him in a rush. “I don’t know what happened, I swear, I wasn’t thinking, I got…I got caught up, I was blinded for a second, that’s all this was, it didn’t mean anything, Sophia, please, look at me…”
The woman on the bed laughed, unhurried, stretching one arm above her head. “Blinded? That’s new.”
“Shut the fuck up.” Julian rounded on her so fast she actually flinched, then he turned back to me, already reaching for my hands. I stepped back before he could touch me. “Sophia, please. Three years. You know me. This isn’t who I am, I just…I made a mistake, one stupid mistake, and I will spend every day making it up to you, just don’t…don’t look at me like that.”
I didn’t say anything. I couldn’t. I just stood there and let him see exactly what was on my face—not tears, not yet, just something cold and final settling behind my eyes.
And that was when I watched fear curdle into something uglier.
His jaw tightened. The pleading dropped out of his voice like a mask sliding off. “Don’t you dare stand there looking at me like that.” He stepped closer, pointing at me now instead of reaching for me. “Like you’re so far above me. Like you’ve never done anything wrong in your life.”
“Julian…”
“You spent an entire night with another man.” His voice cracked louder, uglier. “I forgave that. I never brought it up once in three years, not once, even though I thought about it every damn day. And you’re going to stand there and look at me like I’m garbage over this?”
“That wasn’t my choice and you know it.” My voice finally shook, but not from tears. From fury. “You know exactly what happened that night.”
“Choice or not, he still touched you.” He was breathing hard now, chest rising and falling like the accusation cost him something. “If I could swallow that and stay with you, you can swallow this. This is nothing. This meant nothing.”
The woman on the bed snorted, not bothering to hide her amusement anymore. She lazily trailed two fingers through the mess between her legs and held them up, glistening.
I looked at Julian—really looked. The man I’d rearranged three years of night shifts for. The man who’d been buried balls-deep in another woman minutes ago, moaning like she was the only thing that mattered. And now, because I wouldn’t cry the way he needed, he was calling me the guilty one.
Something in my chest simply let go.
“We’re done.”
He blinked. “Sophia…”
“Don’t call me. Don’t text me. Don’t come to the hospital. We’re finished.”
The other lady propped herself up on her elbows, grinning, but stayed silent.
Julian didn’t move to stop me. He just stood there, half-dressed, watching me turn away.
I walked out and didn’t look back. My hands didn’t start shaking until I reached the elevator.
Three years of rearranging my life around him. Three years of swallowing smaller hurts. Three years of believing love meant patience and grace.
In the end, all it took was one cold look for him to decide I was the one on trial.
Not tonight.
Not ever again.
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