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ANDREA
At twenty-two, I know exactly what I want. I have known since I was fifteen and it has never changed. Marry the love of my life. Build something beautiful with my hands. Wake up every morning feeling like my life belongs to me. Tomorrow I graduate from the most prestigious fashion school in Madrid. The day after, Marcus stands before both our families and asks my Uncle Felix formally for my hand. La Petición. The moment that makes everything real, everything binding, everything official in the eyes of everyone who matters. Forty-eight hours from now my life begins. I am still smiling about it when I walk out of my stylist's studio with my engagement ceremony dress in a coverup over my arm. The fitting went perfectly. Everything is going perfectly. I get into my car and sit for a moment with the dress across my lap and think about Marcus's face when he sees me in it and I cannot stop smiling. Veronica left twenty minutes ago to check on the event planner. I should go home, rest, be sensible. Instead I find myself starting the engine. I just want to see him. One hour, maybe less. I'll be back before Veronica gets home and nobody has to know I couldn't wait two more days to look at my fiancé's face. I rest my head back for a moment thinking about Marcus and what it is going to feel like watching him ask for my hand in marriage from my uncle. I suddenly find myself missing him. "Alexa, call Marcus," I say as I pull out of the curb. He picks up after four rings. "Hello, soon-to-be-official fiancée," he greets and I cannot help but blush. "Hey, soon-to-be-official fiancé," I respond happily. "Missing me?" he asks, as though he can read my mind. "Yeah, what are you up to? Are you out? Has your cousin arrived yet?" I ask. "No. He hasn't arrived yet. I'm home, trying to set up the place for my fiancée-to-be to move in," he says and I grin. We had spoken earlier about me moving to his place once the ceremony is done, to get used to the feeling of living together before we get married. "What about you? What are you doing?" he asks with interest. "Just laying down and thinking about you. I just got back from my stylist," I lie. "Okay, I can't wait to see you in your graduation gown tomorrow and as my fiancée the next day. I love you so much," he says, making me smile. "I love you so much more. I'll let you get back to whatever you were doing." "I'll finish up and call you back, okay?" he says and I grin. "Alright baby," I say, and with that I hang up and hit the pedal hard with a smile on my face. I cannot wait to see the surprise on his face when he sees me standing in front of him. Twenty minutes later I arrive at his place and ride the elevator up to his apartment. Wanting to surprise him, I don't bother ringing the doorbell and enter the passcode for his door. The moment I walk into the house the smile on my face disappears as soon as I see a black stiletto by the door. Does he have company? I take off my shoes and continue inside. I want to call out his name when I see a familiar dress on the arm of his couch, along with a blue shirt. My eyebrows pull together when I recognize the very familiar clothes. Those are the exact clothes Veronica was wearing earlier. I know this because I designed the dress for a class project and gifted it to her after she modeled it so well during my presentation. I look back at the stilettos. Those are the exact pair I bought for her for the presentation. Why is Veronica here and not at the venue? And why didn't Marcus mention that she was here? My heart races as I make my way towards the bedroom. A part of my brain already analyzes the situation and knows what is going on, but another part of my brain doesn't want to believe it. I want to believe that perhaps Veronica is here to plan a surprise for me with Marcus and maybe something spilled on her dress and she is looking for something else to wear. But as I get closer to the bedroom the less I believe the excuse I am making for myself. Veronica's laughter echoes through the half-opened door of the bedroom. "You need to hear what she said earlier," I hear Veronica say. "I already feel like the most beautiful bride, Vee. This feels like a fairytale and I'm beginning my happily ever after," Veronica says, mimicking what I said earlier, and Marcus chuckles. "Sometimes I forget how naïve she is," Marcus says lightly. "If it weren't for everything she comes with… I don't know how I'd survive it." And the perfect world in front of me shatters into pieces.Chapter 5ANDREAThe drive home is a blur.My phone lies on the passenger seat, its screen glowing with missed notifications. I had seen it the moment I got into the car, countless messages from my aunt and uncle, Veronica and Marcus staring back at me.I don't return any of them.Each name represents a conversation I am not ready to have. A judgment I am not ready to face.With a clenched jaw I keep my eyes on the road and drive, the events of yesterday playing on a loop in my head.When I finally pull up to the house it is early enough that the neighborhood is still shrouded in a quiet morning calm, but my house is buzzing with activity.The sight of all the flowers and the lively energy feels like a punch to the gut. This isn't my reality anymore. It is a fantasy built on lies.I park and take a moment to steady myself before stepping out of the car. As I approach the front door it swings open and my uncle stands there, his face a mask of worry and fury."Andrea!" he roars, his voi
JULIANI stir awake and roll over instinctively. My hand meets only a cool sheet.I open my eyes, blinking against the sunlight flooding the room.The other side of the bed is empty.I sit up, the remnant of sleep still clinging to me, and look around the quiet suite. I glance at the clock on the nightstand. Nine in the morning. I frown, running my fingers through my hair.I swing my legs over the side of the bed and plant my feet on the carpet. I stretch and take a slow lap around the suite.Her clothes are gone.The only trace of her is the subtle fragrance still hanging in the air. Faint. Tantalizing. A reminder of a presence that is no longer here.I remember last night vividly. The intensity. The passion. The way she had looked at me like I was both the answer and the question. But now she is gone and the suite feels quieter than it should.Frustration gnaws at me. I had just returned to the country yesterday and the jet lag had hit me hard. I slept more soundly than I have in we
ANDREAThe man stares at me, taken aback by my question. "Why would I want to do that? Why would you want to do that?" he asks.I bet he is beginning to wonder if the whole accident and the tears had been a ploy to get to him.I feel my cheeks burn with a mixture of shame and a strange feeling of defiance. The words had stumbled out of my mouth before I could even think."I mean," I stammer, my voice barely a whisper. "Do you find me attractive?"He stares at me, his eyes narrowed in confusion. The silence stretches between us. Thick and heavy.I want to crawl under the seat and disappear. This impulsive act, born out of heartbreak, is already spinning out of control.Finally he speaks, his voice carefully neutral. "Yes," he concedes. "But I don't understand. Why would you want to have sex with me?"I take a deep shaky breath. Every fiber in my being is screaming at me to run, to get away from this man. The stranger who witnessed my breakdown.But the raw exposed vulnerability within
ANDREAHearing those words from Marcus and Veronica is one thing but seeing them entwined on the bed is another.My breath cuts in my throat and I feel the sting of betrayal cut deep.I back away, my vision blurred by my tears, and flee the house, my heart pounding in my chest.I get into my car and drive away, wanting to be as far away from them as possible.I think of going back home but I can't. I don't want to see anyone. I don't want to face anyone. I don't want to have to look at my Tío and Tía's face or even Veronica's. I can't.I keep driving, my vision a bit blurry, and stop in full force as soon as I see the signage of a club.I sit in the car for a moment, staring at the entrance. In four years with Marcus I have been to a club exactly three times. He didn't like it.He said bad things happened in places like this, that men couldn't be trusted, that he needed to know I was somewhere safe. I believed every word of it.I press the heels of my hands against my eyes and hold th
ANDREA At twenty-two, I know exactly what I want.I have known since I was fifteen and it has never changed. Marry the love of my life. Build something beautiful with my hands. Wake up every morning feeling like my life belongs to me.Tomorrow I graduate from the most prestigious fashion school in Madrid. The day after, Marcus stands before both our families and asks my Uncle Felix formally for my hand. La Petición. The moment that makes everything real, everything binding, everything official in the eyes of everyone who matters.Forty-eight hours from now my life begins.I am still smiling about it when I walk out of my stylist's studio with my engagement ceremony dress in a coverup over my arm. The fitting went perfectly. Everything is going perfectly. I get into my car and sit for a moment with the dress across my lap and think about Marcus's face when he sees me in it and I cannot stop smiling.Veronica left twenty minutes ago to check on the event planner. I should go home, re







