LOGINAnara's pov
I sat up, holding my head in my hands. The headache was splitting enough to take my life. I noticed a figure at the far end of the room, and my confusion increased.
Why was I in a well-furnished, magnificent room with a man fully clad in a guard uniform? The confusion suddenly changed into fear, and he held a pillow in front of me like it was going to protect me in case he started to come closer.
"Who are you, and what am I doing here?" I inquired in the calmest tone ever, not the tone I was aiming for.
He began to walk closer at the sound of my voice, and my shaky hands pushed the pillow forward.
He paused, and I lowered the pillow, still in the air but low enough for me to see him.
"Please remain calm; you were found unconscious and were rescued by the guards of the Virelith Pack and this room." He looked around, and so did I. The room was beautiful the most beautiful I had ever breathed in. It had white walls and soaring ceilings, and all the surfaces were polished with fine marble.
"This is one of the rooms in the pack." He finished.
"Am I in a pack? Virelith? Virelith," I
whispered, just audible enough for me to hear. I knew I had heard the name of the pack before I fell silent, trying to remember why this name sounded familiar, and I immediately remembered that it was the neighbouring pack to mine.
Home wasn't far away, and I was worried that Lyra and the others might come this far looking for me. I couldn't bring myself to imagine the drastic consequences I would face if I got caught.
But then again, I was immediately relieved because it is unlike Lyra to venture into the territories of other packs to capture me, and seeing the level of my importance in her life, it was very unlikely.
I smiled.
My momentary smile was immediately washed off my face at the thought of what kind of guard would have such a luxurious room. Was the pack too rich that anyone could own such a room?
He just stared blankly at me as the puzzled expressions appeared and disappeared from my face simultaneously.
Slowly, he began to close the distance between us. I had completely let go of the pillow, and now I felt safe. The moment the distance was short enough to make out his face, I was captivated by the entirety of him.
His warm blue eyes that reminded me of the sea and curly auburn hair made me clench the hem of my threadbare dress as I admired his perfect chiselled jawline and pale lips. Everything about him was breathtaking.
He didn't look like he was fazed by my existence, and honestly, I didn't expect him to be.
"Have you gotten your wolf yet?" He asked, and my sorrows returned. I totally forgot that I had lost connection with Seraphis and hadn't tried calling for her since then.
"Yes," I whispered and nodded slowly. I didn't tell him that I'd lost connection with
her; there was no need for me to give a stranger such information, even if he was the most captivating grotesque of a human being I'd ever seen.
"Do you have a mate?" He asked further, and I could feel my throat burn immediately as I reminisced about my rejection. What was he bent on reminding me of my bitterness? In fact, what was the reason for all these unnecessary questions?
I expected a question like, What is your name? Where are you from? How did you end up in the forest? But none of them were forthcoming; it didn't look like he cared at all. I began to perceive him as a lunatic.
"I do not," I replied, trying my best to evade further questions. It wasn't entirely a lie. I was going to make sure no one knew I was a princess or anything related to the royal pack.
He cleared his throat and took a step closer. My fingers rested on the pillow.
"Well, the pack is holding a Luna selection ceremony today; you might as well make yourself available," he said, and I scoffed.
Me? A Luna? I didn't have wild dreams like that; even in an alternate universe, such things can never happen.
"In the meantime, we need to do something about your appearance," he
pointed out, and I went red in shame. I was covered in filth, wearing rags, and my hair was in bad condition.
I noticed my bruises were already attended to, and my heart melted. I had never received such care in my life, even if it was just for a little while.
"Did you do this?"
"No, but it was taken care of by the royal physician."
The royal physician? I was starting to feel like an actual princess. Starting to get wrapped in the facade of a perfect life, a bubble that could pop at any time.
After a few minutes, I began to consider it.
I was rejected by my mate; if my new mate happened to be the Alpha and I became the Luna, then I'd be able to take revenge.
It was obviously almost impossible, but some part of me wanted to sign up for it. I imagined the look on the faces of all the people who treated me like trash when they heard that I had become a Luna in such a rich pack.
"How do I sign up?" I smirked.
POV: KaelenThe winter pack gathering was the largest event the pack held each year, the one occasion when every member of the territory was expected to be present and most of them were, because the winter gathering had a specific character that the other seasonal gatherings did not have, a quality of taking stock and affirming continuation, the communal act of looking at the full assembly of yourselves and deciding you were still the same people you had been and were going to keep being them. He had stood at the front of the great hall for every winter gathering of his Alpha tenure, which was now many years of them, and he had found them meaningful without finding them surprising. He had not expected to be surprised by this one.Anara came through the doors of the great hall at the seventh hour of the evening with the child against her chest, wrapped in the pale winter shawl that had been their grandmother's and was now hers, and the great hall did something he had never felt it do i
POV: AnaraThe letter from her father had been sitting on the writing desk for three days. She had not hidden it and she had not displayed it and she had not mentioned it to anyone because she had needed three days to understand what she felt about it before she could decide what to do with it. She had read it seven times. Each reading produced a slightly different version of the thing it made her feel, which was not unusual for correspondence from people who were complicated, and her father was nothing if not complicated in the specific way of people who had once been capable of love and had let that capability atrophy through years of choosing other things and were now, apparently, attempting to restore it.She showed it to Kaelen on the evening of the third day.She handed it to him across the dinner table without saying anything and he took it and read it with the care he brought to all the things that mattered to her, not quickly, not with the quality
POV: AnaraShe had been prepared this time. The first full moon after the birth she had been caught off-guard by the quality of what the bond carried from him, the specific grinding effort of it, the full moon cost that the curse still extracted even now, weakened as it was. The second full moon she had been ready but had hesitated at the door of the east wing room because hesitating had felt like the respectful thing, which she had later identified as incorrect reasoning and had been annoyed with herself about. The third full moon she did not hesitate. She went directly to the east wing room the moment the bond told her where he was and what the quality of him was, and she opened the door and she went in.He was on the floor. Not unconscious, not in crisis, but with the specific quality of someone who was managing something at the absolute edge of what they could manage, holding the line through discipline alone, which was where she always found him on full moon nights and which she
POV: AnaraShe woke at two in the morning and his side of the bed was empty and cool, which meant he had been gone for a while. The bond told her immediately where he was, the specific warm quality of him that she had learned to locate in the bond the way you located a familiar voice in a crowd, and it placed him in the nursery, which was not unusual. He went there sometimes in the night. She had known this for weeks and had not said anything about it, the same way she did not say anything about several of the things she had discovered him doing that fell outside the version of him that the world had been allowed to see.She got up and went to the nursery doorway and stopped.He was in the chair with the child against his chest in the position he had developed in the first weeks, the specific arrangement of his arm that supported the child's weight and kept their head at exactly the right angle, which she knew he had worked out through careful iteration and had felt his satisfaction t
POV: AnaraIt had been changing since the birth and she had not said anything about it for three weeks because she had been trying to understand it properly before she put it into language, and she had learned that the bond did not always yield to language quickly and that patience with it was the better approach. But at dinner on a Tuesday evening she looked at Kaelen across the table and decided she had waited long enough and she said, without preamble, "The pack bond is different."He set down his fork. He had the specific quality of attention he brought to things she said that he had not been expecting and considered important, the quality of someone who was rearranging whatever was at the front of his mind to make room for whatever she was bringing him. "Different how," he said."Larger," she said. "More specific. I can feel individual people in it now with a clarity I did not have before. Not just the general warmth of the collective. Specific people. This morning I felt Elder V
POV: AnaraIt had been changing since the birth and she had not said anything about it for three weeks because she had been trying to understand it properly before she put it into language, and she had learned that the bond did not always yield to language quickly and that patience with it was the better approach. But at dinner on a Tuesday evening she looked at Kaelen across the table and decided she had waited long enough and she said, without preamble, "The pack bond is different."He set down his fork. He had the specific quality of attention he brought to things she said that he had not been expecting and considered important, the quality of someone who was rearranging whatever was at the front of his mind to make room for whatever she was bringing him. "Different how," he said."Larger," she said. "More specific. I can feel individual people in it now with a clarity I did not have before. Not just the general warmth of the collective. Specific people. This morning I felt Elder V
Kaelen "She's gone."Asgard said it from the doorway of my office, and those two words hit like something heavy that changes the entire shape of the night.I looked up from the desk. "What do you mean, gone?""Her room is empty. Her bag’s missing. The front attendant arranged a car for her about f
Anara "However."I let the word hang in the air for a second, because some words need that kind of space to really hit."I’m withdrawing from the tournament."The reaction was instant shock rippling through the room in waves. Thorne shot to his feet. Two of the elders started talking over each oth
AnaraNobody moved.The whole room had frozen solid. Every single person was caught mid-breath, mid-sentence, mid-thought suspended in that tiny gap between what had just been said and whatever was coming next.Then he walked in.It wasn’t the careful, measured stride of a guard doing his rounds. T
Anara"You're glowing."Liora said it the second she stepped into the room and caught sight of me at the vanity. The way she said it made me actually look at my own reflection properly for the first time that morning. She wasn’t wrong. There was something different about my face. A softness around







