Cassian hated suits.
Not because they didn’t look good on him he could turn heads in a garbage bag. He hated them because they symbolized everything his father loved: control, conformity, image. Tonight’s charity gala was just another attempt to show the world that Cassian, scandalous heir to a billion-dollar empire, could be “tamed.”
“Black velvet or silver silk?” he asked aloud, rifling through his wardrobe with mild disdain.
Behind him, Rowan stood like a shadow. “Something that says you’re not a walking disaster.”
Cassian smirked, pulling out the black velvet blazer. “So nothing I own. Got it.”
He stripped off his shirt, making no effort to hide the motion. Rowan didn’t react. At least not outwardly. Cassian liked testing him. There was something addictive about poking at the seams of Rowan’s restraint.
“You always this grumpy before a party?” Cassian teased, slipping the blazer over his bare chest. “You clean up nicely, though. Very Men in Black.”
Rowan, in his tailored black suit, barely flinched. “You’re thirty minutes late. Get dressed.”
“Why do you care? I thought I was your paycheck, not your problem.”
“You’re both tonight. Now button the shirt.”
Cassian grinned and did as told, but slowly every button a provocation. When he turned to face Rowan fully dressed, their eyes locked.
“You ready to play the role of glorified furniture?” Cassian asked, brushing lint off Rowan’s shoulder. “Or are you going to smile and scare the donors?”
“I’ll do whatever keeps you out of headlines tomorrow.”
Cassian tilted his head. “That almost sounds like concern.”
Rowan didn’t answer.
The gala was a glittering jungle of designer dresses, empty compliments, and performative philanthropy. Cassian walked the red carpet like it was his birthright. Flashbulbs lit his path, journalists shouted his name, and every smile he offered was sharper than the last.
Rowan trailed behind him, the quiet storm to Cassian’s lightning. Eyes alert. Shoulders tense. Every step calculated.
Inside, Cassian found refuge at the bar, downing a glass of champagne before Rowan even reached him.
“Pacing yourself isn’t an option tonight?” Rowan asked.
“I like bubbles,” Cassian said with a wink.
A blonde woman in a silk dress brushed against Cassian with a practiced laugh. He responded politely, disengaged. Rowan noticed. So did she.
“You don’t really like these events, do you?” she said.
“Not unless there’s fire involved,” Cassian replied, eyes on his glass.
She laughed again and disappeared into the crowd.
“You’re being good tonight,” Rowan murmured.
“Don’t sound so surprised. I’m not always a disaster.”
Rowan gave him a look that said otherwise.
Cassian leaned in closer, voice lowering. “Why do you stick around, Rowan? You could be guarding diplomats, celebrities, anyone but me.”
“Because someone needs to keep you alive.”
“That sounds like a confession.”
“That sounds like the job.”
The hallway leading to the restrooms was quieter, dimly lit and away from the crowd. Cassian had excused himself, claiming he needed a moment of peace.
He hadn’t expected to be followed.
“You look lonely,” came a voice behind him. Male. Confident. Familiar.
Cassian turned slowly to find Julian Ward, son of a senator and a known flirt. He was leaning against the wall, drink in hand, lips curved into a smirk.
“I was enjoying the silence,” Cassian said.
Julian stepped closer. “And here I thought you liked attention.”
“Only when it’s wanted.”
Julian’s hand grazed his arm. “We used to have fun.”
“We used to be drunk. There’s a difference.”
Julian laughed. “Come on, one kiss won’t kill anyone. Let the tabloids have their fun.”
Cassian opened his mouth to respond, but Julian moved in faster, crowding him against the wall.
“Don’t,” Cassian warned, voice low.
Before Julian could press closer, Rowan appeared.
Fast. Silent. Lethal.
His hand clamped onto Julian’s shoulder and yanked him back. “Step away. Now.”
Julian looked ready to argue until he saw Rowan’s face cold, controlled, and utterly unshakable.
“He always need saving?” Julian sneered.
“He never needed you.”
Julian scoffed and retreated with a glare.
Cassian exhaled, slumping slightly against the wall.
“You okay?” Rowan asked, his voice softer now.
“Peachy,” Cassian muttered. “You always materialize like that?”
“Only when you’re cornered.”
Rowan stepped closer. Cassian could smell his cologne clean, crisp, quietly devastating. Their eyes locked, and the air changed.
Cassian didn’t move.
Rowan reached up slowly, gently brushing his thumb along Cassian’s jaw where Julian had gripped him.
“You didn’t deserve that.”
Cassian swallowed. “You keep doing that.”
“What?”
“Caring.”
Rowan’s hand lingered. “Someone has to.”
For a moment, neither moved.
Cassian leaned in just a breath closer. His lips parted.
But Rowan stepped back. “Not like this.”
The rejection stung more than it should have.
“Right,” Cassian said, straightening. “God forbid I ruin your record.”
Rowan’s face was unreadable. “This isn’t a game to me.”
“Then stop playing.”
Cassian brushed past him, storming back toward the crowd. Rowan watched him go, jaw tight.
The ride home was silent. Electric.
Cassian sat with his head against the window, watching the city blur by. His reflection stared back tired, flushed, bruised in ways no one could see.
“You didn’t have to step in,” he said finally.
Rowan didn’t look at him. “Yes, I did.”
“You think I’m weak?”
“I think you’re surrounded by people who mistake survival for self-destruction.”
Cassian turned, watching Rowan with unreadable eyes. “What about you?”
“What about me?”
“What do you mistake me for?”
Rowan hesitated. “Someone worth protecting.”
The words landed between them like an open wound.
Back at the penthouse, Cassian dropped his blazer onto the floor and made a beeline for the kitchen. He poured himself a glass of water, though his hands shook slightly.
Rowan lingered in the doorway.
“You don’t need to follow me everywhere,” Cassian said without turning.
“You never know when someone might try to kiss you again.”
Cassian chuckled, but it was hollow. “So what happens now, Rowan? You keep following me around while I implode?”
“No,” Rowan said quietly. “I keep you from burning down with everything else.”
Cassian turned then, eyes raw. “And what if I already have?”
Rowan walked closer. He reached out, carefully this time, and touched Cassian’s shoulder.
Not to restrain. Not to scold.
Just to anchor.
Cassian didn’t pull away.
He leaned into the touch, eyes fluttering shut.
For a moment, they just stood there quiet, breathing, breaking in silence.
Then Rowan stepped back.
“Go to sleep, Cassian. Tomorrow… we try again.”
Cassian watched him leave the room, unsure if he wanted to scream or follow.
All he knew was this:
The fire inside him hadn’t gone out.
But somehow, Rowan Maddox had made it burn a little less alone.
Cold.That was the first thing he knew cold that wasn’t just on the surface, but deep, invasive, clawing into the marrow of his bones. The ocean swallowed him whole, pressing in from all sides as if determined to erase him. Cassian kicked instinctively, arms flailing through water that felt heavier than gravity itself. His lungs screamed, desperate for air, but the dark waves pressed down, unrelenting.The last thing he remembered clearly was laughter his own, a brittle thing fed by too much liquor and then headlights, wind, speed. And then betrayal. Hands that touched him too familiarly, shoving him, not holding him. A blur of motion, the car, the bridge. The sharp rush of saltwater closing over his head.Now it was only chaos.Cassian fought upward, but the surface kept slipping farther away. Every movement was sluggish, like swimming through wet cement. His beach shirt twisted around him, tangling against his body like a net. Panic roared in his chest, hotter than the freezing wave
Back in the city, Rowan was halfway to his apartment when his phone rang.Lennox.The words that came through were jagged, frantic:“Cassian’s… car explosion coastal highway the bridge”Rowan didn’t hear the rest. His chest caved in. He turned the car around so hard the tires shrieked, the world narrowing to a single thought that screamed through his skull.If Cassian was gone if those last words between them were the fight they’d never take back Rowan wasn’t sure he’d survive it.He pushed the car past its limits, city lights warping into streaks of color in his peripheral vision. Sirens rose ahead, sharper with every turn. The taste of smoke hit his tongue before he even saw the scene.The bridge loomed broken, burning, alive with chaos.Blue and red strobes painted the smoke. The acrid scent of gasoline and scorched rubber clawed at his throat. Fire crews moved like grim shadows in the glare, their shouted orders cutting through the roar of the river below.Police lines barred the
The sun was already beginning its slow descent, casting golden fire over the city when Cassian stepped onto the penthouse terrace.Rows of low tables were draped in white linen, champagne buckets sweating against the humid air. The rooftop pool glittered like liquid crystal, its surface reflecting strings of white fairy lights stretched above. Guests mingled in crisp white linen dresses, linen shirts, tailored shorts, wide-brimmed hats. The scent of sea salt from the man-made rooftop breeze mixed with the sweetness of champagne and the faint, clean burn of pool chlorine.Cassian had dressed the part white beach shorts with gold drawstrings, a thin linen shirt unbuttoned to mid-chest, sleeves rolled casually. The light kissed his collarbone, catching on the fine chain resting against his skin. His bare feet padded silently across the deck as he scanned the crowd.He’d told himself this party wasn’t about celebration. It was about distraction. About drowning the past few weeks in music
The morning after felt deceptively ordinary.Sunlight spilled over the penthouse’s terrace, glinting off the half-assembled poolside bar. Staff in matching polos moved around briskly, adjusting white parasols, hanging shimmering paper lanterns, and arranging tables draped in ivory linen.Cassian stood barefoot at the edge of the pool, coffee in hand, watching his reflection ripple on the water. The all-white theme was starting to take shape gleaming loungers, frosted glassware, floral arrangements bursting with lilies and orchids. It was beautiful, expensive, and intentionally curated to scream control when inside he felt anything but.“Looks like something out of a magazine,” Taryn said as she appeared at his side, clipboard in one hand, headset around her neck. “You sure you want to go through with this?”Cassian smirked faintly. “Why wouldn’t I?”Taryn gave him a look. “You’ve got a countdown hanging over your head. Throwing a pool party sounds… counterintuitive.”“That’s the poin
Morning light crept into the penthouse through gauzy drapes, casting soft shadows across the floor. But there was no peace in the glow just exhaustion wearing yesterday’s clothes.Cassian hadn’t slept. The message from the unknown number had replayed in his mind all night like a ticking clock.Happy almost birthday, Cassian.He stared at his laptop, bleary-eyed, the blue glow accentuating the lines of worry etched into his face. He refreshed the security logs again.Still three access attempts. Still one unknown ID.Rowan entered the room, unshaven, shirt half-buttoned. “You’re still up?”Cassian didn’t look at him. “Did you know there were remote login attempts on the server?”Rowan’s brows furrowed. “No. You’re sure?”Cassian turned the laptop toward him. “Look. Two are yours. The third is untagged. Not from my system. Not from yours.”Rowan leaned in. “Could be a hacker. Could be someone we missed.”Cassian’s jaw tightened. “Could be someone watching us.”The tension between them h
The penthouse was dim when they returned, the glitter of the gala behind them, but its consequences still simmering in their bones.Cassian stood at the floor-to-ceiling windows, staring at the city like it owed him answers. Rowan paced behind him, his movements tight, controlled. The silence between them was no longer companionable. It was explosive.“I didn’t leak that video,” Cassian said for the third time, his voice taut.“I know,” Rowan replied, but his jaw ticked.“You don’t sound like you know.”Rowan turned sharply. “Because we were going to leak it, Cassian. That was the plan.”“But we didn’t.”“And yet it happened anyway.”Cassian turned to face him. “Are you accusing me?”“I’m saying someone did it. And it sure as hell wasn’t me.”They glared at each other, tension crackling between them like static. Their near-kiss on the rooftop, the loaded silence since, it all hung between them like unsaid truths.Rowan exhaled and pinched the bridge of his nose. “Let’s go over this ag