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CHAPTER 11: The Ignorance (Part 2)
The next morning started with her texts again -
Alizeh: "What classes do we have today?"
Varun: "No greetings today, direct questions about work, good going, I don't know which classes we have but I will go only DS"
Alizeh: "Areyy I woke up just now and same!"
Varun: "Okay, everything good na? How are you feeling now tell me?"
Alizeh: "Yes I am good now!"
Varun: "Are you sure? don't hide anything from me, we promised each other we will not stop sharing, we trust each other fully right?"
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