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CHAPTER 18: I Still Love You, Always and Forever.
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The Book Of You And I CHAPTER 1: The First Meeting
My story begins on23rd July 2018..on the first day of my collegeManipal University Jaipur. I,Varun Kapoor, 18 years oldhave always been a shy person, someone who doesn't have much interest in interacting with new people, that too from different parts of the country. I've always asked myself-"Why should I even bother anyone with my nonsense conversations?". Basically, I am someone who tries not to pry in anyone's life or invade their personal space by disturbing them or should I say that I was foreign to the concept of a world consisting of a bunch of strangers because I have never been out of my comfort zone before. And since this was my first time in this new world, that hesitation was natural, I guess. To sum it up in layman's language-I was an introvertand I accept it.
The Book Of You And I CHAPTER 2: The New Phase
And just like that, my college life began. And let me tell you, however easy it may sound, it wasnot. It was full of obstacles, hurdles, and adventures all the way,talk about dramatic, huh?. This was the first time I was on my own and wasactuallyenjoying it. People often say that if you are away from your home, in an entirely new place, you tend to take a long time adjusting there but that was not the case with me. I felt different in this environment, a good kind ofdifferentand it was enough to bring me out of my comfort zone and adjust to this new atmosphere, and honestly speaking I really enjoyed it.This college was different than what I expected it to be- full of freshness excitement and a whole lot of new people and that's what excited me the most. The college had its own merits butHostel
The Book Of You And I CHAPTER 3: The Change
My winter vacation was over, however much I enjoyed at home, I felt something missing, and I realized that it was the connection that I had made with my college and I missed it. In just a couple of days, I was back and this time around I was happy, relaxed, and fully satisfied. Being back in the hostel was probably the best feeling I got in the past couple of days and I thoroughly enjoyed it. As the second semester started, I realized that I had formed a group withAlex,Sam,andAarushand this was probably the best thing that happened to me in the last couple of years and this friendship was probably there to stay.With us four together life became probably more enjoyable for me in college. WithAlexbeing with me in class we enjoyed ourselves a lot and did a whole lot of funny
The Book Of You And I CHAPTER 4: The Beginning Of The End
Before we move on any further, I want you all to be clear with all the different dynamics that were formed in my friend circle. Let us begin withAlizeh, she andPriyankwere like brother and sisterandPriyankreally loved that bond, he would literally do anything for her sister, you should see his call logs they had literallyAlizehwritten all over it.AlizehandRahulshared a brother-sister relationship while she andKabir(yeah that guy from amphitheater) were committed to each other.KabirandShanayashared a brother-sister bond. Then there wasRahul, he andShanayashared a brother-sister relationship, he andReva
The Book Of You And I CHAPTER 5: The Escalation
Starting with Reva and Rahul.On the14th of September,he finally told her,and that's where their friendship got off track. I still remember whatReva'sface was while saying, "WHAT? I didn't consider you more than a friend EVER, you were my best friend and I love you ONLY as a friend and I have no feelings for you otherwise".After hearing this,Rahulwas completely shattered which was expected since I had previously conveyed my worries of her already being in a relationship and why would she choose him overPrathuwithout any solid reason. Because of this, the complications increased in the whole group and I knew something like that could happen because, for him to move on fromReva, he needed to stay away from her. But that was near impossible bec
The Book Of You And I CHAPTER 6: The Confession
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The Book Of You And I CHAPTER 7: The Guilt (Part 1)
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The Book Of You And I CHAPTER 8: The Guilt (Part 2)
The next morning, it was the12th of November, 2019,and I saw all those messages, I mean I just gave her support, as I was helpless too. I woke her up and said to her "Don't think about last night too much, everything will be fine" and she told me "I miss you" and also asked me to "Call me, we will go to class together!". As soon as I got ready I gave her a call and we went to class together, we just sat and talked to each other throughout the class, but suddenly while talking to me, her stomach started to ache very badly and she was in a lot of pain, she kept her hand on my thigh and grabbed it very tightly. I saw this and I told her "Give me your hand!". Laughing, after some time, she was relieved. I held a girl's hand for the first time in my life, I have never done it before, it felt very special that this was happening with me, as soon as
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