I hissed and turned on the mute button. He should talk to Ire about his important message. I didn't want to hear anything about it.I'm tired of being told of how much Ray adored me. I wanted him to show me. Spotting him the moment I highlighted the cab, I walked angrily towards him. "What do you want?!" I questioned."I'm sorry." He said."Sorry for what exactly?" I asked haughtily. "For the fact that you let that girl be all over you in my presence or the fact that you kissed her? Which exactly?""Both, babe. That's why I've come to apologize." He looked tired now that I looked closely at him. "I've wanted to apologize ever since that day, but you weren't giving me the time.""You're crazy." I replied and jerked my hands away from his hold. "You think I'm going to believe that sad ass story? I'm tired of hearing you say I'm sorry everytime and the next minute, you're doing the exact same thing!" I yelled at him. "Why couldn't you just tell her off? You just let her do her thing. Di
"I'm doing this for Ray. Because we once shared something and I still feel for him, even if he doesn't." Raven repeated the exact same words for the twelfth time that day. I knew for certain it was the twelfth time because I was counting and constantly replied with , "doing what exactly?"Looking at me thoughtfully for a while, she began "Ray broke my heart and got himself into something messy before moving to Florida. You're his girlfriend so I'm sure he must have told you about the not too good relationship he has with his father?" She waited for an answer but when it seemed like non was forthcoming from me, continued. "He always complained everyday about his father and when he did, I felt the hate in his words. He told me he wanted to be rid of the man, to have nothing to do with him, believe me, each and every of those night, had Ray crying in my arms, and I desperately sought out ways to help him." I nodded, trying to comprehend where this story was going. Hope she wasn't trying
"Babe. " He smiled weakly, "That's even legal?""Cut the chase, Ray." I retorted, "What's going on. You're going to tell me or keep hiding it?""I thought you wasn't interested about me. What you doing here anyways?" He asked with a raised eyebrow."A good samaritan though it wise to show me around New york." I smiled, "I didn't want to go at first, but she pressed me on."He was confused and let it show. "Even though I'm confused, I'm going to ask who the birdie is. Like, you're already making friends? That's cool Emmy." He smiled genuinely."Nice of you to notice." I smiled. "You wouldn't believe the stuffs she told me.""Ohhh?" He raised a brow. His interest piqued. "Let's sit somewhere, so we can talk?" He looked apprehensive, like he was dreading my answer."Sure, we should. Thank God you suggested, it. These flats are getting uncomfortable already." I said and almost added, "as well as the awkward interlude of silence between us." But skipped.The silence was unbearable, like t
I learnt the hard way that hearing the truth is something we aren't prepared for. Now that I think of it, I wonder why I kept on pressurizing him to be open with me if it was something I wasn't going to be able to face? If it was something I was going to run off after hearing like I did? The truth about one's past, hits us in so many ways, and Ray's wasn't an exception.Probably, he was right about keeping his past away from me. He was probably downcasted after watching me run away like that. I myself was embarrassed, the way I acted was childish,and even when i wanted to blame myself.Ray really had a toxic childhood. It was so bad, I wanted to tell him to shut up but couldn't, I knew it was some kind of help to him, because he was sure to feel light-headed afterwards. When he told me how he'd met Raven and the whole shit with Tim, I couldn't resist hugging him. It wasn't a rehearsed speech, it was exactly like Raven had said it. He was everything but weak wasn't one of those things
"Wait girl." Foluke examined my fingers for the fourth time to make sure it was real. "This cost some. Ray gave you a promise ring? Dang, I knew that guy was serious about you.""You can say that again." Meredith nodded. "That guy is so out of this world. I still can't fathom how fast all this happened!"I couldn't too. It seemed like we just met yesterday and today this? Everyday before we came back to Florida, I constantly checked to make sure the ring was real. "Tell us everything again, what what and what went down, and how the wedding was. I don't think I'll tire of hearing." Bisola asked, "We might learn a few things from you."I laughed and recounted my New york's experience and adventure to them that day for the second time. I was about talking to them about Ire when Mitchell walked by our table and stopped to say, "Well, if it ain't the losers.""Oh, certainly, I heard Alaine broke up with you?" Meredith mocked. "Isn't that painful? And you couldn't get down with Ray either
Truth.Satiation only comes when you're with the right person. Truth? Yeah. I'd fallen asleep in Ray's arms, tired and satiated after we'd done it for the third time last night.I stood in the kitchen wearing Ray's shirt and hung loosely on my thigh and relieving the moment. I shivered remembering how Ray woke me up this morning before he returned to continue with his sleep.That Moment is something that's etched on my mind. I don't think I'll ever forget.I turned on the coffee maker and grabbed my cup when it was ready. Turning, I jerked and spilled my coffee when I came in contact with a naked Ray. "Why are you naked?' I asked, blushing."I came to get you to bed." He replied, sleepily. "Morning babe." He kissed my cheeks. "You made coffee.""Yes. I can fix you a cup." I replied, still not looking at his face, "I just didn't want to disturb you seemed like you were having a beauty sleep."He grinned, sitting on the kitchen counter. "Sure, fix me a cup."The tension was unbearable ma
I recounted my experience with the girls, not leaving out a single detail." You're a woman now." Foluke cupped my cheek, sounding like I had achieved something precious. "He definitely got plans for you.""Yeah?" Meredith grinned. "I can't believe you finally did it, and imagine, the both of you twinning!! It's like a dream!"I rolled my eyes. " We're not twinning, Meredith." I replied. "Call it a coincidence, maybe. Ray personally handpicked these clothes from his closet.""You don't say!" Bisola grabbed my shoulders. "These are Ray's clothes? Damn girl! I heard he shops from top brands!""Well, there's only one way to dispell that rumour." Meredith said, leaning in and reaching for the label at the back of the tee, "Louis Vuitton?" She grinned. "He definitely comes from wealth."Foluke rolled her eyes. " Coming from a fashion model? Meredith, you practically land your hand on these clothes before they come to us. What you on about exactly?"We laughed out loudly. "Meredith has alwa
As this book is approaching an end..I'll love to appreciate those of you that stood by me. I want to say thank you for the votes..... I've got something to keep pushing me forward after fighting writers block....keep voting and making me proud.special thanks goes to ... Joy Esplana, Ashley, Katila Ailer, Kelli Harrison and Annetjie Steyn... you're all motivations....thank you.*. *. .....*. *. *. *. *. "Holdup, girl!! You definitely are going to wear that to your boyfriend's graduation?" Meredith asked, looking at the piece of clothing in my hands like it was thrash."Ofcourse!" I rolled my eyes, "Give me two reasons why I shouldn't wear jeans to my boyfriend's graduation.""Girl, you wanna be a laughing stock? Alright. You want to go down greenville's history book looking like that? Alright." Foluke squared her shoulders. "Problem is, you're my friend and I can't let you go to Greenville's high graduation looking like that.