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Marcus' pov Tuesday 31st December 2019**************************************"You're not getting a tramp stamp," I tell Cole as we go inside the tattoo shop. Unfortunately Nathan is too busy planning for the next half of the school year to come with us. "Please," he begs. "What would you even put there?""Your names?" "That's not a good idea.""What about daddy's boy?""Not a chance, be sensible about this." "Fine! I'll get a nice pattern," he says as he gives up. We stop at the desk and a woman with lots of tattoos and piercings asks us to wait on the seats with a book full of designs. Cole shows me all the ones he likes which are tribal shapes or flowers. "This one is nice," he says as he points to one with a lotus flower and dots around it in swirly shapes. "They'll all look beautiful on you," I say to him and he gasps quietly. "That was smooth. Does that mean I can get something dirty?" "No, I'm not letting your first tattoo be something like that.""Please can I get and
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Marcus' pov Monday 6th January 2020**********************************Damian is finally back. He bought a house near my club and is selling his club to his second in command. It's so nice to see him in person again. I hugged him when he came over yesterday, I wouldn't let go of him which I don't think he minded. He's taking over from Andrew soon as Lacey hasn't finished her Master Dom training and Andrew wants to focus more on his work. I wasn't so sure about him being back into the lifestyle as early as he was but he's been thriving. He says it's helped him heal by taking back control as a dominant. I wish I could say the same. My masturbation disaster happened again. The day before Damian came back, Orion suggested I try to make myself hard again. It didn't work. I didn't throw up but I couldn't get hard and my body felt horrible. I'm just about to go in now and talk to Orion for today's session. Damian also has to come and see Orion but he's coming tomorrow which he's not happy
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Nathan's pov Friday 10th January 2020********************************This is the most stressful day I've ever had. This morning I had to take a class because a maths teacher was off sick. I was very out of my element. I'm an English teacher and these were year 11s that needed proper help. They actually taught me some things. I overheard the girls fawning over me and I suddenly regret this suit that Cole said makes him want to pin me down and ride me. I'm so horny recently, the lack of sex over the past couple of months has made my sex drive go crazy. I jerked off in the shower this morning after I woke up with morning wood like a teenage boy. Thankfully Marcus didn't know I was hard as a rock and I'd rather he didn't know, it would only make him feel guilty. "Mr Murray, can you help me with this?" A year 7 asks. At least I'm in my own English class now so I know how to help. "Of course, what's the problem?" I ask as I stand beside his desk. He points out a sentence he's started
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Marcus' pov Thursday 23rd January 2020***********************************I'm glad Damian is coming over today. He called this morning to say he'd come over and spend the day with me and Cole while Nathan is at work. Me and Cole are sat on the couch as we wait for him to arrive, me doing my hand excercises and Cole texting Lacey. "You're getting so good at that," Cole says as I do the exercise better than I have before. "Thank you, it's easier to direct my fingers where I want them to go and I can finally pick up a glass of water," I say proudly. The doorbell rings and Cole gets up to answer it. He comes in with Damian and I stand up to hug him. "Hey, how've you been?" He asks as I bury my head in his neck. "Good," I answer as I finally let go of him. "I brought Oreos," he says as he gives Cole a bag. "Thank you!" He cheers and hugs Damian quickly. "Nathan told me you've been kissing them, that's a huge step. I'm so proud of you," Damian says as we follow Cole to the kitchen
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Marcus' pov Saturday 25th January 2020*************************************I'm officially schizophrenic. The doctor diagnosed me with ptsd and schizophrenia but he said it can be manageable and could stop being an issue as it's a byproduct of the ptsd. He did what Orion suggested and swapped the antidepressants for antipsychotics which I've taken my first one of today. He said all it'll do is help me sleep better at night and prevent hallucinations from getting full force like they were on Thursday. "Are you sure you want to go down to the club?" Nathan asks warily. "I'm not going inside, I'm just going to my office to get updated on how everything is going. Damian will be in the meeting so I'll be fine," I say dismissively. It's not like I'm going to see any sex or anything, I'm just going to speak with the security managers, the head barmen and Damian about how things are doing. "Fine, but come straight back when you're done.""Yes dad," I tease and he rolls his eyes. "I'll no
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Marcus' povTuesday 4th February 2020*************************************"I'm ready to go to the club for a full night," I tell Damian firmly. He looks taken back and frowns at me. "I don't think that's a good idea," he tries but I interrupt him. "No. I'm ready for this. I can leave if I need to but I want to go and have a normal night with my boyfriends," I tell him with a stern face. He challenges me for a moment with a stare but he backs down when I glare."Fine, you can go. What do Cole and Nathan think about this?" "They are wary of it but they are coming with me. Cole gets to see his friends again and Nathan gets to see the show.""The show is a flogging scene. Do you think you can watch that?" "You can watch it can't you? I'll be fine," I say and he sighs. He gets off the couch where we have been chatting and picks his phone up ready to leave. "I trust that you know yourself best. But I'll be sat right beside you if you need me," he says and I thank him. He goes down to
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Marcus' povSaturday 8th February 2020***********************************Fuck it's cold. I thought it would be a good idea for us to go to the beach for a walk after I made Cole workout with me this morning. I knew it would be cold so we've got coats on but I didn't think it would be this fucking cold. It might as well be snowing. "This wasn't a great idea," Cole says as he hides further under my arm. We're walking down the beach and Cole has wrapped my arm around him so he can keep warm. Nathan is holding my hand on the other side and I can feel how cold his fingers are. "Should we get fish and chips and eat them in the car?" I suggest and they both nod quickly. We go into the nearest chippy and I sigh at the lovely warmth coming from the counter. There's a few people here already so Nathan waits in the line as me and Cole sit on the bench. "We should have stayed indoors," Cole says as he hugs my side still. "At least we're getting food out of it," I say and Cole hums as I tig
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Marcus' povTuesday 18th February 2020***********************************Today is the day. Maybe it's a huge mistake but I don't care. I have to do this before I chicken out. Orion told me not to. Cole told me not to. Nathan told me not to. Damian told me not to. Thomas told me not to. Lacey told me not to. Lucas told me not to. Andrew told me not to.But I'm still going.I'm still going to see Adrian in prison. Yes I know that sounds like a shit idea but I haven't been able to stop thinking about him. Not in a bad way either. I just keep thinking about what I'd say to him if I ever saw him again. Most of those scenarios include swearing and punching. I'm not scared he'll manipulate me like Orion says he will. I'm already past the thoughts of him owning me. I don't remember most of my time in the warehouse, it's mostly a blur. In my nightmares Adrian's face is blurry as I'm forgetting what he was like. I think it'll help me to see him in prison. According to Andrew the other pri
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