Chapter 34

Marcus' pov

Monday 6th January 2020

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Damian is finally back. He bought a house near my club and is selling his club to his second in command. It's so nice to see him in person again. I hugged him when he came over yesterday, I wouldn't let go of him which I don't think he minded. He's taking over from Andrew soon as Lacey hasn't finished her Master Dom training and Andrew wants to focus more on his work. I wasn't so sure about him being back into the lifestyle as early as he was but he's been thriving. He says it's helped him heal by taking back control as a dominant.

I wish I could say the same. My masturbation disaster happened again. The day before Damian came back, Orion suggested I try to make myself hard again. It didn't work. I didn't throw up but I couldn't get hard and my body felt horrible.

I'm just about to go in now and talk to Orion for today's session. Damian also has to come and see Orion but he's coming tomorrow which he's not happy