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Marcus' pov Thursday 23rd January 2020***********************************I'm glad Damian is coming over today. He called this morning to say he'd come over and spend the day with me and Cole while Nathan is at work. Me and Cole are sat on the couch as we wait for him to arrive, me doing my hand excercises and Cole texting Lacey. "You're getting so good at that," Cole says as I do the exercise better than I have before. "Thank you, it's easier to direct my fingers where I want them to go and I can finally pick up a glass of water," I say proudly. The doorbell rings and Cole gets up to answer it. He comes in with Damian and I stand up to hug him. "Hey, how've you been?" He asks as I bury my head in his neck. "Good," I answer as I finally let go of him. "I brought Oreos," he says as he gives Cole a bag. "Thank you!" He cheers and hugs Damian quickly. "Nathan told me you've been kissing them, that's a huge step. I'm so proud of you," Damian says as we follow Cole to the kitchen
The Broken Have Feelings Too Chapter 37
Marcus' pov Saturday 25th January 2020*************************************I'm officially schizophrenic. The doctor diagnosed me with ptsd and schizophrenia but he said it can be manageable and could stop being an issue as it's a byproduct of the ptsd. He did what Orion suggested and swapped the antidepressants for antipsychotics which I've taken my first one of today. He said all it'll do is help me sleep better at night and prevent hallucinations from getting full force like they were on Thursday. "Are you sure you want to go down to the club?" Nathan asks warily. "I'm not going inside, I'm just going to my office to get updated on how everything is going. Damian will be in the meeting so I'll be fine," I say dismissively. It's not like I'm going to see any sex or anything, I'm just going to speak with the security managers, the head barmen and Damian about how things are doing. "Fine, but come straight back when you're done.""Yes dad," I tease and he rolls his eyes. "I'll no
The Broken Have Feelings Too Chapter 38
Marcus' povTuesday 4th February 2020*************************************"I'm ready to go to the club for a full night," I tell Damian firmly. He looks taken back and frowns at me. "I don't think that's a good idea," he tries but I interrupt him. "No. I'm ready for this. I can leave if I need to but I want to go and have a normal night with my boyfriends," I tell him with a stern face. He challenges me for a moment with a stare but he backs down when I glare."Fine, you can go. What do Cole and Nathan think about this?" "They are wary of it but they are coming with me. Cole gets to see his friends again and Nathan gets to see the show.""The show is a flogging scene. Do you think you can watch that?" "You can watch it can't you? I'll be fine," I say and he sighs. He gets off the couch where we have been chatting and picks his phone up ready to leave. "I trust that you know yourself best. But I'll be sat right beside you if you need me," he says and I thank him. He goes down to
The Broken Have Feelings Too Chapter 39
Marcus' povSaturday 8th February 2020***********************************Fuck it's cold. I thought it would be a good idea for us to go to the beach for a walk after I made Cole workout with me this morning. I knew it would be cold so we've got coats on but I didn't think it would be this fucking cold. It might as well be snowing. "This wasn't a great idea," Cole says as he hides further under my arm. We're walking down the beach and Cole has wrapped my arm around him so he can keep warm. Nathan is holding my hand on the other side and I can feel how cold his fingers are. "Should we get fish and chips and eat them in the car?" I suggest and they both nod quickly. We go into the nearest chippy and I sigh at the lovely warmth coming from the counter. There's a few people here already so Nathan waits in the line as me and Cole sit on the bench. "We should have stayed indoors," Cole says as he hugs my side still. "At least we're getting food out of it," I say and Cole hums as I tig
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Marcus' povTuesday 18th February 2020***********************************Today is the day. Maybe it's a huge mistake but I don't care. I have to do this before I chicken out. Orion told me not to. Cole told me not to. Nathan told me not to. Damian told me not to. Thomas told me not to. Lacey told me not to. Lucas told me not to. Andrew told me not to.But I'm still going.I'm still going to see Adrian in prison. Yes I know that sounds like a shit idea but I haven't been able to stop thinking about him. Not in a bad way either. I just keep thinking about what I'd say to him if I ever saw him again. Most of those scenarios include swearing and punching. I'm not scared he'll manipulate me like Orion says he will. I'm already past the thoughts of him owning me. I don't remember most of my time in the warehouse, it's mostly a blur. In my nightmares Adrian's face is blurry as I'm forgetting what he was like. I think it'll help me to see him in prison. According to Andrew the other pri
The Broken Have Feelings Too Chapter 41
Marcus' pov Thursday 20th February 2020************************************It's my 32nd birthday and I want to forget how old I'm getting but Cole is insisting we go out for dinner. Nathan also wants to celebrate my birthday but it's easy for him to say I'm not old, he's only 27. "Happy birthday!" Cole cheers as he sits up in bed, straddling my waist excitedly. Nathan wakes up and yawns as he rolls over to kiss my cheek. "Happy birthday," he says much quieter than Cole did. "Thank you, but I don't see why we are celebrating me getting old," I grumble as I rest my hands on Cole's thighs. "You're not old! You're still gorgeous and sexy, like fine wine," Cole says smugly. I roll my eyes and push him off so he falls onto the bed so I can get up to go to the bathroom. I'm already naked so I don't need to pull anything down to relieve myself into the toilet. "See! Your ass is still as perky as a 21 year old!" Nathan shouts from the bedroom with a laugh. I push the bathroom door clos
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Marcus' pov Friday 21st February 2020*********************************I'm engaged. I'm actually engaged. Cole and Nathan are my fiancés. My future husbands. We argued for an hour last night about who's last name we are taking. Nathan and Cole want to take my name but I don't want the last name that my dad gave me. I wanted to double barrel Nathan and Coles last names and have Murray-McCall but they were insisting on Carlisle. In the end, I gave in because they gave very good points. In our relationship, I'm the most dominant eventhough me and Nathan co Dom, so they think my name is the most important. When I said about my dad, Nathan explained that the name doesn't belong to him, it belongs to me. That I've turned the Carlisle name into my own. And they both gave me a blowjob together so that may have swayed my decision. After being terrified of sex for so long my libido is back full force and Nathan and Cole are more than happy to satisfy my needs. We had sex two more times last
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Marcus' pov Tuesday 18th August 2020**********************************The last six months have been amazing. Faye helped us plan the venue, food, transport, hotels, and clothes for our wedding. It took a lot of stress away from us because she made it easy to choose the right things for us. We disagreed on a few things but in the end it was all planned to suit all of our tastes. I've also made progress, I went back in the playroom until I got used to it enough to have sex in there. That's not even the best part, I'm back into bdsm fully. We've had quite a few kinky scenes involving some light floggers and other equipment that Cole loves. I took over the club from Damian and finished Lacey's training so she's now my second in command. The first night I took over again, Damian went on the stage to tell everyone I was in charge again which surprisingly got me a round of applause. It was embarrassing but boosted my confidence massively. This also meant the bachelor party was at the cl
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