5 years later
I opened my eyes and sighed-Wow, I'm alive. I tried to sat down but my body feels aching. I sighed weakly. How many years had passed? When Colton k!lled my father infront me because of those bruise? And how he dragged me out the house and brought me here?
How he force me to have bond with him, how he shown me how ruthless and heartless he is? I don't want to be here-I want my freedom. I looks around my room, it's cozy warm and my bed is soft and bouncy but I felt like I'm empty.
I absentmindedly let my gaze travel down my body, taking in the scattered bruises and fresh wounds that marred my pale skin-dark patches of pain staining me like ink, each one a silent reminder of him.
The man I loathed.
The man who had stripped me of everything.
Colton never hesitated.
He never held back.
Time and time again, he pushed me past my limits, testing the boundaries of my endurance-physically, mentally, emotionally. And when I faltered, when I dared to resist him, when I failed to obey the silent, unspoken rules he had forced upon me, he made sure I remembered.
With his hands.
With his fists.
With the sharp sting of punishment that came swift and merciless, leaving me breathless and trembling on the cold floor, my body aching, my spirit cracked just a little more each time.
And then-
He would leave.
Without a word.
Without even a glance.
As if my suffering meant nothing.
As if I meant nothing.
I swallowed hard, my fingers ghosting over the newest bruises blooming along my arms, wincing at the dull ache that radiated from the contact. The pain was familiar now-almost second nature.
But that didn't make it any easier to bear.
I exhaled shakily, my chest tightening as a bitter thought surfaced in my mind.
Is this all I'll ever be?
A caged Omega.
A plaything for a cruel, heartless Alpha.
A body to be used, to be broken, to be controlled.
My hands clenched into fists, my nails biting into my skin as the weight of it all settled deep in my bones.
I hate him.
I hate this.
But no matter how much I hated it, no matter how much I wanted to break free-
Colton had already made one thing very clear.
There was no escaping him.
Not as long as he still owned me.
It's traumatizing, suffocating, an endless cycle of fear that wraps around my throat like an iron chain, tightening with each passing night. Sleep never comes peacefully anymore-not when the moment I close my eyes, the nightmares come rushing in, dragging me back to those memories I desperately wish I could erase.
The painful beatings.
The unbearable suffering.
The way his voice lingers in my head, cold and unforgiving, reminding me that no matter how much I resist, no matter how much I fight-I'm his.
I inhale shakily, my gaze drifting toward the heavy wooden door, its presence looming over me like a reminder of my captivity. The lock on the outside remains tightly secured, ensuring that even if I dared to attempt an escape, I wouldn't get far.
Colton made sure of that.
He always made sure I knew my place.
A bitter lump forms in my throat, but I force myself to push past it, slowly swinging my legs over the edge of the bed. My body protests with a sharp ache, muscles sore and bruised from yet another round of punishment, yet I ignore it, willing myself to move.
Every step is deliberate, cautious, as I make my way toward the bathroom, the cool marble floor sending chills up my bare feet. I reach for the faucet, twisting the handle until warm water cascades down, steam curling into the air.
I step under the stream, letting it wash over me, hoping-praying-that it will cleanse more than just the dirt and dried blood clinging to my skin.
But it never does.
No matter how hard I scrub, no matter how long I stand beneath the water, the filth I feel inside refuses to wash away.
Slowly, hesitantly, I lift my gaze to the massive mirror in front of me.
And what I see makes my stomach twist.
A fragile, hollow reflection stares back at me-haunted eyes sunken with exhaustion, bruises decorating my arms like ugly reminders of my weakness, of my helplessness. My collarbone protrudes more than before, my skin pale and lifeless, a stark contrast to the dark marks littering my body.
I barely recognize myself anymore.
The person I once was-the boy who used to dream of freedom, of something more-he's gone.
In his place stands a broken soul.
An Omega stripped of his dignity.
A prisoner in both body and mind.
And the worst part?
A part of me is starting to believe that maybe, just maybe-
There's no saving me anymore.
I reached up, gathering my long, dark hair with trembling fingers, tying it back in a loose knot as I turned on the shower. The sound of water cascading down filled the empty bathroom, a steady rhythm that momentarily drowned out the chaotic thoughts swirling inside my head. I stepped under the warm stream, letting it soak into my skin, tracing over every aching bruise, every cut, every painful reminder of the life I had been forced into.
A slow, shaky sigh escaped my lips as I closed my eyes, tilting my head back, allowing the water to wash over me as if it could somehow cleanse away the filth that clung to me-not just on the surface, but deep inside, where the damage truly lay.
I want to be free.
The thought echoed in my mind, desperate and raw, a plea I knew would never be answered.
I want to live my life the way I always dreamed-without fear, without chains, without him.
But how could I possibly escape the den of a lion when I was nothing more than a trapped rabbit beneath his claws?
I froze. The familiar dread washed over me, my body reacting instinctively, wanting to escape but unable to move. His touch felt like fire—burning me, marking me, and every inch of his proximity made my heart pound in panic. His grip on my shoulders became painfully unrelenting, each second stretching on like a slow suffocation."Please," I signed desperately, my body trembling from head to toe, “Let go! It hurts!” I signed as my hands shaking and the words barely made it out. His anger was suffocating me, and I couldn’t breathe properly, let alone find any strength to fight back.His eyes burned with rage as he sneered, an ugly, sarcastic laugh escaping him. "What did he tell you, Mikhail? Did you enjoy his company? Did you have fun around someone else’s scent?" His voice dripped with malicious amusement, the jealousy in it almost palpable.I could feel the sobs welling up inside me again, the pressure building in my chest. I shook my head as tears blurred my vision, signing frantic
His eyes darkened as he watched me struggle, his expression unreadable for a moment, but then he sneered, his lip curling. "Sick?" he repeated, his tone dripping with disdain. "You're weak. Pathetic."He took a step closer, looming over me even more, his shadow falling over me like a weight I couldn't escape. His scent seemed to invade every inch of the room, thickening the air, making it hard to breathe. I tried to push myself further into the bed, but there was no escaping him."I told you-" Colton started, his voice low and dangerous, "-you belong to me. You don't get to leave when you want, or go wherever you please. You're nothing. You're mine." His words were harsh, biting, each syllable cutting deeper than the last.I felt the tears welling up, but I refused to let them fall. I couldn't show him that weakness. But the more he spoke, the more suffocating his presence became, and the harder it was to resist breaking down."I don't care if you're sick. I don't care if you're weak.
My breathing was labored, shallow as I tried to force air into my burning lungs. Every part of me ached, from the bruises that still marked my skin to the aching, hollow emptiness inside me.It felt like a lifetime before the servant returned, but I wasn't sure how much time had passed. My vision swam, the light in the room spinning around me in dizzying circles. But then the soft sound of their footsteps returned, and the door opened again. The air shifted, and I could feel their presence filling the room with a sense of care, like someone had truly seen me-not just as a possession or a thing to be controlled-but as a person who mattered."I'm back," the servant said softly, their voice carrying the same worried tone as before. There was a tray in their hands, filled with a glass of water and a small plate of food. They moved quickly, but with a quiet reverence, setting the tray beside me on the bed. "You're burning with fever, Señor. You need to drink this, and then I'll help you ea
I blinked, trying to adjust to the sudden light that flooded in from the open door, but the brightness only made my vision spin, and my head felt heavy. I barely had the strength to hold my body up, my legs trembling, and my arms too weak to support me. My skin was burning, too hot to touch, like I was trapped in a fever that wouldn't break. Every breath felt shallow, my throat dry and aching from thirst. My stomach ached in hunger, but even the thought of food felt overwhelming.The footsteps and voices I had heard earlier had become distant echoes in my foggy mind, and now, as the closet door swung open, a new voice reached me-a voice filled with concern, a voice that wasn't Colton's. I could hardly process it, but it was enough to pull my focus away from the pain, from the haze clouding my thoughts."Oh dear, what did he do to you?" the voice asked, gentle but frantic, like they were seeing something awful, something worse than I could even understand. They pulled me carefully, wit
Tears welled up, blurring my vision, as I curled into myself, unable to stop the tremors that wracked my body. I had barely begun to recover from the last time, but here I was again, on the floor, broken and helpless. I couldn't fight it. I couldn't fight him.Colton's breathing grew heavy, erratic, and I could feel the anger rolling off him in waves, suffocating me, pushing me deeper into the floor. His eyes were wild with rage, locking onto me like a predator that had cornered its prey. I wanted to hide from it-hide from him, from this. But there was nowhere to go."Fucking stand up!" he roared, his voice ripping through the silence of the room like a violent storm.The command was laced with so much fury, so much hatred, that I couldn't help but flinch. My body reacted before my mind could even catch up-flinching back like I was about to be struck again. It was automatic. I had been conditioned to shrink away from him, from his anger, from the unpredictable cruelty that simmered be
I couldn't.And that cruel, inescapable truth made my stomach twist, made my hands press weakly against the tiled walls as a wave of helplessness crashed over me.Colton was suffocating, a force so toxic, so all-consuming, that I could feel his presence even when he wasn't in the room, his voice still lingering in my head, his touch still burning on my skin. He was possessive to a terrifying degree, controlling every inch of my existence, dictating my every move, ensuring that I never forgot who I belonged to.It made me sick.Made me want to scream until my throat was raw, until the walls cracked, until the world heard me.But I knew it wouldn't matter.Because no matter how much I fought, no matter how much I despised him-Colton would never let me go.And that realization, that awful, soul-crushing reality, made me feel more trapped than ever.I was in the middle of dabbing ointment onto the fresh bruises lining my arms when the door swung open without warning. My heart lurched, my