"What the hell did you think you were doing getting into that car with him?" Erin demanded, the minute Nicky finally picked up her call.
She could hear the sounds of passing traffic in the background, and wondered just where they where.
"I wanted to talk to Ethan, what do you think?" Nicky replied, her tone snappy and strained and Erin wondered what had happened to rile her normally cool cousin.
"We agreed you should stay away from him." Erin forced the irritation from her voice, keeping it mellow. Nicky was obviously in a bad mood, no need to annoy her with demands.
"You said I shouldn't talk to him," Nicky emphasized the 'you' with a tinge of resentment. "I only agreed because you were obviously upset about your dad. But I couldn't just sit back and let you fight my battles for me. I had to do something."
What was with the anger at her? Erin pinched the bridge of her nose, as concern for her cousin flooded her.
"Are you okay, Nicks? Did that bastard do something to upset you?"
See, this was why she hadn't wanted Nicky anywhere near that man. She wouldn't put it past him to hurl ridiculous insults willy nilly, and Nicky was a sensitive soul, too soft for that kind of viciousness.
Erin made a mental note to give Ethan a piece of her mind; and a vicious kick to the nuts, the next time she saw his annoying mug.
Nicky made a dismissive sound. "Look, I'll call you later and explain. Right now, I need to find a taxi and go home, okay?"
"Wait! What did Ethan say?" Erin asked again, curiosity eating at her.
"I'll talk to you later, bye." Nicky hung up.
Erin stared at the phone with a troubled frown and sighed. Only heaven knew what Ethan had said and done to Nicky.
She began to pace the deserted corridor of the hospital ward, the heels of her black shoes clicking loudly against the black and white linoleum floor, her mind dwelling on several possibilities.
Erin would not put it past that vile bastard to make a move on Nicky, or maybe he'd threatened to blackmail her, or asked her to break up with Ryan, or…
Calm down, I'm letting my imagination run away again.
She sighed again, and wrinkled her nose at the strong smell of disinfectant.
Lord! She hated hospitals. The smells, the illness, the anxiety that seemed to envelop anyone who walked through the front doors.
Her stomach rumbled, reminding her the last meal she'd had was a sandwich last night. She groaned, running a hand through her already disheveled hair, grimacing at the grease that stuck to her fingers.
Right. First things first.
Find something to eat, talk to dad and mum, go home, wash hair and have a nice, steaming bath, then try to talk to Nicky again.
She wandered down the long corridor in search of a vending machine and finally spotted one next to the bank of elevators.
Her purse was in her dad's room so she retraced her steps. Her father lay asleep, propped up on pillows and the sight of his pale face wrenched at her heart strings. To Erin, this man lying there was so different from the hale and hearty man she'd known all her life. Seeing him so ill and weak brought tears to her eyes and she dashed them away, cursing Ethan Lachlan for doing this to him.
Her mother sat by his bedside also fast asleep, one hand entwined with his, even in slumber.
Erin tiptoed in and retrieved her purse lying on the breakfast table and left, shutting the door carefully. Back in the corridor, she dug in the bag for some change and approached the machine.
The door of an elevator swished open just as she reached it, expelling a tall dark haired man in light blue scrubs. Erin paused in the act of inserting a note into the slot and looked at him, receiving a polite smile and a nod.
"Good evening." His voice was a rich baritone, bringing to mind a cup of hot chocolate mixed with peanuts.
He stepped out of the elevator and came towards her, his gaze assessing Erin, from the top of her disheveled head, the ridiculous bright pink two piece suit and finally, down to her three inch shoes. Erin felt her cheeks heat up in embarrassment as she wondered what he must think of her random choice of outfit.
Erin cleared her throat and finally managed a reply.
"Hello."
She turned back to the machine, though she studied him from the corner of her eye. He was good looking in rumpled 'haven't been to bed in days' kind of way, with a nice, five 'o' clock shadow darkening his upper lip and jaw, that gave him an air of intrigue.
He walked past her line of vision and she turned her attention to the vending machine, slipping the note into the slot and selecting a Bounty bar.
Nothing happened.
She frowned at the offending gadget and pressed the button again. The evil thing remained silent.
"Darn it! Come on!" Erin muttered in frustration, slapping her palm against its metallic sides. "Work, you little -"
"It needs a good kick," the baritone was back, startling Erin. He grinned and delivered a good hard kick to the base and her bar popped out.
He picked it and handed it to her."Shitty hospital equipment, nothing works the way it's supposed to."
Erin took the bar, briefly looking up to meet the stranger's warm brown gaze. "Thanks, but that's hardly reassuring, especially coming from a doctor."
He laughed, a deep, toe curling sound that sent flutters off in her belly. "Don't worry, it's just the unimportant things that don't work right. Our patients are in good hands."
"Good to know." She couldn't help the smile that crossed her lips.
"No problem." He leaned against the machine and studied her for a moment, the scrutiny setting off another wave of heat over her cheeks. "You visiting a patient?"
Erin nodded, giving her attention to unwrapping the chocolate. She wondered why he was even still hanging around talking to her, considering the way she looked today.
She peeked at him from beneath her lashes, taking in the bulge of his biceps beneath the scrubs, suggesting at a strict workout regimen, and handsome features topped by warm chocolate brown eyes.
"Yes, I am. My father's in room 104."
"Ah!" He nodded, and held out a hand. "That would make you Ms. Gosling right? Your father's mentioned you a couple of times, I'm Todd. Dr Todd Haskell."
Erin stared at his outstretched hand, then tentatively placed hers in his grip. "Erin. Nice to meet you, Dr. Haskell. Though I was under the impression Doctor Sweetwater's my father's doctor?"
"Please, call me Todd." Todd grinned again and shook her hand with enthusiasm. "And you're right, Erin. I'm not his doctor, merely a lowly surgeon. I'll be handling his surgery tomorrow."
At Erin's blank look, he clarified. "We're going try to remove the clots blocking the blood flow in his artery. Just a minor procedure."
"Oh," Erin felt apprehension chill her spine at the thought of her father going under the knife. "I wasn't aware of that."
Her parents had been asleep when she'd shown up, and seeing how tired they were, she hadn't woken them up.
His look softened and turned reassuring. "Your father will be alright. As soon as his arteries are clear, he'll be free to go home safe and sound."
"Thank you Dr...Todd." Erin smiled, hardly reassured but unwilling to look like a wimp in front of him. "That's very reassuring indeed. It'll be nice to have him home again. Not to be rude, but the food here's terrible."
Todd laughed, a deep sound that warmed her aching toes. "The food's part of our grand plan to get patients to spend less time in here. So far, it's worked perfectly. But don't tell anyone I told you, it's a state secret."
He's got great teeth. Erin observed, warming up to the guy.
"I won't tell a soul."
His pager beeped and Todd glanced at it and grimaced.
"Duty calls," he said, his tone apologetic. "But it was a pleasure talking to you Erin. If you don't mind, I'd like to do it again, preferably over a glass of wine and real food. What do you say?"
Erin failed to breathe. Was he really asking her out after a five minute conversation? And despite how horrid she looked?
She peered up at him, searching for signs of sarcasm, but found only genuine interest.
Ah well, what would it hurt?
"That sounds good. I enjoyed our conversation too, Todd."
"Tonight?"
"Tonight? Really?"
Todd grinned and searched his pockets, pulling out a white prescription pad and a pencil.
"I'm an impatient man, Erin. Even more so in the presence of a beautiful woman. Eight pm?"
Erin blushed and took the pad and pencil.
"Tonight it is." She scribbled her address and phone number on the pad and handed it back. "Eight pm."
****
The blonde sidled up next to Ethan, one hand coming to rest on his upper arm. She gazed up at him, green eyes glinting with intent, mouth set in a full pout. Up close, he could smell her perfume, an almost cloying fragrance of roses.
"So, how about dinner to celebrate our agreement?" The blonde said, red lips stretching in a sultry smile. "I know of a good place uptown. They serve decent wine at least."
Ethan turned from the blonde and looked at his lawyer. Marcus Reedman grinned and shrugged, refusing to step in and rescue his best friend this time.
"Yeah Ethan, why not have a drink?" Marcus' eyes glinted with mischief. "I'm sure this place Imogen's suggested should be good."
Ethan's glare silently promised retribution and he returned his attention to Imogen. "Sure. But not immediately, I have another meeting in an hour. How about this evening?"
Imogen's fingers stroked his arm, an effect that was lost on Ethan. "This evening sounds good. Eight o'clock at The Frieling?"
Ethan nodded and excused himself, picking up his briefcase and headed out the door.
He cursed silently as he walked down the corridor, paying no attention to the tasteful artwork that hung from the cream colored wall, or the plush carpet his soles tread on.
The last thing he wanted was an evening spent wining and dining, when he'd rather be at his club, working off some steam on the tennis court. He needed an outlet for the frustration coiled tight inside him as a result of dealing with two of his least favorite women.
"Hey ET, wait up." Marcus called out just as Ethan reached the elevator. He turned to see the lawyer jog towards him, the ex-hockey player looking almost out of place in the plush office. He looked like he would be more comfortable in skates, knocking the breath out of opponents at a game.
"I should wring your neck." Ethan said when Marcus caught up to him. "You're supposed to help me, not encourage the women."
Marcus grinned, not in the least bit fazed at his friend's gruff tone. He panted slightly from the recent exertion.
"What? I figured you needed to unwind man. Tell me, when was the last time you got laid? Back in the dark ages?"
Ethan growled low in his throat. "My sex life is none of your business Marc. And for your information, I get laid. Regularly."
"Really? And by regularly, are we talking a daily and weekly basis or once a month, on a full moon?"
They stepped into the lift and the doors swished closed. Marcus turned to his friend, noting the tense jaw and the anger smoldering in Ethan's eyes. He recognized the look.
"Wait. Lemme guess. You had a run in with the delightful Erin Gosling?"Ethan shrugged, unwilling to admit anything."Look, if she gets under your skin so much, why don't you just do her and get it over with? Like I said before ET, the best way outta this is a good long night of nothing but dirty sex with the woman. Then get her out of your mind."
Erin let herself into Ethan's apartment, heart beating a wild rhythm in her chest. She leaned against the door, knuckles gripping the knob as though unwilling to take the necessary steps into the room, worry and dread turning her skin cold. She took a deep breath forcing much needed air into her lungs, tight with anxiety as she silently tried to reassure herself with Kim's words.She could hear the low murmur of voices coming from the balcony and Erin muttered another prayer as she forced her steps in that direction. Ethan and Marcus occupied the two wrought chairs, both men slumped against the furniture in a drunken sprawl with Ethan facing away from the door, nursing half filled glasses filled with what Erin knew would surely be alcohol. A half empty bottle of Jack Daniels sat atop the table and her heart sank. Dealing with a sober Ethan was hard in itself, but when he was intoxicated, heaven only knew w
Erin found her parents at their home, having a late breakfast.“Erin!” Her mother’s face lit up in delight. Harold Gosling looked up from his copy of the Wall Street Journal and smiled as Erin walked up to give him a kiss. “How lovely you could join us darling, it’s been a while.”Erin dropped a kiss on her mother’s cheeks then slid into an empty seat, accepting the glass of juice Victoria passed over.“Hey Mum,” she stole a piece of toast from her dad’s plate. “I missed you guys, so I decided to come over.”Harold snorted and closed the journal, picking up his coffee mug, his eyes glinting with humor. “Of course, of course. And this visit has nothing to do with needing a favour? Impressive.&rd
Ethan jerked upright, heart racing as his brain struggled to catch up with the rest of him.Beside him, Erin stirred and murmured something in her sleep and he felt his pulse begin to steady as he turned to regard the sleeping woman.It hadn’t been a dream, thank God!She was here in his bed and in the flesh. He felt like bursting into the Hallelujah chorus – he was that excited.Careful not to wake her, he leaned down to gently brush aside the hair that clung to her face and pressed a kiss on her bare shoulders before easing out of bed. The sound that had woken him came again, and he cursed under his breath. Who the hell could be at his door at - he grabbed his phone to peer at the illuminated display and swore.
"Mr. Gosling called a meeting for ten 'o'clock," Heather informed Erin, watching as her boss strode to her desk and sat down. Erin paused, one hand reaching for her laptop and regarded her assistant."Did he mention what the meeting was for?" Erin asked as she booted her laptop, simultaneously checking the folders Heather had left for her attention. Already congratulating herself for her decision to come in to work, she knew the activity would keep her mind occupied and thus keep those disturbing thoughts at bay. She checked her watch-seven am and that meant she had three hours to catch up on the backlog of emails and things that required her immediate attention."Nope, but the memo did say that attendance was absolutely mandatory for all senior executives.""Thanks." Heather turned to go then stopped. "Umm, I don't
Erin stared at the blank screen of her cell phone and took a deep breath, fingers hovering over the power button."This is ridiculous." she muttered to herself in disgust, grateful that at least Kim was not here to see her acting like a scared fool. She tossed the offending object aside and drew her legs up on the bed, hugging her knees.A part of her was curious to know what sort of messages Ethan had left on her voicemail, had Nicky told him everything? Was he furious at her for keeping her cousin's infidelity a secret?So many questions, and if she wanted answers, she would swallow this irrational fear and call Ethan.She reached for the phone, then stopped and sighed again."Stop being foolish," she chided in a voice that
"You really have no idea where she could be? She hasn't called you?"Erin's assistant shook her head in the negative, her eyes curious as she followed Ethan's restless movements back and forth in front of her desk."Maybe she's at Nicky's." Heather offered, "She's been spending a lot of time with her lately especially since the breakup.""She's not there." Ethan replied, raking a hand through his hair in frustration. "She's not in her apartment either, Kim says she hasn't seen her, and she's not answering her cell."His brows drew together in a worried frown as his mind began to envision all kinds of bad scenarios. It had gone past a need to just find Erin, now he was full out worried for her safety and he cursed himself for the millionth time for not seeing her safely h
Returning to the room, Ethan found Nicky still perched on the edge of the sofa, and the sight of her worsened his already foul mood. She looked at him, eyes large and round in fright, but at this point, he felt no pity for her.He crossed to the window, hands jammed in his pockets as he took deep breaths, trying to get his emotion under control. Erin's good bye had carried a note of finality to it, as though she wanted nothing more to do with him and that thought sent coils of uneasiness through him. He was as much to blame for her misery as Nicky...Christ! Maybe he should have simply walked away and got on with his life when Nicky had called an end to their relationship rather than lashing out and hurting a woman who had only acted in her cousin's best interests, an action that had come around to bite him in the ass.Yeah...karma was a bitch indeed.
For the third time that evening, Erin felt shock course through her like a punch in the gut, stealing her breath in one forceful slam, threatening to topple over her already fragile hold on reality.She wouldn’t be surprised to suddenly wake up to find that the past few hours had been nothing but a product of an already stressed out imagination. She could hear Ethan saying something, but she couldn’t make out anything through the frantic swirl of thoughts as her brain struggled to piece together a story that made more sense than the ridiculous notion that Nicky was somehow involved in all this.She shook her head, and took a step back, her legs coming up against the chair and she sank down to it, the tightness in her chest a reminder that she had forgotten to breathe. She opened her mouth on a gasp, the renewed flow of oxygen helped to clear her mud
Dammit! Ethan swore silently, his fingers tightening on the wheel in an effort to stop himself from ripping the damn phone from Erin and tossing the thing out the window, the urge getting stronger as he listened to her side of the conversation and realized the bastard was actually asking her out.Todd. Ethan pictured the dude in his mind, recalling the last time he’d seen Erin with him and how he’d had the same urge to punch his lights out then, much like he very much wanted to right now. He thought they’d already settled the issue of her dating anyone else? Was she doing this deliberately to annoy him? Somehow, he didn’t think so…from the breathless way she sounded on the phone, it appeared Erin really liked this guy.That thought soured his temper even more.“I’m gonna ki