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Chapter fifty eight
GRACIE
"What if that isn't what I want and all I've ever wanted was your all of you, for you to need me as just as badly as I need you, for me not to have to force you to stay with me, that I deeply crave the most is your love, will you give that to me then? ....we'll both get what we want , will you still help me then? "I stiffened a bit at the dark burning look in his gaze.
There were so dark , you could barely see any part of iris left. It was raw with need...desperation and..... fear?
We were both alike....
As much as he damaged me I still need him, maybe somewhere in the line I got addicted to him as well, but a deep innermost part of me was dark with fear, that his dark side would scald us both..... Maybe not intentionally, but still... But i already came this far, there was no turning point for me, I could only delve deeper and deeper and see where it lead
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GRACIE"Love me Gracie! " his voice cracked out filled with raw emotions that made his gaze seemed darker and stormy."I will..." I found myself whispering passionately.He made no move to touch me other from the firm grip that held me against his hard chest ....i could feel the tenseness radiating off his muscles....His laboured breath indicated that he was fighting an internal battle with himself . He was trying to hold himself back.I realized slowly that he was giving me an opportunity to choose if I wanted him or not ...the thought took my breath away and at the same time made me feel....needed and gave me a sense of freedom.His gaze held mine like a spell, like a dangerous, delirious kind of magic. I swallowed, my heart thrummed with anticipation and an inexplicable, unidentifiable hunger.The air got so thick , it became hard to draw in a breath.A hot pool of need spread from my lower stomach
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