chapter 5

A week later Lawrence cousin Kevin came to visit us for a family gathering that I didn't want to go into the first place. This cousin in particular do not like me since I'm the reason his cousin settled down and stop going out to clubs, parties and even stop drinking for my understanding. Kevin would go out his way just to make things difficult for me at family occasions or when he come around to our house.

Only thing he wants is for his cousin to drink and be a player like him treat a woman as if she was just nothing but garbage just to throw away in the trash nothing.

A narcissistic man cold as ice with no heart or filter. sometime later up on arriving home I decided to go take a shower and get ready for bed Lawrence on the other hand stay outside on the porch with his cousin conversation.

so I didn't think nothing of it while getting dressed in my pajamas I heard Lawrence laughing out loud.

His voice was so loud that it prompted me to go downstairs to figure out what was going on because I didn't want the loud voices to disturb our neighbors and causing a situation.

As my feet hit the bottom step I overheard Kevin saying to Lawrence you remember that girl I set you up with two years ago when we went to Florida what happen.

Lawrenceville yeah man, I remember but I don't want Maria to find out about, this where I lay my head at I've been a relationship with her for 10 years man. but that girl you set me up with, yeah I still been talking to her I'm not letting neither one of them go I'm having my cake and eat it too.

At first I was just going to break up with Nicole but then I decide I'm going to keep them both call me selfish but I like sleeping with both of them. Nicole on the other hand wasn't stable didn't have a job didn't have house like Maria, that alone made my decision not to leave Maria.