chapter 4

Lawrence begin kissing my lips then my neck as he uses his hands to caress my breasts I begin to moan from his hands upon my breasts the more he touch my body the more I yearn for he's love. Lawrence since my urge for want more he began to take his other had down between my legs rubbing my clitoris in a circle motion as a wave of pleasure started to rise in my lower body as my moaning increasing louder from his touch on my clitoris and breasts I begin stroking his penis.

Lawrence moan out yes bae that feels good the more he moan the more I reciprocated want him to burn with hot lust only for him to stop me from getting out of control saying that's enough he got on top of me and thrust inside of me only to last not even 6 minutes!!

I am now angry! why I had to love and be with a man that can't even satisfying my deepest desire. I'll look at him with disgust and roll my eyes and then he say sorry babe.

I couldn't help myself I will get you off next time not wanting to hear anymore excuses I just pulled the sheets over and then close my eyes and drift all to dreamland to think about Allen.

Allen was a tall built broad shoulders light skinny kinda guy who for what I can tell has a six pack for a stomach ummm just think about him wanted him to do some imaginable things too me the lust within burns fiery. I still can't believe I let my mind and body get this far think about Allen. I hate that I'm feeling this way when I'm in a relationship with Lawrence but I'm not happy.

I guess that's why my mind gets think about another man instead of him. Lawrence having satisfy my inner need in years I only get the bare minimum from him nothing more. I am sexy frustrated with him I love him and we been together for ages I just don't see myself leaving him no time soon self-consciously I'm talking to myself as I sleep.