chapter 9

After talking to Allen and making decision to confront Lawrence all I have to do is wait for him to get home. so I decided to go in the kitchen cook some food I was starting to get hungry. Allen sat in the living room watching TV while I was in the kitchen preparing dinner. what's the food was finished cooking I prepared meal plate and Allen a plate we sat down at the table casually conversating our jobs we do I didn't know that he worked in construction for about 10 years now and he also was single pretty much financially stable nice home nice car.

I was prompting to ask why are you single then look at in straight in the and said I have found my match my soulmate my lover who could please him with pleasure. I was so stunned I almost choked on the food I was chewing.

Damn this man is so straightforward he reminds me of so much of myself or at least the person I used to be before meeting Lawrence and changing myself just to be with him. now my face turned red and not wanted to look directly in Allen eyes I put my head down and just started back eating my food. now my mind is going wild on wanting a taste of pleasure of this fine and delicious man before me.

So I decided to talk about something else or to break the intense fire that was a rising inside of me. the more we talk the more that I found out me and Allen has a lot in common we want the same things we needed and like the same things why didn't meet him 10 years ago I said to myself.

Lawrence finally made it home I heard the door open and then he came straight into the dining room where we was he said to me hey babe in a nice way like nothing never happened he then told Allen what's up man what's good with you my friend.

Allen then said to him you must forgot we supposed hang out together today and discussing some things like that football bet we had going on remember our team play tonight. then Lawrence respond by saying oh yeah man I forgot I was with Kevin and his friends so I totally forgot my bad. then I said to Lawrence we need to talk.

So we went to our bedroom where I begin to conversation by saying you know I heard y'all last night right he stuttered and said wwwwwhat you talking about I said don't play dumb with me I overheard you and Kevin talking about some girl named Nicole now he looking at me shocked that I have found out his little dirty secret. the only thing he could say was I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you let me explain.