chapter 8

After a while 30 minutes had came and gone no Lawrence I said to myself it's not like Lawrence not come home straight after work. what the hell he could be doing. so I decided to call him the phone ring and ring and ring till finally he picked up. I said Lawrence why you not home yet Allen came by to see you , as I said that I heard Kevin and a bunch of people in the background. 

This prompted me to ask Lawrence who's the people in the background I hear and where are you he stuttered for a moment and said it just Kevin and his friends we hanging out getting a drink or two I'll be home momentarily then he hung up the phone.

Now I'm starting to find this real suspicious Lawrence have never act this way that cousin of his is a real bad influence on maybe I'm just too blind to see that he is not as great as I thought he was. Allen since my confusion and then ask are you okay I just sigh and said nope not really but Lawrence is at a bar with his cousin Kelvin and his friends and say he'll be here momentarily.

Upon hearing that Allen said Kevin, he then said hmmm I don't like that guy, I was taking back and I then I ask why then Allen sigh and said Kelvin is not good person to be around especially when you in a relationship because he will do anything to get you to be just like him a jackass with out an heart and cheat on women.

As Allen told me this information that I already new but didn't realize that Lawrence ultimate starting acting just like Kelvin and had hid it from me for a long time. just a thought alone being a relationship with him for 10 years just for him to hurt me in such a way.

I mean if he really want to be out in the streets and cheat the only thing he had to do was tell me and I would have let him go.I would have told him go be happy do you and could have moved on with my life instead of wasting it for 10 years not being satisfied or pleasure or happy.