LOGINDisillusioned about love, Derek Miller has no intention of getting married or starting a serious relationship. All he ever wanted was a one-night fling until he got into a dangerous trap with a mysterious girl. Lily, a girl running from her dark past and away from the clutches of a dangerous man gets into an arranged contract marriage with a man who curses more than a sailor for the sake of protection. Taking his surname for disguise, she tried to live a quiet life because falling in love was not supposed to be part of the deal. When these two are brought together to live under the same roof, anything is bound to happen. They’re fire and silk, water and ice, exact opposites but what happens when the opposite attracts. Will Derek be able to save Lily when the past comes knocking? Will Lily be able to save Derek from the nightmares of his past? Will they be able to move on and forgive everything that made them who they are? Read to find out more about their beautiful yet imperfect journey.
View More~ Doris ~
Today is the mating ritual, I was still cleaning the room of my twin stepsisters, Vanessa and Veronica, as always. My knees hurt from kneeling on the floor. I scrubbed at a stain on Vanessa’s floor until my fingers burned, but it didn’t come off. I scrubbed harder. They turned eighteen today, and everyone knew they would find their mates and I was nineteen with no mate. I woke up very early, around 5 a.m., to start cleaning and cooking, I cleaned all the rooms, including the twins room. When I got to Henry’s room, I skipped it, as usual, he always told me not to clean it. Don’t worry, sis I’ll clean it myself, he would say. Most times, I never touched his room. I was still scrubbing the corridor when I suddenly remembered it was the mating ceremony day. Before I could even finish, my stepmother walked in. “Doris, don’t tell me you’re not prepared for the ceremony yet, you need to do and leave my house today, I don’t mind if you bring a low level omega as your mate, it’s not like you worth anything good. Every time I look at you she continued…I see your mother. You’re just like your slut of a mother.” That word always hurt me. Slut. It was the only thing she ever called my mother, and it always broke me. I quickly finished up but before I could get to my room, the twins walked through the corridor, dragging their dirty feet over the place I had just cleaned. They laughed and walked away, and I had to clean it all over again for the third time now. When I finally went to my wardrobe to prepare for the ceremony, there was nothing decent to wear. It was always the clothes Vanessa and Veronica were done with—clothes they had already ruined before throwing them to me. I picked up a pair of old jeans, they were faded and too loose on me, I had gotten thinner over time. The tops looked more like rags used for cleaning the kitchen than clothes meant for a person to wear. Or a girl like us, my wolf said in my head. Her name is Candy. So what are we going to do now? Candy asked. We need to find our mate today. I ignored her because I already knew the truth. No one wants a mate who cannot talk. I walked quietly toward the mating arena, not because I had high expectations of finding my mate that day, but because I wanted to try at least once. “Our dumb sister thinks she’ll find a mate,” Veronica laughed. “The Moon Goddess would never curse anyone with a mate like you unless it was a rogue.”Vanessa added, shoving me aside as they walked past me. When the mating ritual began, the air shifted. One by one, werewolves started perceiving the scents of their mates. Then, suddenly, I noticed a scent sweet like strawberries. Finally, Candy jubilated inside me. “We have a mate.” Just then, the Gamma stepped forward but the moment his eyes met mine, irritation flashed across his face. That was when I realized it. I was his mate. And just as I had expected, he did exactly what I knew he would. “I, Julius Armstrong, reject Doris Charles as my mate.” The laughter came right after. Not that I didn’t expect it, I always knew it would happen…this was the second time my mate rejected me because I cannot talk. In the pack, they call me the dumb girl not because I am stupid, but because I am mute, a girl who cannot speak. Julius Armstrong was the Gamma, the third in command under our young Alpha. They were all twenty-one and this was the third time Julius had rejected his mate. The first time was when I was seventeen. Rumors said he rejected her because she was too fat, he called her a loser, someone unworthy of being his mate. The second time was when I was eighteen, he rejected his mate at the same time my first mate rejected me, this time, he said she was too short. And now it was my turn.… the third time, he was rejecting me just because I was a mute girl obviously. What did I expect? Who would want a mute girl as his mate? I wasn’t surprised, not really because I had expected it but the humiliation… the sting of being dismissed yet again hit harder than I cared to admit. It wasn’t just embarrassment. It was the quiet, sinking feeling that maybe this was my life now. Always rejected. Always invisible. Always alone. After the rejection, I looked around. Everyone was looking at me, some with pity, some like I wasn’t even there... I felt like a lonely child standing in the middle of a crowd, I had no friends. “I’m so glad the Gamma rejected her,” a girl whispered, leaning closer to her friends. “What was she thinking, coming here?Honestly, no sane wolf would ever pick her,” another girl whispered back. I ignored them and turned my head to the other side and saw Veronica already standing close to the Gamma, showing herself off as the chosen one. They had been dating for months before the ceremony, so I expected her to be his mate and not me. While Vanessa stayed around the Alpha, throwing herself at him. The Alpha looked at me, our eyes met for a moment, but he said nothing, he didn’t seem interested in Vanessa at all, even though she kept forcing herself on him. Veronica stayed with the Gamma, laughing and acting close to him, just like always. I stood there alone, wishing I had never existed. I was not born mute, my stepmother and stepsisters made me this way but they pretended like I had always been like this. Lost in my thoughts, Henry ran up to me. “Hey, Doris,” he said. “Tell me you’re okay.” I shook my head, then nodded, I didn’t know what else to do. Henry was the only person in the pack who accepted me for who I am, he was only sixteen, yet he acted more mature than most of them. He held my hand as we walked away. “Just because you didn’t find your mate today doesn’t mean you won’t find him in the future,” he said gently. “Try to stay positive.” I nodded again. I couldn’t talk, so nodding was all I could do. When I needed to answer questions, I wrote them down in my small notebook that I always keep with me. Just as I got home, I was already expecting my stepmother to shout. It was normal for her to be angry whenever I came back without a mate. When I reached the door, I saw her waiting. My father was there too, but the moment he saw me he walked back inside, obviously he didn’t want to be involved. Most of the time, when my stepmother or the twins maltreated me, he remained quiet, he never said anything. I don’t know if he was happy that I was being maltreated or if he simply didn’t care. Sometimes I wondered if he even cared at all. Which father would see his own child being mistreated and just walk away? As I approached my stepmother, she looked me up and down. The twins had already gone home, and they were back in her good graces, laughing beside her. Before I could even enter the room, Henry grabbed my hands and guided me forward. “Stop right there,” my stepmother snapped the moment I almost stepped inside. “You think my warning was a joke, right? I told you not to come back to this house without a mate,” my stepmother snapped. “I’ve endured you for nineteen years, and I won’t anymore. You’re nothing but a headache to me, I told you to go find a mate, and right now, go look for anyone, bring back a dog or any animal I don’t care, but just stop coming here empty-handed. You are a demonic reminder of your mother… a slut!” The twins joined in, their voices cruel and loud. “Yeah, Mommy! Her mother was a slut! And a child of a slut will be a slut too!” Vanessa said, while Veronica laughed. “Stop it! Stop treating her like this!” Henry interjected, trying to defend me. “It’s not her fault she got rejected by her mate. What do you expect her to do? She doesn’t even have a chance to meet anyone else. Can’t you have some sympathy?” But my stepmother shouted over him, furious. “Get inside and stop involving yourself! I don’t want to see you near this slut’s child!”LILY’S POV ONE YEAR LATER “Love, can you please check up on the baby? I need to pee,” I called out to Derek before rushing into the bathroom. I heard him saying something that sounded like yes but I didn’t bother to listen. I was so pressed that if I didn’t rush into the toilet like that, I would’ve messed myself up. Once I was done, I took my time before coming out. I knew Derek got her, he’s been by her side the moment she was born and never left mine either. He has proved to me that he was a good dad and I’m so proud of him. Three months into my pregnancy, I told him I got a job but he was not comfortable with it and I had to convince him that it wasn’t anything strenuous. I’d learned how to program as a starter and I got an internship program that helped developed me into a junior developer. I know it's stressful when combined with college and the baby but I took a gap year to focus on my career and my child. Once I’m ready, I’ll get back it college and maybe change my degre
DEREK'S POV “Would that have made you feel so much better about yourself? Would you have felt accepted by the family? Would that have been enough to erase the fact that you’re nothing but a bastard?” I gritted my teeth.He started growling like a wild dog, repeatedly.“You shouldn’t have messed with Lily. She wasn’t a part of the family from the start, she shouldn’t have had to pay for the sins of our parents, she had enough already on her plate. Q wouldn’t have died and the family wouldn’t be in so much pain,” I told him.“She chose you and that was her offense. I had my eyes on her since she was at mom’s agency. I’ve always wanted to have a taste of her but mom took her to you and even when I moved into your house, all she wanted was you and not me, why? I would rather kill her than listen to that answer,” Inodded, realizing he was an unapologetic, unrepentant and crazy bastard.“I’m not disappointed in you, Caster because I knew just who you are, I could see through you when othe
DEREK’S POVI banged my hand on the table, controlling the anger that was already boiling inside of me. I was at the police station with my parents, Alex and Arianna. Lily had refused to come to see Caster on the excuse that she had a class but I knew it was because she didn’t want to see him or she wasn’t ready.I don’t know how Arianna summoned the courage to come with us but if I was her, I wouldn’t have been able to. Alex, on the other hand, had tried talking to Arianna but she wasn’t bulging. I was the only person she was talking to, the rest were being ignored and I mean my parents.“You’re telling me that someone knew Caster messed up with Lily’s car but you had to wait till the accident before you did something, right?” I asked my dad again for the third time because I didn’t want to believe the answer he was giving me every damn time.“I’m sorry, Derek, the guy I hired said the only way they could lure him out was to wait for the accident to happen. There’s no way Caster woul
DEREK’S POV We decided to keep the pregnancy news from the family. It was a mutual agreement between Lily and I. we thought it was for the best for the safety of both mother and child. The family was still dealing with Caster’s case and we didn’t want to put ourselves in danger by revealing the news.“Why did all these pregnancy symptoms decide to wait for two months before hitting me?” Lily groaned as she walked down the stairs.“Did you throw up again?” She nodded.“For the second time this morning alone,” Damn! That was bad. I was beginning to get worried about her. Even though the doctor said it was normal, I still wasn’t okay with it.“You should’ve called me, baby,” She laughed as she walked into the kitchen.“Meanwhile, what bomb have you been cooking up in here? Everywhere is a mess,” She started laughing again. I could only smile as I watch her laughing her ass off at the current state of the kitchen.“Well, I’ve been preparing pancake,”She stopped laughing, her mouth fell
LILY’S POV When I opened my eyes, I had to close them back because of the blinding light that penetrated them. I groaned as I tried lifting my hands to cover my eyes but something was holding it back. I turned my head sideways and finally opened my eyes. The first th
Derek’s POV “What’s up with you, Derek?” Henry Salvatore, my second best friend asked. He’s probably my favorite person after Sebastian but there are times when I want to just strangle him and today is one of those days.“You can
LILY’S POV After the first time, I tried to cook for Derek and he yelled at my face, I stopped trying to please him. It was evident that he’s a naturally angry man and he gets angry for a living. If he’s to get paid for the number of times he got angry s
Derek’s POVIt was Monday morning and for the first time, I was doing the unexpected. I drove to my dad’s office based on the stupid contract agreement that I signed foolishly. If Henry and Sebastian hear about this, they won’t let it go until they grill me till I’m burnt.






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