Chapter 19

Summary of Kel's thought over the chapters 

I remember when we went over to her parent's house to invite them to the wedding. She had a panic attack before we went in and I wondered what she was so bothered about. I also went into panic mode a bit, I didn't like seeing her like that whether I hated her or not, it always scared me so I said soothing words to her, telling her to think of good things, it helped her before. When the door was opened by her mother she nearly threw us out. I know they never liked me but this was wrong. Like I did something wrong to them, I only broke up with their daughter so what's the deal? 

I had to sound like I loved her to convince them to attend the wedding. There was something about the way they talked to her as if she committed a crime and I had something to do with it. I felt like there was something that happened that they blamed me for. 

When she started crying I couldn't help but wrap my arms ar