LOGINRyder. Practice was supposed to clear my head.It didn’t.I spent the first twenty minutes slamming pucks like they’d personally pissed me off, and Coach finally blew the whistle and told me to stop trying to kill the net. Kane skated up beside me, grinning like an idiot.“You good?”“Fine.”“You look like you want to fight somebody.”“I said I’m fine.”Kane raised his eyebrows and let it go, which was smart. I wasn’t in the mood to explain that my problem had glasses, freckles, and a mouth that kept telling me to shut up and do the worksheet.Ivy Bennett was living in my head rent-free and I hated it.After practice I sat on the bench longer than I needed to, unwrapping the tape from my wrists and replaying Tuesday in my mind. She’d told me I was doing better. Then she’d shut down the second I brought up Kane. That was the part that stuck. Not the compliment. The way her whole face changed when I said his name.I didn’t like that.I also didn’t like that I cared.Nora was waiting by
IvyI spent the rest of Thursday pretending I wasn’t thinking about him.Which was impressive, considering I thought about him on the walk back to my apartment, while I reheated leftover rice that tasted like nothing, and again while I sat on my bedroom floor counting the money I could send my brother this month.Eat something before the next session.The nerve of him.Ryder Knox did not get to look at me like that and then act like he gave a shit whether I ate. He didn’t get to call me Jenner like it was his to use. He didn’t get to throw Kane’s girlfriend in my face like he had any right to comment on who I looked at.I stabbed my fork into the rice and muttered, “Asshole.”My phone buzzed.Unknown number:you left your highlighter.I stared at it. Then another message came in.Unknown number:it’s pink. very you.I didn’t answer. Two minutes later:Unknown number:this is Ryder. dr miller gave me your number. don’t make it weird.I made it weird by staring at the screen for a full
RyderI couldn’t stop thinking about the way she looked at Kane.It was stupid. Completely fucking stupid. She hadn’t even smiled that big. Just a soft little “trying to” and some quiet eye contact, and somehow it sat in my chest like a rock the rest of the day. Kane had been his usual easygoing self, tossing out that “if he gets too unbearable” line like he was the good guy in the situation. Which, fine. He usually was. But I didn’t like how Ivy’s voice changed when she answered him. Softer. Less sharp. Like she didn’t have to armor up around him the way she did with me.I hated that I noticed.After the session I went straight to film review and spent the whole time half-listening to Coach while my brain kept looping the same thirty seconds. Ivy packing her bag. Ivy not looking at me. Ivy lying about eating lunch with that same tired expression she always wore. I should’ve let it go. I told myself I would.I lasted until Thursday.She showed up exactly on time again, same oversized
IvyI almost didn’t show up to the second session.I stood outside the hockey academic room for a full minute, staring at the closed door, seriously considering turning around and telling Dr. Miller I had come down with something highly contagious. The only thing that stopped me was the number I had checked three times that morning: the tutoring payment for Ryder Knox was already sitting in my account. It was enough to cover the electricity bill and still leave a little for groceries. Walking away would mean giving that money back, and I couldn’t afford pride that expensive.So I pushed the door open.Ryder was already there this time. He sat in the same seat as before, long legs stretched out, phone in his hand, looking like he had nowhere better to be and no intention of pretending otherwise. His dark hair was still damp, and he was wearing another Westbury Hockey hoodie that somehow made him look even more like he owned the entire building.He glanced up when I walked in. That slow
RyderI left the academic room more irritated than I had any right to be.Ivy Bennett.The scholarship girl with the oversized glasses that kept sliding down her freckled nose, the braces that flashed every time she clenched her jaw, and the stubborn little attitude that refused to fold no matter how hard I pushed. She had spent the entire hour looking at me like I was a problem she couldn’t wait to be done with, and somehow that got under my skin more than any of the girls who actually smiled when I walked into a room.I hadn’t expected that.I’d walked in ready to waste her time, maybe get a rise out of her, and then coast until the university found some other way to keep me eligible. Instead she’d sat across from me in that oversized sweater, spine straight, voice calm and sharp, correcting me like I was some lazy kid who couldn’t be bothered. Most people at Westbury laughed at my comments or rolled over the second I smirked. Ivy just stared at me like she was already calculating h
Ivy I sat down opposite him and opened the folder with more force than necessary, refusing to look at him for longer than a second. The hockey academic room smelled faintly of floor polish and old coffee. Afternoon light cut across the long table, catching on the edge of Ryder’s jersey. He didn’t move. He just watched me, that same lazy half-smile still stuck on his face like he had all the time in the world and zero intention of using any of it productively. “You’re late,” I said without looking up. “Am I?” His voice was slow, amused. “Didn’t realize tutoring came with a time clock.” “It comes with basic respect for other people’s schedules.” “Cute.” He stretched his long legs out under the table until the toe of his shoe nudged my chair. “You practice that line in the mirror, or does the attitude just come free with the glasses?” I finally lifted my eyes. “Do you always talk this much when someone is trying to help you pass a class, or is this a special performance for me?”







