LOGINArman's POV
My fingers played with the velvet box in my pocket. My chest was tight with nervousness, something I would usually never admit. I had spent more of my life in front of the camera than behind it. Being an actor was cool, but having both parents as Bollywood hotshots was hectic. My family lived for the camera. “I have a reservation.” I cleared my throat as I addressed the waiter. I didn’t need to, because they would have led me in anyway, but I said it all the same. The man nodded but spoke in a low voice, “I know this is against our policy, but I was wondering if…” He trailed off, looking around to see if there was anyone to tell on him. “Shhh,” I hushed him. Then I moved close enough to stuff my handkerchief into his pocket. “My initials are embroidered on it. Mind you, you never asked, so you did nothing against policy”. The man beamed like he had won the lottery. “Thank you so much,” he muttered. I nodded politely. “Now, my reservation,” I reminded him. His tag said his name was Moses. Moses led me to a private dining room; it had a table for two, red curtains, and a bouquet of roses in the middle of the table. “Perfect,” I hummed as I settled in. All the while, my left hand was yet to let go of the box. I took a deep breath when I was alone to ease out the nervousness. I was going to propose to my girlfriend, Molly Hills. We had been together for two years, but my relationship was the one part of my life I tried my best to keep away from the public. It was a lot of work, but I was determined to have at least that little privacy. When my phone rang and I saw that it was Bridget, my manager, I was tempted not to pick up. But knowing I would not hear the end of her scolding, I did. “Hey, woman,” I greeted. Bridget and I had an unusual relationship; she was an older woman with a small frame, often serious, but sometimes sweet. She had been my manager for years, so it was normal that I had rubbed off on her already. “Say Yes!” she urged. I rolled my eyes. “No. Definitely no.” I shook my head, but I was curious; Bridget sounded really excited. “Mrs. Eloise’s drama is ready. I got news from her writing team. She’s looking for actors for every character. She wants perfect people, and I don’t think there’s anyone better than you for the male lead,” Bridget explained. “I am certain we’ll get it, but I still think we should position ourselves strategically. I’m going to need you at the office tomorrow evening”. “I’m not interested. I told you, no dramas this year”. If today went well, I would have a wedding to prepare for. “Why?” Bridget asked, irritation evident in her voice. Bridget did not like when things did not go her way, but she also knew how stubborn I could be. “Mrs. Eloise personally releases one drama every four years, and every single one has been a banger. Even your dad was cast in one of her dramas. Are you going to miss this opportunity for a woman who will not show up?” she hissed. My fingers left the box. “What do you mean?” My throat was suddenly tight. Bridget gave an exasperated breath. “You think I don’t know? How did you think you could hide something so important from me? You’re going to ask Molly to marry you; I can even describe that box in your left pocket and the ring inside of it. Don’t try me, Arman. I want to see you here tomorrow evening”. Bridget had the last word today, and she hung up as soon as she was done talking. Her words echoed in my head even after the call ended: “Are you going to miss this opportunity for a woman that will not show up?”. Bridget was probably trying to make me change my mind about not working on any drama. She was the type of woman who would go to any lengths to get whatever she wanted. Other managers called her the Piranha, saying she fed on flesh, but it had been a while since anyone saw that side of her. I lifted my phone and dialed Molly. Her number was unreachable. I went through our recent chats again; I had told her to meet me at the restaurant and she had agreed. Even if something had happened, I thought she would tell me and not leave me waiting just like that. I pushed Bridget’s words further from my mind and kept dialing. Molly was a model for designer dresses, and I knew for sure that she was not working on anything at the moment; she had just finished a very stressful project that had kept her out of the country for weeks. This was our meet-up and celebration dinner. I heard a female voice outside and thought it was her, but I heard the voice again and knew it wasn’t. Bridget’s words came back, along with the conviction with which she said them. Three hours dragged on while I waited patiently. Molly did not show up. Bridget had to know something.ZoeThe ride home was quieter than I expected.Rachel had started the journey with enough excitement to power a small city."You hugged him." She burst at last. I should have known Rachel couldn't bottle that kind of excitement.I groaned and turned toward the window. The city lights streaked past us in blurred lines of gold and white."You definitely hugged him." She said again, this time she dragged it like a song. "Rachel." I warned. "You did." She defended. I pressed my forehead against the cool glass. "Please drive." My cheeks were burning. Not because of her tease but because I had thought what her reaction would be if she had seen us kiss, and then that brought the memories of the kiss in HD.Rachel laughed. "No."I should have known making friends would come with consequences. For most of my life, nobody had cared enough to tease me. Now I had one friend and she apparently intended to make up for lost time. It felt nice though."I only hugged him goodbye."Rachel made a dra
ZoeBridget’s smile faltered.Then she recovered so quickly that if I hadn’t been staring at her, I would have missed it.She laughed softly and folded her arms. Defense.“Arman, come on. Since the accident.”Arman didn't respond.Bridget looked around the room and explained patiently, like she had explained this a hundred times already.“Fans still don’t know your current condition. The last update we gave was carefully controlled. You disappearing completely worked in our favor because people got curious instead of concerned.” She smiled gently at Arman. “Your recovery, you relationship has to become private.”Private.I looked at Arman.His expression did not change but I was beginning to realize that with Arman, the absence of expression did not mean absence of feeling.Bridget continued. “You were confused after waking up. You weren’t ready. Your emotions were unstable and people notice these things. You're not ready to go back out there. Interviews, photos, public appearances—th
Zoe I stared at Sonia Moore and suddenly understood where Arman got it from. Not the face. Standing together now, they did not resemble each other as much as I thought they would. But there was something in the way she occupied space that reminded me of him. The ease. The confidence. The unconscious expectation that people would look at her and stay looking. She was beautiful in a way that made me straighten my back."Mom, stop.” His voice wasn’t harsh but there was something guarded about it. “Why are you here?”For the first time since she arrived, Sonia looked at him properly. Her smile softened.“Oh, darling.” She touched his cheek. “We came because you got into a terrible accident.”The answer sounded right.But something about it felt incomplete.Arman seemed to notice too, his brows pulled together slightly. “You came now?”Sonia blinked. “What do you mean?”Arman looked confused. “I’ve been awake for over a week.”The room became strangely quiet. Sonia laughed softly.“You k
ARMAN“You’re mad at me.” I pulled Zoe to face me. Her face wasn’t expressive, but her eyes were, they had all kinds of sparkles that told of different things, it was a beauty to watch.She shook her head, “I’m fine.” I knew she wasn’t.“I’m sorry.” I pleaded.“You don’t even know why I’m mad!” Zoe lashed out, finally, her face betraying her anger. Still, she remained pretty. “It doesn’t work like that.”“Why are you mad?” I asked, trying to understand, it was hard to see beyond her beauty. It was harder to believe that she didn’t know everyone saw her the way I did.“I said I’m fine.” She stood up, wanting to leave my hold.I let her go for a moment, only to pull her back and capture her between my legs. “Tell me what I did wrong.” I pleaded.Zoe was beautiful and mine, it was almost hard to believe I could touch her if I wanted to. I wanted to. I trailed kisses up her shoulder. “Don’t do that.” But the anger was leaving her voice.It was hard to believe, but my girl liked physical t
*ZOE*We reached for each other the moment we were in the house. Our lips met like we had done this a hundred times, but the feelings that enveloped me were foreign.Warmth burst out on my skin like my sensory neurons were on fire. My clothes, which once felt too short, now seemed like too much.Arman cradled my head like I was something precious, his hands on my cheeks like a soft caress, completely opposite to how he devoured my mouth.I have never been wanton. I had never wanted like this.It was my fingers that tugged at his jacket; it was me that popped his buttons. Every part of me sang when my fingers met his bare chest.“Zoe,” Arman said my name like a plea as he broke away from my lips, yet his lips did not leave my skin, trailing over my neck to come back to my lips.Whatever he was doing worked because I found myself calming down, taking deep breaths and feeling control come back to me.Arman pulled me into a hug, wrapping his arms around me like he was scared to let go.“
It turned out that my shoot was with Arman. We were doing a couples shoot for a brand I didn’t recognize, but I really didn’t care because M.J. handled things like that.Even with his memory gone, Arman was still an awesome model.“Hey,” I met his eyes, “how do you feel?” I asked under my breath.I was sitting on a high stool while he stood between my legs, a hand on my shoulder.“I’m good.” His voice was clipped.Something was wrong. I remember we had talked last night and nothing seemed out of place. He had even smiled when Rachel literally begged for an autograph and he signed his name on her dress. She had been ecstatic.When we were done, M.J. tried to hurry me back but I insisted on going home with Arman. “I need to talk to him about some stuff,” I lied.“About what?”I shifted from one foot to another but said nothing.“Merida!” M.J. sighed.“I’ll be fine. I promise. And I want you to worry less about me. I have Arman and Rachel.” Then I remembered I hadn’t told him about Rache







