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Bridget’s smile faltered. Then she recovered so quickly that if I hadn’t been staring at her, I would have missed it. She laughed softly and folded her arms. Defense. “Arman, come on. Since the accident.” Arman didn't respond. Bridget looked around the room and explained patiently, like she had explained this a hundred times already. “Fans still don’t know your current condition. The last update we gave was carefully controlled. You disappearing completely worked in our favor because people got curious instead of concerned.” She smiled gently at Arman. “Your recovery, you relationship has to become private.” Private. I looked at Arman. His expression did not change but I was beginning to realize that with Arman, the absence of expression did not mean absence of feeling. Bridget continued. “You were confused after waking up. You weren’t ready. Your emotions were unstable and people notice these things. You're not ready to go back out there. Interviews, photos, public appearances—they all can become stories.” She smiled. “I'm protecting you.” Something about that sentence made me uncomfortable. She met my eyes as she said the words. We were the only two in the room that knew about Arman's memory loss. Arman looked at her quietly. Then asked—“When did you last visit me?” Bridget blinked. "You didn't want me around!" That was true, Arman had kinda pushed her away since he woke up, but she couldn't say that because we didn't want the others to know more than they already did. “I was working, I've been busy too." Bridget coughed, being a managers entails more than following you around. Besides, I lost my phone so it was a lot of work to regain all my contacts and your contracts details." Arman nodded slowly. Sonia suddenly clapped her hands lightly. The conversations had shifted from her and she absolutely didn't like it. “Well! This atmosphere is becoming depressing.” Her phone rang immediately after, like the universe had agreed. She looked at the screen and sighed dramatically. “Oh no.” Arjun appeared from somewhere behind us. His wife's voice was a siren that he would never resist. Their connection was... Enviable. “What happened?” She stood up.b“Production emergency.” Her expression shifted instantly. Work mode. The woman was a wonderful. She turned Arman but wasn't really looking at him all her attention was on her phone. “We’ll stay longer next time.” She kissed the air beside his cheek. Not his cheek. The air. I couldn't help but wonder if it was intentional. Then she smiled at me. “It was lovely meeting you, Zoe.” I smiled back. “You too.” Arjun nodded once at Arman. “Take care.” Then both of them left. Just like that and the house became quiet. Too quiet. Now it was Arman, Bridget and I left in the house and we were a very weird triangle. I looked at the door after it closed. Hoping for someone to come in. That was it. Arman's parents had come, seen him, taken pictures asked about work and left. On the superficial level, it was good enough, but in my dreams of a perfect family, unlike mine, the mother cared more, she asks how her child has been eating, checks the balance in his nutrition, goes through his fridge and stocks it with healthy food, makes his bed, shower him with kisses and long hugs. Not.. this. To my surprise, Arman hadn't seems surprised. It felt like he was... Used to this. Bridget stepped closer to Arman. She softened her voice. “You shouldn’t think too much.” This seemed like a usual charade. Sonia disappointing her son and Bridget stepping up. Arman looked at her. She continued. “Recovery isn’t only physical.” Then she glanced at me, only briefly but enough. “Zoe, thank you for staying with him.” She was reminding me of my position, why I was here. I nodded. We both understood. My phone vibrated. Rachel. I frowned and picked up. “Hello?” Her voice came immediately. “Open the gate.” I blinked. “What?” “I’m outside.” She cheered. She must be excited to be in front of the house of a star. I looked at Arman, he might not like this. “Why?” Rachel hesitated then said— “M.J. sent me.” Something tightened in my stomach. “Did something happen?” She lowered her voice. “I think he's trying to prevent something from happening." She joked. When I didn't laugh, she turned serious to match my tone." He wants you home. He said you’ve stayed long enough.” I looked up. Bridget was watching me. She had most likely texted M.J. it was her kicking me out. Arman was watching me. I went to him and gave him a hug. The kind I wished my mother, my brother or even a friend would give me. A long quiet hug. Finally I moved away. "I've got to go. Rachel is waiting outside for me." I explained. "I'll come pick you when I'm going to Miss Riah's." He reminded me. I nodded. Things were unstable, I had no control over anything, but at that moment, Arman felt like... My friend.ZoeBridget’s smile faltered.Then she recovered so quickly that if I hadn’t been staring at her, I would have missed it.She laughed softly and folded her arms. Defense.“Arman, come on. Since the accident.”Arman didn't respond.Bridget looked around the room and explained patiently, like she had explained this a hundred times already.“Fans still don’t know your current condition. The last update we gave was carefully controlled. You disappearing completely worked in our favor because people got curious instead of concerned.” She smiled gently at Arman. “Your recovery, you relationship has to become private.”Private.I looked at Arman.His expression did not change but I was beginning to realize that with Arman, the absence of expression did not mean absence of feeling.Bridget continued. “You were confused after waking up. You weren’t ready. Your emotions were unstable and people notice these things. You're not ready to go back out there. Interviews, photos, public appearances—th
Zoe I stared at Sonia Moore and suddenly understood where Arman got it from. Not the face. Standing together now, they did not resemble each other as much as I thought they would. But there was something in the way she occupied space that reminded me of him. The ease. The confidence. The unconscious expectation that people would look at her and stay looking. She was beautiful in a way that made me straighten my back."Mom, stop.” His voice wasn’t harsh but there was something guarded about it. “Why are you here?”For the first time since she arrived, Sonia looked at him properly. Her smile softened.“Oh, darling.” She touched his cheek. “We came because you got into a terrible accident.”The answer sounded right.But something about it felt incomplete.Arman seemed to notice too, his brows pulled together slightly. “You came now?”Sonia blinked. “What do you mean?”Arman looked confused. “I’ve been awake for over a week.”The room became strangely quiet. Sonia laughed softly.“You k
ARMAN“You’re mad at me.” I pulled Zoe to face me. Her face wasn’t expressive, but her eyes were, they had all kinds of sparkles that told of different things, it was a beauty to watch.She shook her head, “I’m fine.” I knew she wasn’t.“I’m sorry.” I pleaded.“You don’t even know why I’m mad!” Zoe lashed out, finally, her face betraying her anger. Still, she remained pretty. “It doesn’t work like that.”“Why are you mad?” I asked, trying to understand, it was hard to see beyond her beauty. It was harder to believe that she didn’t know everyone saw her the way I did.“I said I’m fine.” She stood up, wanting to leave my hold.I let her go for a moment, only to pull her back and capture her between my legs. “Tell me what I did wrong.” I pleaded.Zoe was beautiful and mine, it was almost hard to believe I could touch her if I wanted to. I wanted to. I trailed kisses up her shoulder. “Don’t do that.” But the anger was leaving her voice.It was hard to believe, but my girl liked physical t
*ZOE*We reached for each other the moment we were in the house. Our lips met like we had done this a hundred times, but the feelings that enveloped me were foreign.Warmth burst out on my skin like my sensory neurons were on fire. My clothes, which once felt too short, now seemed like too much.Arman cradled my head like I was something precious, his hands on my cheeks like a soft caress, completely opposite to how he devoured my mouth.I have never been wanton. I had never wanted like this.It was my fingers that tugged at his jacket; it was me that popped his buttons. Every part of me sang when my fingers met his bare chest.“Zoe,” Arman said my name like a plea as he broke away from my lips, yet his lips did not leave my skin, trailing over my neck to come back to my lips.Whatever he was doing worked because I found myself calming down, taking deep breaths and feeling control come back to me.Arman pulled me into a hug, wrapping his arms around me like he was scared to let go.“
It turned out that my shoot was with Arman. We were doing a couples shoot for a brand I didn’t recognize, but I really didn’t care because M.J. handled things like that.Even with his memory gone, Arman was still an awesome model.“Hey,” I met his eyes, “how do you feel?” I asked under my breath.I was sitting on a high stool while he stood between my legs, a hand on my shoulder.“I’m good.” His voice was clipped.Something was wrong. I remember we had talked last night and nothing seemed out of place. He had even smiled when Rachel literally begged for an autograph and he signed his name on her dress. She had been ecstatic.When we were done, M.J. tried to hurry me back but I insisted on going home with Arman. “I need to talk to him about some stuff,” I lied.“About what?”I shifted from one foot to another but said nothing.“Merida!” M.J. sighed.“I’ll be fine. I promise. And I want you to worry less about me. I have Arman and Rachel.” Then I remembered I hadn’t told him about Rache
ZOE“Your place is beautiful!” Rachel exclaimed, as she sprawled on my bed.I nodded, grateful for this apartment. It was big and beautiful. “It is.”“Apartments are very expensive in New York, my place sucks.” She shivered in hypothetical chills.“Is that why you were outside so late?” I asked, handing her a glass of juice. I wasn’t really good at hosting.“Thank you.” She took a sip before she continued, “That’s part of it. I’m still uncertain about what to do in New York. I thought to take a walk, observe, and learn. Maybe I’ll get an idea.”I frowned. “Why did you leave your salon?”She smiled. While I was scared her salon had gone under, she was either good at hiding her worry or she wasn’t sad at all. “It’s fine.”“Well, you’re welcome here, anytime,” I offered.“Thank you.” She looked grateful. “Now tell me all about your relationship with Arman.” Rachel jumped. “I’ve seen the pictures and I have to say, that chemistry is real!!” she screeched.I winced. “I’m not allowed to tal







