Just a substitute

(Elina)

Saying goodbye to my mom was the hardest, my heart was bleeding just the thought of leaving my home.

My sister was well awake, for the first time I saw my sister she'd in tears. Even when she woke up in the past and found herself bedridden. My sister never shed a tear. She was my strength and my weakness. Leaving her was not what I wanted

“I know okay… I love you very much… but you… you don't have to worry”I said, wiping her tears away. She couldn't speak, but only made sad muffled sounds. I asked everyone to let us alone… so, I could say goodbye to her

“I'll make sure to visit you every season” it was hard, seeing her crying over my departure hurt me more than anything

“I love you sis” I threw myself in her arms and rested my head on her chest. My arms circled her, I could feel her heart beating in desperation. It was like she was trying to tell me something

If only she could talk. Maybe she could tell me what was in her heart. Who attacked her and why was she always afraid.