Whoever said bad things come in threes, was a liar.
I wish that were true right now, because this last week, bad thing after bad thing has happened to me, and I don't know how much more I can take. I have just about reached my limit for life changing and traumatic events.
And the universe wasn't done with me yet, apparently.
You are my Luna, and I thought you should see this.
I was still staring at my banking app when a text popped up suddenly. It's from a number I don't have saved, and they've sent a video.
My husband, standing in front of the medical wing, sliding what looks to be a very big rock on May's finger. They're still wearing the same clothes they wore to the ceremony. This had to be just taken. She was hurt enough to be laying in a hospital bed twenty minutes ago, suddenly she had enough energy to be flouncing around with another woman's husband?
"Congratulations on your rebirth with your new pack." I swallow thickly as he smiles down at her warmly, and pulls her against his chest for a hug.
I can feel tears dripping from my eyes, and anger building in my chest. I stand up, leaving my phone on the ground and approaching a picture of Killian and I on our wedding day. It sits on a small table beside the front door, in a silver frame.
I pick it up, glaring a little at the smile on my face.
"You are not who I thought you were." I mutter to the picture when my eyes move onto Killian. "Dammit!" I scream suddenly, whipping around and throwing the picture as hard as I can across the room. It shatters against the wall, glass flying everywhere. There's a small hole in the wall now too. "Just great." I mutter, stomping over to the damage I'd done. "Something else that's ruined!" I know I'm being rash and a little dramatic as I slam my fist into the wall, doubling the size of the hole, but I can't stop myself.
I'm so goddamn angry right now.
Angry that Killian would do this to me, after everything I've done for him. After everything we promised each other, and all the times I've helped him when no one else would. What, now that he had it all, he was just going to push me aside?
"What? What do you want?" I laugh bitterly, tears still streaming down my face, as my phone starts to ring from where I'd abandoned it. I let it ring for a moment, closing my eyes and taking a couple of deep breaths before turning away from my mess and walking to my phone.
"What?" I snap when I finally answer it. I hadn't even checked who it was when I'd answered.
"Everly?" I'm a little startled when it's Killian's voice on the other line.
"Oh, it's you." I say flatly.
"Yes... I need you to do something." I roll my eyes. Of course you do, because you're a helpless man child, apparently.
"And what's that?" I ask bitterly. I can hear the hesitation in his voice when he speaks again.
I was starting to lose my composure about this whole May thing, and I think Killian was finally noticing.
"Beatrice, she's in trouble again. I got a call from the Barron pack's Beta; she crossed into their land last night and he found her passed out in their wine cellar. I guess she drank the Alpha's favorite vintage or something. The Beta is giving us a chance to collect her and compensate the pack for what she stole, but we have to go before the Alpha returns tonight. I'm too busy, I need you to go and bail her out."
I scoff, shaking my head and holding the phone away from my face for a moment. Quite frankly, I don't care if he knows I'm fed up with this side piece bullshit.
"Fine, Killian." I say curtly once I've brought the phone back against my ear, quickly hanging the phone up before he has a chance to say anything else.
This is probably the last thing I will do for him.
"Everly, it's good to see you." I smile at Wesley, the Beta to the Barron pack, and the one who'd found my husband's drunk, underage sister passed out in their wine cellar.
I'd had one of my pack members drive me as far as they could to the Barron lands, then I'd had to get out and walk through the woods to reach it.
Wesley was at the border, with two men, both loosely holding an arm of Beatrice as she swayed back and forth between them. She was definitely still drunk, I could tell even from here.
"I'm really sorry about this." I grimace at the sight of Killian's little sister. This definitely didn't make our Alpha look good.
Wesley laughs a little. "You're just lucky the Alpha wasn't around to find her. He is very serious about his wine."
I laugh awkwardly, pulling my phone out of my pocket and taking a step forward. "I really am sorry. Let me know how much it was and I'll transfer the money right now. And we'll get out of your hair."
"Of course. She drank six bottles of a nineteen seventy three chateau montelena chardonnay. Fifteen thousand should cover it."
My eyes widen a little, but I pull my banking up and start setting up transfers. Killian told me to bail her out, so that's what I'll do.
"Why isn't my brother here?" I glance up at Beatrice, who has zeroed her drunken glare in on me.
"He was busy." Is all I say as I confirm the first transfer for two thousand dollars.
"Too busy for his little sister?" I raise a brow at Wesley as I confirm another transfer.
After a few more transfers, Wesley checks his phone as well, and finally hands Beatrice over.
"Thank you." I say one last time before I grab her arm to guide her back to the car waiting for us.
I ignore the lingering eyes on as we stumble away and the questioning looks the Barron pack members were giving me. No doubt there was gossip about the affairs happening in our pack spreading like wildfire. Especially since for some reason they decided to air the whole swearing in thing to thousands of wolves from hundreds of different wolf packs.
I don't think I even want to hear what they're saying about us right now.
"Let go of me!" Beatrice huffs once we're out of eyesight of the other pack.
"You're drunk, calm down." I mutter as she stumbles away from me and almost twists her ankle on a tree root. "Let's get you to bed, you need to sleep this off." I try to grab her arm again, but this time she slaps my hand away.
"Don't patronize me, and stop fucking touching me." She growls at me. I step back a little, somewhat confused at the aggressive attitude Beatirce was displaying right now. We'd never been best friends, but as far as I knew, she didn't hate me.
What she says next definitely changes my mind.
“I don’t need your help, Luna.” She says the word so bitterly, almost spits it at me. “You’re not special, you know. May is proof of that. You were never really meant to rule his pack. You know that, right?” She leans towards me then, suddenly looking stone cold sober. She grabs my face in between her hands roughly, staring into my eyes.
“You’re an outsider. A nobody from a nameless pack with no power. That’s the only reason you ever went after my brother in the first place. You’re just pretending to love him, so you can take his pack.” I furrow my brow at her words. “You’ll see soon enough, Killian is done with you. Soon enough, you’ll be gone.” She sneers at me, lets my face go, hiccups, and turns away suddenly to stumble towards the road where the car waits for us.
I linger, staring at the spot where she'd been.
I rest my hands gently on my stomach, a million thoughts running through my mind.
I think I can actually feel my heart breaking in my chest right now.
What had I done to deserve this? Why had May had to show up right now, when I was about to get everything I had ever wanted with Killian. A strong, successful pack, a loving marriage. A family. I can feel tears welling in my eyes again, and I huff, wiping at my eyes in frustration.
This wasn't good for my baby.
All this turmoil. All this fighting, and this pain I was feeling in my chest right now. This absolute devastation I was feeling. I sigh, patting my stomach a little and making another decision based on what I know is the right move, and not on what my heart wants me to do.
It is time for me to learn how to move on from Killian.
So much paperwork. File upon file. Page upon page. It seemed like everytime someone so much as took a pack of crackers from the supplies closet I was made to fill out a form. I mean it was one of the reasons this pack was so financially stable, because no dollar was left unaccounted for. But being the one in charge of maintaining that level of thoroughness kind of sucked.It had been three days since our little encounter with the confrontational wolves at our borders. Today was supposed to be the day Killian would bring the twins by for some play time with me, but because of the growing tension, I had told him not to come. The same men had been seen multiple times lingering near the border late at night, sneaking around, probably trying to find a weak spot in the guard system. But because of their presence, I’d only increased the number of guards we had on the borders, and made sure we had a twenty four seven rotation of wolves keeping a close eye. The other’s have been very cooper
“Having any morning sickness? Lower back pain?” “No throwing up so far, and no more than usual.” I answered the obstetrician who was currently asking me questions as she tried to get a picture of the baby inside me. I was laid back in one of their sticky, plastic covered seats, my shirt lifted and my pants unbuttoned. “That’s great. Let me know if anything changes, okay?” I nod, giving her a tight smile as my eyes flick back to the sonogram screen.“Anything?” I ask. “Mmm it won’t be the best image because it looks like your baby is hiding from us, but I can get you one today. If you’d like.” She says, stopping her sonogram probe that had been gliding over my exposed belly to show me the small, barely recognizable life form inside me. The image was black and white, grainy too. I remember when I had gotten one for the twins I had been so excited at any chance of seeing them at all. Now I was wondering when they were going to get some better equipment for this medical facility, becau
Three days later and I was starting to get nervous that Beatrice wasn’t actually going to accept my offer. I guess I just kind of assumed most, if not all wolves would jump at the opportunity to be Alpha. Even though I myself was in the middle of trying to hand off the title to someone else. Either way, I’d pretty much expected her to sleep on it, and come back the next day, full of energy and ready to lead her people. I was not expecting her to go full on ghost on me, avoiding me everytime I came within fifty feet of her. I had spotted her across the training grounds just now, and had waved to her as I began to approach. She had quickly turned to one of the other guards she’d been with, said something, and darted off into the trees before I had time to talk to her. So I was currently just lingering around the training grounds, waiting to see if she’d come back. If she didn’t want the Alpha spot, that was fine, I guess. But I needed to know for sure before I moved onto someone else
“You’re kidding, right?” Beatrice asks me after a moment of staring at me with a slack jaw. I consider, then shake my head “Seems like a weird thing to kid about.” I say earnestly.She laughs a little incredulously, shaking her head. “Why?” She finally asks. I shrug a little. “Well, I don’t know you well enough quite yet to completely hand it over to you, but from what I’ve seen so far, I’m at the very least interested.” She looks like she’s having a hard time believing my words, which I really don’t understand. She seems strong, physically and mentally. Seems smart and knowledgeable about her pack. People seem to listen to her, respect and look up to her. I still wanted to get to know her a little better to make sure she wasn’t going to make the personality shift all my previous candidates had made. But there was really good potential in her, that much I could tell for sure.“This just seems… out of nowhere.” She says, sitting back in her seat a little.“I mean, not really. I’ve b
We walked into my office, Beatrice close behind as I held the door open for her. She mutters a quiet “thanks” and I move behind the desk as she plops into the chair on the other side.“So.” I say once we’re sat. “Tell me about yourself.” She raises her eyebrow a little, like she was expecting something else, which I’m sure she was. “Uh. I mean… What do you want to know?”She rubs at the back of her neck a little, looking suddenly awkward. “Anything. Where you grew up. What your parents are like, what you spend your time doing.” “Well. I grew up here, in Sebastian's pack. He… found me, after my pack was wiped out by a group of rogues.” Her face changes a little when she brings up her former Alpha, contorting into a pained, regretful expression. “I think I was seven when he found me. He was barely a teenager himself, but I still remember how big he had seemed to me when he’d first found me tucked away in a bush. I don’t even know how long I’d been hiding, but he’d said it looked like
I guess the universe was getting bored with toying with me, because two days after I’d had to boot Andrew, my most promising candidate yet made themselves known. A woman. Her name was Beatrice Longfall. Though her connection to her once royal bloodline was weak at this point, it still shone through when she was working and leading her pack mates.Apparently, she’d been off with a few others for a while now, looking for Sebastain. To no avail. Her and the twelve pack members who had been with her didn’t look pleased when they’d returned, irritated almost. They all just said they couldn’t find him, but I wondered if that was true. What if they had found him, and he had refused to come back? I’m sure that stubborn pride of his wouldn’t allow it, even if it’s what made sense. I didn’t pry too much though. I first saw her leading a group of guards out to the borders, her walking in front as they all strode behind her. All it had taken was one snap of her fingers, and they were all shift
I sigh heavily, letting another file I’d built for a new potential Alpha fall into the trash can. This one’s name had been Andrew Powell, a long residing pack member with good combat skills. When I'd asked around about him, all anyone had to say was good things, and everyone seemed to know him. With that in mind, I had eagerly pursued him, and of course, he was just as eager to accept the challenge.He’d started off great, doing his best to make a good impression. Then it was like something changed, and he let the mask drop. He started acting like he already had the Alpha title, parading around telling everyone what to do. So this morning, I’d brought him into what I was currently using as an office, and told him he was no longer being considered for the Alpha position. Of course he had gotten pissed, started telling me I wasn’t even qualified to make this kind of decision, and that maybe he would just take the title without my blessing. At least I knew now I was right in my choice.
Was this how Everly felt when I had been unfaithful in our marriage? Did she too feel this sadness, this envy, this anger?All I could think about was hearing those words from her, “I’m pregnant. And it’s not yours.” Over and over again like a broken record.Pure, unfiltered rage courses through my veins as I stomped out of our house, swinging the door open so hard it cracked against the wall behind it. I ignored the stares from the pack members I’d had outside with Ella and Eli, and didn't stop to answer their questions of where I was going and if I was okay. The twins would be fine with them for a little, maybe better than if they were left in my care.Because I was anything but okay. My woman was pregnant with another man’s child, and I had a very good feeling on who’s it was. I could tell by her hesitation, the tone in her voice. It was that bastard’s, Sebastain’s. The image of them screwing pissed me off, and made bile rise in my throat. I didn’t even want to think about them
“Hey, babe. How’d it go today?” Killian’s voice says in my ear through my phone. I swallowed thickly at his question, clenching the phone in my hand so tightly I was scared it was going to break. This was the part I was dreading. Killian and I were just reconnecting, and now I was about to tell him I was going to be gone for some undetermined amount of time. Not to mention… There was a baby growing in me right now. What if I was gone for months? I would show back up with a swollen belly. That would be nothing if not jarring. I mean, it’s not like I had cheated on him or anything. But I still felt guilty, horrible even, at the life growing inside of me. “It was okay.” I say, then fall silent. I know he’s waiting for me to tell him more, what I chose to do, because I hadn’t even told him my plan. It was kind of a last minute call. That, and I’m too weak. He had hugged me with such warmth before I left, kissing my cheek and telling me he couldn't wait for me to come home. “Uhm. I gues