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The Weight that Stays

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Chapter 79 – The Weight That Stays

Ollie’s POV

The morning started like any other, but it felt different. Lighter, maybe. Or maybe I was just too tired to notice how heavy things were. I got dressed slowly, staring at my reflection for a long time before leaving my room. My eyes still looked worn out, but the constant ache in my chest wasn’t as sharp as it used to be.

Ryder’s message from last night was still on my screen. You don’t have to be okay all the time. Just breathe. I’m here.

It was simple, but it did something to me — something small, something quiet. No one had ever said words like that to me and meant them.

When I got to school, he was already there, waiting near the gate. I almost turned around, not because I didn’t want to see him, but because part of me didn’t know how to handle what I felt when I did.

He smiled when he saw me. Not a big smile — just a small, calm one that made my chest tighten.

“Hey,” he said softly.

“Hey.”

We fell into step like it was natural, like
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