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The weight of Silence

Author: Cane
last update Last Updated: 2025-09-26 21:06:43

Chapter 62: The Weight of Silence

Ollie's pov

I woke up before my alarm, my heart pounding like it had been running all night while my body lay perfectly still. The room felt too warm, my sheets tangled around me as if I’d been fighting something in my sleep. My breath caught when I remembered, everything I’d done, every frantic moment under the cover of darkness when Ryder’s voice and his face wouldn’t leave my head. Shame flushed through me so fast it hurt.

I rolled onto my side and curled in on myself, trying to block it all out. It didn’t work. The images only sharpened. His eyes watching me with that slow-burning intensity, his voice low and edged with something dangerous, the way he looked at me like he could see every secret I’d tried to bury.

A hollow ache settled in my chest. I hated how much space he took up in my mind. I hated that my own body betrayed me.

Dragging myself out of bed felt impossible, but the thought of staying here with my thoughts was worse. I went through
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