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Chapter Five: Tobias's Pov

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Tobias's POV

He kissed me, and I didn't push him back. I pushed his back against the wall, delving my tongue deeper into his mouth.

The kiss wasn't gentle, it was possessive. I was trying to map every part of his mouth. "Mmn." He moaned into my mouth, sending waves of vibration through my body.

Then I suddenly remember what I am doing. I pulled back from him instantly, holding his shoulder to steady his body. "Why did you stop?" He whined leaning closer to me again.

"You are drunk Fabian." I whispered softly, trying to fight the urge to claim his red plump lips again.

"You know my name?" He asked, puzzled.

He doesn't even know who I am. "Come on, let's get you home." I walked him to my car and helped him get into the passenger seat.

"What's your home address?" I asked him.

"Home? Address? I have no home." He mumbled under his breath.

Great, he can't even remember his address. I turned the ignition on, driving over to my house. By the time we got there, he was already asleep. His snores were like music to my ears.

I stared at his peaceful and adorable face for some time before snapping back to my senses. What the hell am I doing? Get yourself together Tobias, he is your student.

I cleared my throat, tapping him lightly. "Fabian, we are here." But he didn't wake up. Now, I have to carry him inside.

I got out of the car, walked to the passenger seat and carried him bridal style inside my house. I made my way to the guest bedroom and dropped him on the bed lightly.

I took his shoes off, and the apron he was putting on too. I covered him with the sheets about to head out when he grabbed my hand.

"Don't." He whispered. "Don't leave me please." I tried to pull my hand away from his but his grip on my hand tightened.

I sat down beside him on the bed. Looking at his restless face, he looks disturbed. And what was that about 'don't leave me.' had someone left him before.

I tried to pull my hand back but he wouldn't let go. How am I supposed to leave here and get some rest now. I could always sleep here but that doesn't sound or look like something a professor and his student should do.

I mean he could press charges against me for violation or something, and I do not want another case with the police.

I finally yanked my hand away from his and tucked him in properly and left the room. I took a shower and went to bed.

~

Knock Knock.

The sound of someone knocking on my room door woke me up. There is only one person in my apartment right now, and that is Fabian.

I hurried out of bed, opening the door to see him, still looking sleepy and staring at me. "Dr. Reyes?" He asked, confused.

"What am I doing here?"

"Ahem." I cleared my throat.

"I brought you home from the bar last night..." Before I could finish he cut me off.

"Did we? Oh my God."

"Relax Fabian, I just helped you. You were drunk and I happened to be around, and I brought you here." I explained.

"Brought me here?"

I nodded my head.

"Why not just take me back to mine." He questioned.

"You were drunk Fabian, I asked for your address but you said you had no home."

"Really? Sorry for the trouble I caused you."

"It's fine, it's the least I can do." I replied back.

"I'm going to take my leave now. Thank you so much for helping me."

"Hold on." I ran to my nightstand, picking up my phone to check the time.

4 AM?

"It's still dark outside. Why not wait for a few more hours?"

"Ohh, I didn't check the time before coming to knock on your door. Sorry for waking you up." He apologized.

"It's fine Fabian. You can go back to bed, I will wake you up in a few hours."

"Thank you once again." He said before closing my door and going back to the guest room.

I felt a pang in my chest. He didn't remember the kiss, I don't even know why I was feeling sad. I should be happy he didn't remember but no.

I laid back on my bed, tossing around. I couldn't sleep. I kept thinking about the feeling of his lips on mine. How his lips fit mine like the missing piece of a puzzle.

Urgh, I stood up from the bed walking to my desk. I decided to grade some papers since I couldn't sleep. But, I couldn't concentrate. I kept thinking about the kiss, his warm mouth.

My dick jerked up at that thought. Just perfect, I can't sleep and now I have a freaking boner just great. I entered my shower to deal with my boner.

I pulled my shorts down, gripping my erection already leaking with precum in my hands. I closed my eyes, running my hand up and down my erection.

Then his face popped up in my head and I quickly let go of my dick and opened my eyes. No no no, I can't jerk off to the thoughts of him.

It's wrong, I shouldn't. He is my student, maybe it's because it's been a long time since I last had sex. Yeah, that must be it.

I should probably go to the club tomorrow, get a lady or a man and ease myself. Yes, I'm bisexual. Just my sister knows about it though, I like to keep that part of me private from other people.

I tried to think of things that disgust me so my erection can go down. Finally I thought of one and my dick became soft immediately.

Great, I left the bathroom attempting to try and sleep again when my alarm rang. It's been 2 hours since Fabian came here?

No more sleep for me then, so I went back to the bathroom. I took a shower and brushed my teeth. I got ready for school and decided to wake Fabian up.

Knock Knock.

I knocked on the door of the guest room. "Yes?" He called out from inside the room.

"It's past six already. Take a shower, I will fix us something while you bathe." I replied.

"Thank you. I will join you soon."

I nodded my head even though he couldn't see it. And went to the kitchen to quickly make pancakes and scrambled eggs. I don't even know if he would like this, I should have asked him.

He came downstairs as I was dishing out the food, and sat down. "Here you go." I said pushing the food to him.

"Thank you." He replied with a smile.

I turned around, heading to the refrigerator behind him to pour us juice. Then the fork I was holding fell on the floor beside him.

We both bent down at the same time to pick it up. Our hands touched, he lifted his eye up staring straight into my eyes.

My eyes flicked down to his plump red lips.

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