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AESPIA’S POV

My whole body felt sore and battered but that didn't even begin to compare to the immense pain that was coming from between my legs as he continuously thrusted into me.

I groaned in pain as my body shook in response to those thrusts. Asides that, I didn't move an inch as he humped frenzily into me. I was absolutely dry, unable to mutter a bit of arousal but that didn't matter to him as he chased his own pleasure without pause.

To think that the very stunning man above me using me like I was but a sex doll was once the man that had claimed he loved me in a million ways was unbelievable.

He was the mate bestowed onto me by the moon goddess as well as my own Alpha and husband.

Enzo.

I had once been so attracted to him that even one touch of his could set me ablaze but now, after so many years of being forcefully taken by him, my opinions not mattering, my body was unable to mutter any ounce of pleasure.

I had fought back numerous times but after being beaten to stupor and even almost being paraded naked through the pack, I learned my lesson to just shut up and take it. I couldn't even bring myself to cry as the tears had run out at a point.

My actions of keeping shut and letting him do as he pleases didn't sit right with my wolf, Zyon, so she had shut me out and refused to talk to me. I hated her for that. She would never understand how it felt to be ripped into shreds by the man who was once your world and then being bound to him, unable to escape.

A sharp sting on my face brought me out of my thoughts and I hissed my head turning slowly to face him only to realize that he was done a long time ago and now he was staring at me, fully dressed with displeasure written all over his face. Slowly, I brought my hand upwards to rub at where he had just slapped me.

My mind was quite muddled which is why I forgot what I was meant to do after. I shouldn't have.

“Bitch! How many times have I told you what to do.” He roared and then before my body could scamper backwards when I realized I was in danger, he had grabbed at my hair and was pulling me off the bed. I landed hard on the ground and winced as the impact dug at old injuries.

I screamed and he winced, his frown becoming deeper.

Shit!

“I'm sorry Alpha. T.. thank you for allowing this barren mutt to get a bit of your time.” I stuttered holding onto his legs.

My whole body was shaking and I was suspended in the air by my hair which made my whole scalp burn but I didn't dare to falter. I kept repeating those degrading words again and again like a broken record.

I looked up at him cautiously only to see that he was staring back down at me, totally unamused.

Fear engulfed me.

Driven by panic and fear, I yanked myself downwards and placed my head on his feet in a bowing position. I was sure a ton of my hair would have come out but at this point, I didn't give a crap.

Like a pathetic dog, a far cry from the daughter of the once glorious Alpha of the MoonGrove pack, I stuck out my tongue and then lapped at his muddy boots while repeating that I was sorry. Tears streamed down my face as I worked but I didn't stop. I couldn't dare to.

My disgusting actions seemed to pay off as Enzo chuckled before his hold on my hair loosened finally. He pulled back his boots, leaving me bowing there, tongue stuck out. I didn't dare look up though.

“Disgusting swine. How could a Luna - scratch that as no Luna of mine could be a barren tramp - be so sick and twisted.” He mocked and I bit my lips pushing down the retort that came to my brain.

I wanted so badly to tell him that he was the one who was sick for making me like this just because I couldn't bare a child. Instead of letting me go, he bound me to him and took pleasure in torturing me till I was but a shell of myself.

I heard the sound of fabric rustling and then I flinched when his hand touched my hair.

He calmly patted my hair in what I would have taken as a bid to comfort me if not for my situation. “Even as useless and sick as you are, I still condone your presence. You can see that I'm very kind and caring, right?”

I was shaking but I didn't forget to nod and answer. “Y…y..yes Alpha.”

“Good girl.” He smirked and then he hummed in approval before removing his hands and walking out.

The tears I had been holding back finally fell like torrents as I dragged myself off to the bathroom where I freshened up. I didn't have the luxury to mope around as I knew that any moment now, I would be summoned for the full moon festival and Enzo would expect I looked like nothing ever happened behind close doors.