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Saphielle's POV: Monday classes were always boring but I'd sell my soul to the devil if my professor could drag this class till night. I'm not kidding. I'd do it. I would do basically anything to hide away from people and keep their attention off me. Not that my appearance was helping matters right now. My eyes were swollen and red from hours of crying. My hair looked like I rolled out of bed and just forced it into a bun—that's literally what I did since I was trying to avoid people, especially Annika and Rosita. The rest of the weekend was an endless torture. After the humiliating public break up, I'd returned to my dorm room with Annika and Rosita waiting to give me the punishment they'd promised. I had to clean their room, reorganize every shelf, and wash their toilets. When they were satisfied, I was asked to crawl until I couldn't feel my knees and my back ached. At one point, I forgot about my recent heartbreak. They even made me stand outside in the cold for hours until they got bored. When I'd gotten back to my room, I'd stuffed my face in my pillows and bawled my eyes out. On every inhale, the pain in my heart intensified. I cried until there were no tears left. I cried until my throat felt too dry like I'd been eating sand. It wasn't fair how I was always in some trouble or drama. I just wanted it to be over. But I knew it was far from being over with how Kasper had handled the break up. And because of that, I didn't leave my room the whole of Sunday but the rumors definitely got to me through my annoying roommate. Rumors of how I got dumped because of my ‘promiscuous’ activities. I'm beginning to think my reasons for enduring this suffering weren't enough. Surely, I wouldn't be the first person forfeiting a fully funded scholarship, right? I could look for very cheap colleges and work shifts to help out? Did I have to further my education? I could just learn a skill instead. I could— “Miss Caelwyn?” Professor Oakwood's stern voice broke my thoughts. Oh shit. All eyes were on me now. I wanted nothing more than to disappear. “I can see my class is meaningless to you,” he said, adjusting his glasses. “I'm hoping you have something more interesting to share with the class,” Anxiety flared, my cheeks burned. “N-no sir.” His lips thinned, a disapproving look etched on his face. “Tell the class what I was saying before I called your attention.” I blinked. Wait, what? He didn't mean that, right? But the stern look on his face as he waited impatiently for response proved otherwise. But I had no reply for him. I'd been so deep in thoughts I hadn't heard a word he said. He huffed, folding his arms. “Do you at least know what today's topic is?” Of course I did. Just not what he was talking about. “Ask her about dicks!” A boy hollered just before I could reply. “Yes! She's an expert in that area!” Another added much to my horror. “She might suck yours, Professor!” “Saphielle takes it like a good little slut!” “She–” “ENOUGH!!” Professor Oakwood barked. “Not another word from any of you!” The class fell deathly quiet. I hung my head low, staring at my clenched fists until they blurred by the tears gathered in my eyes. “Miss Caelwyn.” I did not look up. I swallowed thickly, fighting back tears. “Yes, professor.” “Please pay attention in class next time.” I nodded. Scared if I opened my mouth to say one more word, the dam would break free. The rest of the class went smoothly and soon, it was over. I was the first to rise, my bag already packed and I was out the door in seconds. It was better this way. I couldn't face anyone after that humiliating scene. My next class wasn't until noon. It was either to go back to my dorm room and risk running into my bullies or finding an empty class to hide in until it was time. I chose the latter. Letting out a sigh, I clutched my bag strap and kept my head low. I could feel some student's eyes on me as I moved past them. Judging. Disgusted. When I finally found an empty classroom, my shoulders sagged in relief. I'd just slipped inside when a voice reached my ears. I felt my spine stiffened as goosebumps scattered across my skin. “Look who the cat dragged in.” I spun around so fast, I almost got a whiplash. My pulse roared in my ears as Gavril's smile widened. Nerves lined the walls of my stomach as I took a few steps backwards. He stepped inside the classroom. And what's worse was he wasn't alone. He had his three best friends with him. Panic crashed into me, wrapping its claws around my heart. I knew it. Nothing ever worked the way I wanted it to. “You've been avoiding me. Why?” he asked as he took slow, measured steps towards me and I took several back. I felt like a caged prey and Gavril was the predator. I could feel his lustful eyes on my body and I shivered in disgust. “I… I don't want any trouble, please,” I begged. “Trouble?” He laughed. “I'm not here for trouble, baby. All I asked was a question and I expect an answer.” A lump formed in my throat. “I… I'm not a-avoiding you.” “Liar,” he scoffed, crowding me. And when my back hit the wall, my stomach sank. Gods. Please get this bastard away from me, please. “...If you weren't avoiding me, why the fuck do you skip the class we share?” He arched a brow as he placed one hand on the wall above my head and I felt myself shrink further. “Why, Saphielle?” I gulped, my heart beating wildly. “I-I dropped it.” “Another lie.” When his free hand brushed a stray strand from my face, I felt my stomach recoil violently in disgust. “You can't run from me, baby,” he murmured. I hated when he called me that. Felt like worms were crawling underneath my skin. “...I want you so badly, and I'll have you whether or not you want it, baby.” Sweat trickled down my temples, my heart racing wildly. “Please, just let me go,” I begged. “You have a girlfriend. Mistress Annika.” And she's going to fucking kill me. His eyes darkened with anger. “Don't bring up that bitch's name. You're the one I want!” ‘And have you perhaps considered the fact that I might not want you back?!’ I said that in my head of course. I dare not say such words out, I'd be dead meat in seconds… “Kiss me,” He suddenly ordered and my eyes grew wide. “W-what?” “You heard me, Saphielle,” his voice was a low growl. “Kiss me.” Shit. Shit. Shit. My eyes darted to the door. Then to his friends who stood a few feet away like guard dogs. There was no way I could outrun them. I was trapped. What do I do?! “Don't even think about it.” Gavril's voice sliced through my chaotic thoughts. “There's no escaping me.” I knew that. Gavril wasn't just another senior, his family was also one of the founding fathers and they are close to the Alpha King. But why he was making my life so damn difficult? I had no idea. All I wanted was peace and quiet until my next class and I couldn't even have that. Angry tears pricked at the corner of my eyes, I wanted so badly to gouge his eyes out. But I don't, instead, “Please… I can't do that, Master Gavril.” “You're so goddamn stubborn for someone as skittish as a mouse,” he sighed like I'd exasperated him. “I'm being nice by asking you to do it, if I wanted, I could take it by for—” I felt it first. A presence so powerful and suffocating before a voice growled, “What is going on here?” Gavril stiffened while relief flooded me, my body going slack as the tension seeped out. He turned away from me, creating a distance between us, and I was finally able to breathe in air that didn't contain his harsh scent. I peered over Gavril's shoulder, catching a glimpse of my savior. My breath hitched when Prince Azrael's cold, green eyes met mine. I didn't think I could be happy to see Azrael after how rudely he spoke to me, but I was. “I'm just talking to her,” Gavril forced a laugh, breaking the silence. “What are you doing here anyway, your highness?” Azrael's eyes narrowed as they moved from Gavril to me. “Talking? That didn't look like ‘talking’ to me.” ‘Because it wasn't.’ I wanted to yell but I knew better. Gavril stepped further away from me, approaching Azrael and it was only then I noticed that his minions were nowhere in sight. “You know how these junior students are,” he huffed. “Too stubborn and don't take corrections. I had to discipline her.” “Ah, yes and you had to do that in an empty classroom,” Azrael said flatly as his eyes landed on me again. “Get out.” Oh good. Goddess be praised! Finally! I grabbed my bag which had fallen earlier, about to dash out of the classroom… “Not you, little red,” Azrael growled. Little red? “...Get out, Gavril.” Gavril balked, anger flaring in his eyes as his jaw tightened. He was seconds away from telling Azrael to fuck off but he stormed off instead. As soon as Gavril was out the door, Azrael stalked closer to me, each step stealing my breath away. As scary as he was, he was magnificent, a sight to behold. He had that arrogance and effortless grace about him all wrapped in sinful, dangerous good looks. His eyes were studying me though, like I was a new species… Like I was worth looking at with that much attention. His gaze was so intense, it was a struggle to not squirm. Why was he looking at me like that? Like… like he thinks I'm familiar? That's stupid. We've never met. “You're an odd one,” He said at last. I frowned. I've been called slut. Cocksucker. Whore. Fat—only because I wasn't a size 6 or 8. But odd? That's a new one. Either way. I don't care. I'm grateful for his interference but I wanted to be anywhere but here. “Thank you for your help, Prince Azrael,” I said sincerely. And also, hoping he'd get the hint and let me leave. Instead, he inched closer… Too close for comfort, all I could smell was his intoxicating scent. I could almost feel his warmth— Wait… My eyes widened. Was he fucking sniffing me? “What are y—” “Same hair… Same—” A pause, then he leaned back. “But no scent… You're not her.”CHAPTER SIXTY:Saphielle’s POV: “You’ve been warned!” The old lady yelled at me, tears rolling down her cheeks. “Stay away!”“Then tell me why?!” I shot back. “Why do you keep coming to me if you won't give me clarification?”She didn't answer; instead, she kept crying as I watched her form disappear slowly. Goddess. This was frustrating. I need to wake up. How do I leave the stupid dream?I was fucking sick and tired of coming back here. It drove me crazy!!!“Saphielle!” A familiar voice called out behind me, making goosebumps scatter across my skin.What the fuck? It couldn't be. I turned and the last person I expected to see, dressed like the rest of the soldiers with a sword in his hand was Azrael. “Azrael?” I gasped, taking in his form. “This isn't real.”It felt like I had to remind myself of that. This is a dream.But Azrael, he felt too real. The man before him was every bit the man I knew except his eyes.Where were his eyes?Why was there just plain skin where there s
CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE:Saphielle’s POV: It was going to take some getting used to. I still felt that slight ache in my heart. And I feel kind of awkward around her but it’ll get better, I hope.I really want to let it go. I'll try.“Does Kasper treat you well at least?” I asked moments later after we both settled down. She forced a laugh. “Of course, he's the sweetest.”The way she talked… her body language… I wondered if I was reading too much meaning into it. If I should tell her he tried to get back with me recently.Wait. How did I forget that? I'd been so self-absorbed that I completely forgot about that..But I couldn't tell her. What if I’m wrong? I mean, it could mean he was messing with me, right? After all his actions proved he never really liked me, even though he was trying to make us ‘work.’ Eventually, she asked me about my dream again. I gave in. “Not to be overly superstitious, but these aren't just dreams anymore,” She said quietly. “Last time we summed it up to y
CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT:Saphielle's POV:Liora?But that name doesn't ring any bells… Sure, it wasn't a common name but I know at least five girls in this dorm who bear it.“Mom, is there anything else you can tell me about the night terrors from that time?” I asked, hopeful. “No, hon. That's all I can remember,” she replied. “And please, Saphielle, keep your necklace on at all times. I'm begging you. Please, you know—”“It was just that ONE time, ma.” She sighed. “It still is dangerous. I'm so worried right now; I might go down to your school to confirm everything is fine. Please, protect it, guard it like it's your life or our family will be ruined.”Here we go again.“And you still won't tell me why a necklace holds the safety of our family?” She paused for a second. And then she spoke, “No dear, it’s much safer for everyone if you're kept in the dark.”Same reply as always. Why did I even expect any valuable response? “Alright ma, I've gotta go. Say hi to dad for me.”“Okay, ho
CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN:Saphielle's POV:“You wanna tell me what happened in your dream?” Leanne asked, breaking the awkward silence.“No.”She blew a breath, flexing her fingers around the wheel. “Same nightmares? The one with the woman and child?”I kept quiet. But she didn’t take the hint.“… I don't see any marks on your neck like the last time. Was it because I woke you up?”Unable to hold back, I blurted. “It changed. Now can you stop trying to spark a conversation?”“Wait.” She eyed me briefly, completely ignoring my request. “What do you mean it changed?” “Nothing,” I said firmly. “Let it go.”Surprisingly, she obeyed. Which was good because I had bigger problems and I wasn’t even sure mom would pick up the phone. It's been three weeks since I tried reaching her.Minutes later, we pulled up to my dorm. “Thanks,” I said quickly, climbing out of the car. I hurried up to my room, but as soon as I walked in, I was surprised to find someone sitting on my bed.“Rina?” I frowned. Ri
CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX:Saphielle's POV:The heavy stench of burning flesh, the overwhelming smell of blood, I could almost taste its metallic taste on my tongue.It's happening again.But it's weird. This time I am aware it's a dream... or is it?Because it didn't feel like one, it felt familiar, like a memory… I can't explain it but it feels like this was something I was supposed to remember? It felt like my mind was trying to get me to remember what happened here but it made no goddamn sense.Goddess help me. Am I going insane?One thing is certain, though: it's the same dream I've been having. But the crying mother and her child aren't here. I don't know if I should feel relieved about that because the soldiers are still as violent as ever ignoring the cries of the people as they put an end to their lives one after the other without any mercy. Why are they doing this? Why is no one stopping them?More importantly, why do I keep dreaming about this place? About a world I never existed
CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE:Azrael’s POV: “You think he’ll be okay?” Caspian asked, breaking the silence as I drove us up to the palace. “He looked worried as hell.”An annoyed sigh escaped me. “Of course he was worried. Why wouldn’t he be when you ran your big mouth about ‘problems we needed to tackle’” From my peripheral view, I could see his jaw drop dramatically, eyes widening..“Oh, so it’s my fault now?” He retorted. “You know damn well it is better to deal with this mess faster than let it linger. Like, yeah, you wouldn't be punished but the people would start talking if we let things get out of control.” I said nothing as I continued to focus on the road ahead.He was right though. Things could get out of control.People would talk. I know what this looked like; the heir to the throne killing alphas like they were bugs. The people would fear for their lives thinking it was worth so little. So it was better to give them an explanation earlier on, put their minds at ease, and do w
CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT:Izar’s POV: 6pmI'm supposed to be done with this project before tomorrow seeing as it's due tomorrow and needs to be submitted during my first class but Leanne's texting and I'm hoping Saphielle will join the chat.Leanne: okay, where the hell is Saphy? A valid question sin
CHAPTER FORTY-THREE:Saphielle’s POV: The library wasn't vacant, far from it, but it was very quiet, and ideas for my presentation seemed to be flowing smoothly—perks of reading in the library at night.No annoying jocks who pretend they care about their school work and no unwarranted PDA from cou
CHAPTER FORTY-TWO:Saphielle’s POV: So we're on a friendship date. Leanne's words not mine. I'm trying to find the right time to confess to her about the fact that I gave Kasper a chance but I can't do so in front of Izar. Who, by the way, is really sweet to me. He might not know it yet but this
CHAPTER FORTY:Azrael's POV: The first thing I noticed as soon as I woke up was my restricted arms and legs. Wait. Why am I in chains? My lids fluttered open and a groan escaped me as a sharp pain shot through me.I blinked, hoping to clear my blurry vision.“He's awake!” Izar? “I can see that







