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Azrael's POV:
The beast was getting stronger. This is not good.
Thankfully, no one saw that. They couldn't have, as we've barely left the gated driveway. There was no explanation for what had just happened without raising suspicions.
I moved too fast and instantly regretted it.
The persistent, painful, throbbing in my head was causing my vision to be blurry. I moved again, groaning at the stabbing pain that shot through me.
“Hey, man.” I think that was Caspian, his voice sounded far away. Sort of. “Hey, Azrael. You good? Can you hear me?”
I could hear the car door opening and slamming and then, the door to the driver's seat opened. Caspian grabbed my shoulders, shaking me hard enough to rattle my brain.
“Shit, bro. You're bleeding.” I heard rustling. “You need to see a doctor—”
“No!” I protested, my eyes flying open. “I'm fine. I will be fine, it's just a scratch, let's not make a big deal about this.”
Caspian huffed in frustration. “That's more than a scratch.”
I rolled my eyes cause he was being dramatic. It will be completely healed soon, and the skin will show no sign of injury.
“How bad was the car crash?” I asked, pushing him out of the way so I could climb out.
“Can't believe that's what you're asking right now,” he sighed, helping me out as I leaned on him. “... well, if you check out the front, you'll notice the headlights are pretty fucked up, the hood too.”
Carefully, I moved around to the front, taking in the irreparable damage.
Well, fuck.
The grey Aston Martin Valhalla was one of my favorites. “So we toss the Valhalla then?” Probably get a new one while at it.
He winced. “I mean, you did mess it up pretty badly for an accident that didn't have much impact.
Caspian was right, we hadn't crashed too hard yet, the hood was twisted and bent, the headlights were shattered on the concrete floor, and huge dents and scratches were decorating it. I didn't want to think too hard about the fact that it had happened this way because of my beast…
I'd rather deal with the simpler matter now. Trashing the damaged car.
“So I guess no school for us today.
I frowned. “Why? We can just take the Porsche.”
“You know we don't always have to attend these classes to keep up appearances, right?” He deadpanned.
“Speak for yourself.”
He gawked. “Since when did you give a fuck about those classes?”
I smirked. “Who says I'm going to campus for the classes? I'm doing this for freckles.”
He faked a gag, his face twisting into a look of disgust. “You're disgustingly cringe.”
I huffed a laugh, shaking my head, and strolled back to the house to get the key fob. Moments later, I'm about to drive out when Caspian stops me and slides in next to me. I guess he changed his mind about staying behind.
“You could have at least gotten a Band-Aid for the cuts above your eyebrow and hand,” Caspian said, frowning at the side of my face.
But a wide grin split my lips. “No. I want her to do that for me.”
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Saphielle’s POV:
‘KR: I miss you. Wish I could kiss you.’
‘KR: would you even let me do that?’
KR: you there?
KR: Saphy?
KR: It's not cool that you're not responding. I've been taking out my time to message you, babe.
I groaned, my fingers flying across laptop keys as I momentarily glanced up to make sure my professor didn't notice a thing.
Me: Why are you texting me? Aren't you in class or something?
I blew a breath, glaring at the blinking cursor as frustration bubbled in my chest.
Kasper's been sending me lots of texts since last night.
It's fucking annoying.
Okay, the texts weren't annoying last night. They felt familiar, tugged at my heartstrings even. It was something I'd missed, something I secretly craved. His attention, his affectionate and sweet texts, his love.
I might have pretended to be over him after that humiliating public breakup up but deep down, there was a massive hole in my heart, a sharp ache whenever I thought about him.
But now, he wouldn't stop texting even now, while I was in class and taking down notes!
If I shut the system off, then I'll have to miss out and look odd, and if I leave it on Kasper wouldn't ease up.
KR: I'm in class babe. But all I can think about is you.
KR: I'd rather stare at your gorgeous face for hours than sit through one more boring political science class.
I couldn't help it, my chest fluttered despite my earlier frustration.
KR: Can I see you later today?
I perked up at that. Cause yeah, I was willing to make things work between us… I still liked him—very much—and would love to spend time with him.
Me: Sure ;) where should we meet?
His reply was instant.
KR: Since we both wanna keep this low key, I've got the best spot. I'll bring your favorite ice cream.
KR: Strawberry flavor.
Actually, it was chocolate, but I just didn't want to hurt his feelings after he'd forgotten about that twice in the early months of our relationship, so I managed.
Me: Okay… will text you when I'm done here—
“Oh no!” I muttered to myself when a memory hit me.
‘I was supposed to return Azrael's gifts today!’
And it has to be today so I don't send mixed signals by keeping them with me for longer than necessary.
I slumped back in my seat, staring blankly at the text I was about to send.
Ugh.
This Azrael keeps messing with my life. I'm supposed to see Kasper later but now, I've got to cancel just to return his gifts!
I swallowed hard and long-pressed on the backspace key and then typed out a new text.
Me: I'm so sorry. But I just remembered the TA told me my professor would like to see me regarding some school work I did last week. It's pretty urgent and I'll make it up to you.
I shut my eyes tightly, hit send, and shut the system even as my chest rose with emotions I couldn't process.
I just lied to the guy I liked for the one I disliked.
CHAPTER SIXTY:Saphielle’s POV: “You’ve been warned!” The old lady yelled at me, tears rolling down her cheeks. “Stay away!”“Then tell me why?!” I shot back. “Why do you keep coming to me if you won't give me clarification?”She didn't answer; instead, she kept crying as I watched her form disappear slowly. Goddess. This was frustrating. I need to wake up. How do I leave the stupid dream?I was fucking sick and tired of coming back here. It drove me crazy!!!“Saphielle!” A familiar voice called out behind me, making goosebumps scatter across my skin.What the fuck? It couldn't be. I turned and the last person I expected to see, dressed like the rest of the soldiers with a sword in his hand was Azrael. “Azrael?” I gasped, taking in his form. “This isn't real.”It felt like I had to remind myself of that. This is a dream.But Azrael, he felt too real. The man before him was every bit the man I knew except his eyes.Where were his eyes?Why was there just plain skin where there s
CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE:Saphielle’s POV: It was going to take some getting used to. I still felt that slight ache in my heart. And I feel kind of awkward around her but it’ll get better, I hope.I really want to let it go. I'll try.“Does Kasper treat you well at least?” I asked moments later after we both settled down. She forced a laugh. “Of course, he's the sweetest.”The way she talked… her body language… I wondered if I was reading too much meaning into it. If I should tell her he tried to get back with me recently.Wait. How did I forget that? I'd been so self-absorbed that I completely forgot about that..But I couldn't tell her. What if I’m wrong? I mean, it could mean he was messing with me, right? After all his actions proved he never really liked me, even though he was trying to make us ‘work.’ Eventually, she asked me about my dream again. I gave in. “Not to be overly superstitious, but these aren't just dreams anymore,” She said quietly. “Last time we summed it up to y
CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT:Saphielle's POV:Liora?But that name doesn't ring any bells… Sure, it wasn't a common name but I know at least five girls in this dorm who bear it.“Mom, is there anything else you can tell me about the night terrors from that time?” I asked, hopeful. “No, hon. That's all I can remember,” she replied. “And please, Saphielle, keep your necklace on at all times. I'm begging you. Please, you know—”“It was just that ONE time, ma.” She sighed. “It still is dangerous. I'm so worried right now; I might go down to your school to confirm everything is fine. Please, protect it, guard it like it's your life or our family will be ruined.”Here we go again.“And you still won't tell me why a necklace holds the safety of our family?” She paused for a second. And then she spoke, “No dear, it’s much safer for everyone if you're kept in the dark.”Same reply as always. Why did I even expect any valuable response? “Alright ma, I've gotta go. Say hi to dad for me.”“Okay, ho
CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN:Saphielle's POV:“You wanna tell me what happened in your dream?” Leanne asked, breaking the awkward silence.“No.”She blew a breath, flexing her fingers around the wheel. “Same nightmares? The one with the woman and child?”I kept quiet. But she didn’t take the hint.“… I don't see any marks on your neck like the last time. Was it because I woke you up?”Unable to hold back, I blurted. “It changed. Now can you stop trying to spark a conversation?”“Wait.” She eyed me briefly, completely ignoring my request. “What do you mean it changed?” “Nothing,” I said firmly. “Let it go.”Surprisingly, she obeyed. Which was good because I had bigger problems and I wasn’t even sure mom would pick up the phone. It's been three weeks since I tried reaching her.Minutes later, we pulled up to my dorm. “Thanks,” I said quickly, climbing out of the car. I hurried up to my room, but as soon as I walked in, I was surprised to find someone sitting on my bed.“Rina?” I frowned. Ri
CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX:Saphielle's POV:The heavy stench of burning flesh, the overwhelming smell of blood, I could almost taste its metallic taste on my tongue.It's happening again.But it's weird. This time I am aware it's a dream... or is it?Because it didn't feel like one, it felt familiar, like a memory… I can't explain it but it feels like this was something I was supposed to remember? It felt like my mind was trying to get me to remember what happened here but it made no goddamn sense.Goddess help me. Am I going insane?One thing is certain, though: it's the same dream I've been having. But the crying mother and her child aren't here. I don't know if I should feel relieved about that because the soldiers are still as violent as ever ignoring the cries of the people as they put an end to their lives one after the other without any mercy. Why are they doing this? Why is no one stopping them?More importantly, why do I keep dreaming about this place? About a world I never existed
CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE:Azrael’s POV: “You think he’ll be okay?” Caspian asked, breaking the silence as I drove us up to the palace. “He looked worried as hell.”An annoyed sigh escaped me. “Of course he was worried. Why wouldn’t he be when you ran your big mouth about ‘problems we needed to tackle’” From my peripheral view, I could see his jaw drop dramatically, eyes widening..“Oh, so it’s my fault now?” He retorted. “You know damn well it is better to deal with this mess faster than let it linger. Like, yeah, you wouldn't be punished but the people would start talking if we let things get out of control.” I said nothing as I continued to focus on the road ahead.He was right though. Things could get out of control.People would talk. I know what this looked like; the heir to the throne killing alphas like they were bugs. The people would fear for their lives thinking it was worth so little. So it was better to give them an explanation earlier on, put their minds at ease, and do w
CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT:Saphielle's POV: Is it wrong to spy on your best friend? Izar said it wasn't wrong. He said he understood that I had been so worried about her, and even though she would get mad if she found out, she would realize that I hadn't done it with bad intentions.So, yeah. This was
CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE:Saphielle’s POV: A loud growl that shook the walls of the building ironically calmed my raging heart. A sense of comfort enveloped me, I could recognise that growl anywhere. Instantly, I felt safe as tears of relief left my eyes. My body was betraying me, constantly growing hot
CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO:Azrael’s POV: It made no sense. This has never NOT worked on anyone. I pried her hands away but she was surprisingly strong. “Baby, hey, hey. You’ll hurt yourself,” I said softly, holding both of her wrists firmly as she tried to break free… she’s like an untamed animal, her sc
CHAPTER FIFTY:Azrael’s POV:I jerked awake, my heart squeezing tightly. I'm not sure why… It felt like I was being forced awake. I must have dozed off a bit waiting for Saphielle to be done hanging out with my brother and her friend.I hated it. Knowing Izar has a crush on her made it almost imp







