Mag-log inJuniper
Our new home was beautiful, it was a three bedroom apartment and we lived on the fifth floor. It was one of those luxurious furnished apartments you’d see on tv but never imagined having one. It looked like my parents lifestyle had upscaled in everything taste and I could tell that all of this was because of their new job. This new house had everything, we didn’t need to bring anything except our clothes. The walls were painted in white oil paint, bright and shiny lights were visible in the ceilings and the floor was marble tiled. “So what do you think of the house?” My mum asked bringing me out of my thoughts. “It’s amazing mum, I’m really impressed” “We figured you’d love it, go check out your room” my mum pushed with a warm smile. I drew my luggage, walking up the stairs to my room which was the first room on the left. Opening the door and stepping inside I let out a surprise gasp very amazed by the place. There was a large curtain bed right in the middle with beautiful pink bedsheets and comfy duvet and pillows, the flooring was wooden tiled with a nice walk in closet where I could put all of my clothes. I had a live in bathroom with an exquisite bathtub. There was also a mini verandah out front overlooking the city and the walls were painted a light shade of pink. I loved it! “Wow, mum and dad really outdid themselves” i muttered still amazed by the size of my room. After unpacking my suitcase and putting the necessary things I needed in place, I was beyond exhausted and decided to take a short nap not wasting anymore time jumping on my new comfy bed and dozing off. I woke up some hours later feeling really thirsty, I walked out my room back down the stairs into the kitchen to get myself something to drink when I found both my parents preparing dinner. “Hi guys” i greeted taking out a pack of mango juice and gulping its contents down my throat. “Hey Juni. So what do you think about your new room?” My dad asked with a teasing smile. “I honestly love it dad, you two really outdid yourselves” I said with a knowing smile causing the both of them to laugh. “We just wanted to make up for suddenly bringing you with us to America. Are we forgiven?” My mum asked hopefully. “Yeah yeah, I can’t stay mad at you guys” I said with a playful laugh going to hug the both of them as they smiled happily at me. “We promise you’re going to love living in New York” my mum said with excitement in her voice. “I hope so, it’s not like Barcelona but home is wherever you guys are” I said with a shrug making them smile proudly at me. “So are you done with unpacking?” My dad asked stealing out of the tacos my mum was making us for dinner. “Yeah and I took a short nap. How about you guys?” I asked curiously “We’re done too, and tomorrow your mum’s taking you to your new school so you can collect your uniforms and other necessities needed for your resumption” he answered giving me a smile as my nerves went into crazy mode about going to Daleton prep. “Okay. I can’t wait” I said with a nervous laugh ignoring my parents glances. ~~~~~ Grayson I walked out of the shower with a towel around my waist to find my stepsister sitting on my bed with her legs crossed as she pressed her phone. Her face reminded me a lot of my stepmother and I loathed her with every fiber of my being. Daisy on the other hand I could tolerate since she was my half sister. “What’re you doing in my room?” I growled in anger getting her attention. “Relax brother, it’s not like I want to be here” she answered rolling her eyes. “Then why are you here?” I asked rudely “Dad wants to see you, he’s in his study” “Why?” I asked drying my hair with a towel. “Something about work or some shit like that, I don’t know. He just sent me to get you” she replied with a blank look on her face. “Okay, now get out” I said gesturing to the door with a nod. No one comes into my room without my permission, it’s a rule I enforced to protect myself. “Geez what crawled up your arse? I’m leaving” she said with a glare as she left my room. I sat on my bed and wondered what it was the old man wanted to see me for. We rarely talked or saw each other and when we did we mostly fought or argued badly. I don’t exactly hate my father, I hate what he has become and it all started because of one woman. I put on something really comfortable and walked out of my room going towards his study to hear what it was he had to say.The Things I Can’t Say Grayson’s POV “I don’t know what I feel anymore.”The words should have stopped me.They should have been enough to make me step back, to put distance between us, to do the right thing for once.But they didn’t.They did the opposite.Because at least it was honest.And right now, honesty felt more dangerous than any lie.My hand tightened slightly around her wrist, not enough to hurt—just enough to keep her there. To make sure she didn’t disappear on me again.“Then feel this,” I murmured.And this time—I didn’t stop.I closed the distance completely.Her breath hitched just before my lips met hers, like she had one last second to pull away.She didn’t.The kiss wasn’t soft.It wasn’t careful.It was everything we hadn’t said, everything we’d been holding back, everything that had been building for weeks finally crashing into one moment.Frustration.Jealousy.Hurt.Want.My other hand came up instinctively, brushing against her jaw, tilting her face just sl
The Things I Can’t Say (Grayson’s POV)I shouldn’t have walked away.That’s all I could think about.The moment replayed in my head on a loop—Juniper’s face, the way her eyes searched mine like she was waiting… begging me to understand something I refused to see.And instead?I shut her out.My fist slammed against the wall beside my bed, the sharp sting barely cutting through the frustration clawing under my skin.“Idiot,” I muttered to myself.A knock sounded at my door.I froze.For a second, I considered ignoring it. Letting whoever it was go away so I could drown in my own thoughts in peace.But something in my chest tightened.I knew.“Grayson.”Her voice.Soft. Unsteady.Juniper.Every part of me went still.I crossed the room before I could change my mind and yanked the door open.And there she was.God.Her eyes were red, her lips slightly parted like she’d been rehearsing what to say but forgot the moment she saw me. She looked… fragile.And it pissed me off.Not at her.At
Juniper The walk home felt longer than usual.Or maybe it was just me—dragging my feet, my thoughts heavier than my body. Jasmine had offered to come with me, but I told her I needed space. I don’t think she believed me, but she let me go anyway.Archer didn’t.I could hear his footsteps behind me at first. Not close enough to crowd me, but not far enough to disappear either. Just… there. Like he always was.“Juniper,” he called softly.I stopped.For a second, I considered pretending I didn’t hear him. Pretending I could just keep walking and somehow outrun everything—Grayson’s anger, Ciara’s words, the way my chest still ached like something inside me had cracked.But I couldn’t.I turned slowly.Archer stood a few steps away, hands shoved into his pockets, his expression unreadable for once. Not teasing. Not careless. Just… careful.“You don’t have to walk me home,” I said, my voice quieter than I meant it to be.“I know,” he replied. “I want to.”That did something to me. Somethi
Juniper The hallway was nearly empty, the echo of slamming lockers and rushed footsteps fading as most students headed home. My own locker door creaked as I shoved my books inside, hands trembling too much to fit them neatly. My chest still felt raw, like my heart had been scraped open, and no amount of Jasmine’s soft words seemed to ease the sting. “Juni…” Jasmine said gently, her hand brushing my shoulder. “Grayson’s just… angry. He’ll come around, you know that.” I shook my head, biting my lip until it hurt. “You didn’t see his face, Jas. He looked at me like I betrayed him. Like I wasn’t—” My voice cracked, and I slammed my locker shut before I could completely fall apart. “Like I wasn’t his anymore.” Before Jasmine could respond, a sharp, cruel laugh cut through the hall. “Well, well,” Ciara’s voice drawled, every syllable dripping with venom. “Look who’s been knocked off her pedestal.” I froze, my spine stiffening as she sauntered up, arms folded, her perfect hair swaying
Grayson The water was the only thing that made sense right now. Stroke after stroke, I cut through it like I could outswim the image of Juniper with Archer’s mouth on hers. But no matter how deep I dove, no matter how long I held my breath until my lungs burned, it was still there— branded in my skull, taunting me. Her lips. His hands. Her silence. I slammed into the pool wall harder than I meant to, the sting shooting up my arm, but I welcomed the pain. It kept me from drowning in the storm inside my head. “Jesus, Gray,” Ivan’s voice echoed across the empty pool hall. “Trying to kill yourself or what?” I ignored him, pushing off again, my body cutting through the water in another furious lap. The chlorine stung my eyes, but I didn’t care. By the time I finally surfaced, Ivan was crouched at the edge of the pool, his elbows on his knees, watching me with that calm, steady look he always had. The look that made you feel like he saw too much. “You’re gonna tear yourself apart
Grayson The lounge was quieter than usual, a low hum of voices blending with the faint crackle of the fireplace. I was halfway through answering a text from my father when her perfume hit me — sharp, sweet, and suffocating. “Gray.” My jaw tightened before I even looked up. Ciara. She stood there like she owned the place, hair perfect, lips painted that same shade of red she used to wear when she wanted me distracted. I hadn’t seen her in weeks, not since I caught her tangled up with some other guy in the back of her car. “What do you want?” I asked flatly, already irritated. She tilted her head, fake innocence dripping off her voice. “Just checking in. You’ve been… busy. With her.” Juniper. She didn’t even have to say her name. The venom in her tone was enough. I slipped my phone into my pocket and stood, towering over her. “If you came here to run your mouth, don’t. I don’t have the patience.” But Ciara only smirked, stepping closer. “Funny, you look like a man who’s about t
Juniper I slid into my seat in Literature, still trying to shake off the way Grayson had kissed me in the hallway like he was drowning. My lips still tingled, my chest still tight. I told myself to focus, to bury myself in the lesson. But fate, of course, had other plans. Because Archer sat two r
Juniper The library smelled of old paper and lemon polish, quiet except for the scratch of pens and the occasional shuffle of pages. Midterms had everyone buried in books, myself included. But no matter how hard I stared at the notes in front of me, the words blurred together. Because my mind was
Grayson The lounge was our spot. Leather couches, the faint hum of music from Ivan’s phone, and the lazy sprawl of bodies after practice. It was where we could be loud, stupid, and just… us. But not tonight. Not for me. Because every time I leaned back, closed my eyes, tried to unwind, her face
Juniper Grayson’s grip on my hand was like steel, his whole body wound tight beside me. I could practically feel the anger rolling off him in waves, the way his jaw clenched, the sharpness in his eyes. And Archer… he was watching me like he wanted to see me crack. Like he wanted me to slip and re







