LOGINGABRIELLA
A few hours later, I’m in a sleek, off-the-shoulder dress, my makeup done lightly, sitting in the backseat of my father’s car while his driver takes me to Dine, an upscale restaurant in the heart of the city. The drive to the restaurant is quiet, as always. None of Papa’s employees are allowed to speak to me unless spoken to, and I don’t feel like making small talk. We arrive in no time. The restaurant is dimly lit and way too formal. But it’s Papa. I’m not surprised. When I step inside, I spot him almost immediately. He’s sitting at a table close to a window at the far right corner of the room. As always, he’s in a black suit, his greying hair is slicked back, and he is nursing a glass of wine. As I approach, I notice his men scattered around the room like they’re just regular customers. You would think this is a business meeting and not a birthday dinner. I sigh and slide into the seat across from him. “Do you really need men stationed at every corner like this is a war zone?” Papa barely looks up from his glass. “You’re late.” “I was getting dressed. The birthday girl has to look pretty.” He finally looks at me, and his expression softens. “As always, you look beautiful, bambina mia.” I cross my legs, and despite my sour mood, a smile takes over my lips. “Thanks.” He reaches into his coat pocket and retrieves a small black box. “Happy birthday.” He slides it across the table. Excited, I grab it and open it. Yes, I am a sucker for gifts, and Papa is a big gifter. It’s how, despite how annoying he can be, he always manages to stay on my good side. A soft gasp leaves my lips as I see the content of the box. Inside is a gold bracelet, delicate and glittering with small diamonds. It’s stunning, just like everything else he gives me. “Thank you,” I whisper. “You’re welcome.” He lifts his glass. “To my daughter. My pride.” I sip from the flute the waiter brings me as I watch him over the rim. He seems relaxed, which is good because Papa is never relaxed. He’s always stressed about business, a business I know little about. I just know he deals in imports and exports, which is why he travels so much and makes a lot of money. “How have your meetings been going?” I ask, twirling my glass. He hums. “Productive. Tedious.” “Aren’t you supposed to be done with this particular project by now?” I think I overheard one of his men saying something about an important shipment days ago. “They usually take around one to two weeks.” He tilts his head, studying me. “Trying to get rid of me?” Guess I wasn’t as subtle as I thought. I smile. “No… I was just wondering when I could finally start experiencing the real college experience. You know, without my father or his men lurking over my shoulders.” He laughs again, and it’s a deep, genuine sound that catches me off guard. He seems happy. Work must really be as ‘productive’ as he put it. “You should be grateful. I already compromised enough by even letting you come here.” “Yeah, yeah, you say it all the time.” I roll my eyes. Our main course is served. Papa is having some roast duck with red wine sauce while I’m having a simple truffle pasta. We eat and talk, mostly him asking questions and me giving safe, generic answers. School is fine. The professors are okay. I have friends. He seems pleased. What I don’t mention is how confusing everything is, how people talk so casually about things I’ve only seen in movies, how I don’t know how to drive, and how I’ve never been in a Walmart. I’m not naive, exactly. But there are gaps in my understanding, things I’m only just realizing everyone else already knows. My mind starts to drift as Papa answers a phone call and begins to speak in hushed Italian. Business, of course. Business over everything else. Why am I here then? I should be shaking my ass at my birthday party or something. As if on cue, my phone buzzes in my purse. I slip it out to see a message from Lisa. ‘The party is already in full blast, and Jack is here,’ with several heart emojis. I chuckle softly, then glance up to see Papa still very engrossed in his phone call. Now I’m starting to get pissed. I glance at the clock on the wall behind him. Almost ten. The night is wasting away. My eyes drift to the window beside our table, searching for anything to distract me. A glint catches my eye from through the glass window. At first, I think it’s just a reflection, but then I see the faint outline of a figure on the rooftop across the street. There’s something long in his hands. Something metallic pointed directly at our table. I might not know a lot, but I watch a lot of movies to recognize a fucking sniper rifle. I open my mouth to speak, but the words don’t come out fast enough. “DOWN! GET DOWN!” The sharp and urgent voice that belongs to one of Papa’s men bellows out. The following events happen in a split second. Papa yanks my hand and pulls me under the table just as the glass window shatters. Papa’s wine glass explodes, and shards of glass rise in the air. Screams erupt. I hear chairs scraping, people diving to the floor, and some rushing out of the room. One of Papa’s men is yelling into an earpiece as two others rush out of the room. I can’t speak or move. Willingly, that is. My body vibrates on its own accord, trembling like a leaf while my heart thuds like a drum. Papa is barking out orders while shielding me with his body. Within seconds, his men surround the table, and we’re on the move. He drags me up and pulls me toward the back exit. His men close in around us as we sprint outside. A car screeches to a stop before us, and I’m immediately shoved inside with Papa following closely. As we speed off, I twist in my seat and glance up at the rooftop. The figure is gone, but the crackling panic in my chest doesn’t fade. Because someone just tried to kill my father, and I think I was supposed to die with him.GABRIELLAThe moment Leon’s mouth makes contact with mine, my brain completely short-circuits.For a fraction of a second, I freeze against the cold brick wall, my mind struggling to process the delicious weight of his body pressed against me. But then the friction of his lips, hot and wet against mine, ignites a flame on my skin.My hands move on their own, fingers moving up to tangle into the short hair at the nape of his neck. I pull him closer and wrap my legs tighter around his waist.This isn’t anything like the clumsy, quick kisses I shared with Jack in the past. Jack kissed like a college boy trying to get done with it immediately.Leon kisses like a possessed man.The kiss is hard, rough, and intoxicatingly possessive. He shifts his grip on me, his large hands digging into my thighs and hauling my hips closer against the hard length of his body. He deepens the kiss with a possessive slide of his tongue, and I taste the liquor alongside the desperation on his tongue.A quiet m
LEONI am losing my goddamn mind.I crush the thin red plastic cup in my palm until the plastic cracks and splits under my knuckles. I’m standing in the shadows as we agreed, but every muscle in my neck is pulled tight as I track every single movement she makes.I know exactly what she’s doing.It’s a deliberate, lethal form of torture. Ten minutes ago, under the excuse that the hallway was too tight, she squeezed past me on her way to the cooler. She made sure her bare shoulder slid against my arm, her silk-draped hip brushing against my thigh.That scent of hers, sweet vanilla, warm skin, and a hint of liquor, hits my senses all at once, that not-so-innocent touch leaving a line of fire everywhere her skin brushed against mine.I am uncomfortably, ridiculously, hard.Fuck.I should not be fucking aroused on duty. I’m sure that’s utterly prohibited in the how-to-be-a-bodyguard rule book.But she’s not helping matters here.Now, she’s in the middle of the crowded living room floor, fl
GABRIELLAThe boutique smells like lavender, vanilla, and money. High-end racks of silk and satin line the walls, and for the first time since moving to New York, I’m actually dress shopping with friends. I trail my fingers over a rack of evening gowns, trying to tamp down the excitement bubbling up inside me.A few yards behind us, near the store's glass front, is Leon. He’s leaning against a display case, hands shoved in his trouser pockets, his dark eyes scanning the room like a hawk. He’s dressed in black from head to toe, which causes him to stick out like a sore thumb in the boutique filled with bright, pastel colors. But he doesn't seem to care.Nicole grabs a bright crimson mini dress off the rack, holding it up against herself before glancing back at Leon. "How on earth did you reconcile with your bodyguard to the point that he not only agreed to let you come to the party but also let you go dress shopping?"I shrug, a small hum escaping my throat as I flip through a line of
LEON“I think this search is fruitless. We have found absolutely nothing.”Kai tosses a thin manila folder onto his desk, his frustrated expression illuminated by the light from the large computer screens before him.“I know I might be a pro at technology and all, but it’s hard to find someone if you don’t have a name or a face. It’s like chasing a ghost, which, technically, that’s exactly what this is because the woman is dead.” He sighs, rubbing his eyes and spinning his revolving chair to face me. “This is a complete waste of time.”I lean forward, resting my forearms on the desk, my eyes moving from the useless printouts to the images of the dozens of dead ballerinas we’ve scanned over the past few hours. If Ivy were here, we wouldn’t have even spent that much time on this in the first place. She’s out on one of her solo runs today, leaving just Kai, Dante, and me to sift through the dead ends.Dante pushes off the brick wall, crossing his arms over his chest, his expression as br
LEONThe car ride to school the next morning is suffocating, but it is not because of the bitter coldness that usually sits between us. The air in the confined space of the SUV is thick, heavy, and humming with electricity. Every time Leon reaches down to shift gears, my eyes track the movement of his hands, my mind instantly flashing back to the kitchen.I can’t stop thinking about the hard, tattooed lines of his bare chest. The image is engraved in my mind. I can still feel the radiating heat of his skin, the roughness of his calloused hands gripping my waist as he lifted me onto the marble counter. I remember the sharp hitch in my breath when our mouths were inches apart.We almost kissed.The realization settles in my stomach and knots my insides with a frustrated, desperate ache.I wish we had.The moment he pulls up to the campus curb, my heart is hammering so aggressively against my ribs that I practically jump out of the passenger seat just to escape from that suffocating sile
GABRIELLAThe ticking of the digital clock on my nightstand reads 2:14 AM. I roll onto my back, staring up at the dark ceiling as my eyes refuse to drift close to sleep and my mind refuses to turn off.My thoughts drift to my friends. Or my current lack of friends.I miss Lisa and Nicole. It stings to admit it, even to myself, but the silence in my life outside of dance class is deafening. We haven't spoken since our last argument, and despite how passive-aggressive they’ve been acting, I hate this isolation. I miss having friends to text about stupid things. I miss feeling like a normal twenty-year-old girl.My thoughts linger in that direction for a few minutes, before they drift, as they inevitably do these days, to Leon.Before I can stop it, a ridiculous, silly smile splits across my face in the dark. I quickly press my palm over my mouth, feeling foolish, but the warmth in my chest lingers. Things are different between us now. Ever since the night he massaged my bruised feet an
GABRIELLAFor a few seconds after the words are uttered from Papa’s lips, I am quiet. Unable to speak. Unable to think.A bodyguard.I lock gazes with that of the man standing behind my father, the man currently invading my space.My soon-to-be bodyguard. This cannot be happening. He’s tall, the
LEON The next day, Salvatore calls to inform me that Tomaso had fixed a meeting in an upscale hotel in the Upper East Side of Manhattan. I join him at a random parking garage we planned to meet at, and he smirks at my appearance. “How old are you again? You look younger without your goatee and mu
LEON As soon as the words leave my mouth, the room goes still. Everyone looks at me like I’ve lost it. Shit. Maybe I have. Ivy is the person to break the silence. “You’re joking.” “I’m not.” She stands up and starts to pace around the room. “You want to play bodyguard to the daughter of the ma
LEON I never miss. No matter the target, the distance, or the chaos in my head, once I point my gun at my prey, I always hit. But I just did, and it’s all because of a girl. “Fuck!” I let out an angry growl before slinging my rifle over my shoulder. Thumping footsteps echo behind me, and







