Mag-log inGABRIELLA
A few hours later, I’m in a sleek, off-the-shoulder dress, my makeup done lightly, sitting in the backseat of my father’s car while his driver takes me to Dine, an upscale restaurant in the heart of the city. The drive to the restaurant is quiet, as always. None of Papa’s employees are allowed to speak to me unless spoken to, and I don’t feel like making small talk. We arrive in no time. The restaurant is dimly lit and way too formal. But it’s Papa. I’m not surprised. When I step inside, I spot him almost immediately. He’s sitting at a table close to a window at the far right corner of the room. As always, he’s in a black suit, his greying hair is slicked back, and he is nursing a glass of wine. As I approach, I notice his men scattered around the room like they’re just regular customers. You would think this is a business meeting and not a birthday dinner. I sigh and slide into the seat across from him. “Do you really need men stationed at every corner like this is a war zone?” Papa barely looks up from his glass. “You’re late.” “I was getting dressed. The birthday girl has to look pretty.” He finally looks at me, and his expression softens. “As always, you look beautiful, bambina mia.” I cross my legs, and despite my sour mood, a smile takes over my lips. “Thanks.” He reaches into his coat pocket and retrieves a small black box. “Happy birthday.” He slides it across the table. Excited, I grab it and open it. Yes, I am a sucker for gifts, and Papa is a big gifter. It’s how, despite how annoying he can be, he always manages to stay on my good side. A soft gasp leaves my lips as I see the content of the box. Inside is a gold bracelet, delicate and glittering with small diamonds. It’s stunning, just like everything else he gives me. “Thank you,” I whisper. “You’re welcome.” He lifts his glass. “To my daughter. My pride.” I sip from the flute the waiter brings me as I watch him over the rim. He seems relaxed, which is good because Papa is never relaxed. He’s always stressed about business, a business I know little about. I just know he deals in imports and exports, which is why he travels so much and makes a lot of money. “How have your meetings been going?” I ask, twirling my glass. He hums. “Productive. Tedious.” “Aren’t you supposed to be done with this particular project by now?” I think I overheard one of his men saying something about an important shipment days ago. “They usually take around one to two weeks.” He tilts his head, studying me. “Trying to get rid of me?” Guess I wasn’t as subtle as I thought. I smile. “No… I was just wondering when I could finally start experiencing the real college experience. You know, without my father or his men lurking over my shoulders.” He laughs again, and it’s a deep, genuine sound that catches me off guard. He seems happy. Work must really be as ‘productive’ as he put it. “You should be grateful. I already compromised enough by even letting you come here.” “Yeah, yeah, you say it all the time.” I roll my eyes. Our main course is served. Papa is having some roast duck with red wine sauce while I’m having a simple truffle pasta. We eat and talk, mostly him asking questions and me giving safe, generic answers. School is fine. The professors are okay. I have friends. He seems pleased. What I don’t mention is how confusing everything is, how people talk so casually about things I’ve only seen in movies, how I don’t know how to drive, and how I’ve never been in a Walmart. I’m not naive, exactly. But there are gaps in my understanding, things I’m only just realizing everyone else already knows. My mind starts to drift as Papa answers a phone call and begins to speak in hushed Italian. Business, of course. Business over everything else. Why am I here then? I should be shaking my ass at my birthday party or something. As if on cue, my phone buzzes in my purse. I slip it out to see a message from Lisa. ‘The party is already in full blast, and Jack is here,’ with several heart emojis. I chuckle softly, then glance up to see Papa still very engrossed in his phone call. Now I’m starting to get pissed. I glance at the clock on the wall behind him. Almost ten. The night is wasting away. My eyes drift to the window beside our table, searching for anything to distract me. A glint catches my eye from through the glass window. At first, I think it’s just a reflection, but then I see the faint outline of a figure on the rooftop across the street. There’s something long in his hands. Something metallic pointed directly at our table. I might not know a lot, but I watch a lot of movies to recognize a fucking sniper rifle. I open my mouth to speak, but the words don’t come out fast enough. “DOWN! GET DOWN!” The sharp and urgent voice that belongs to one of Papa’s men bellows out. The following events happen in a split second. Papa yanks my hand and pulls me under the table just as the glass window shatters. Papa’s wine glass explodes, and shards of glass rise in the air. Screams erupt. I hear chairs scraping, people diving to the floor, and some rushing out of the room. One of Papa’s men is yelling into an earpiece as two others rush out of the room. I can’t speak or move. Willingly, that is. My body vibrates on its own accord, trembling like a leaf while my heart thuds like a drum. Papa is barking out orders while shielding me with his body. Within seconds, his men surround the table, and we’re on the move. He drags me up and pulls me toward the back exit. His men close in around us as we sprint outside. A car screeches to a stop before us, and I’m immediately shoved inside with Papa following closely. As we speed off, I twist in my seat and glance up at the rooftop. The figure is gone, but the crackling panic in my chest doesn’t fade. Because someone just tried to kill my father, and I think I was supposed to die with him.LEONBy the time dawn breaks through the sky, I’m already up. It was pointless forcing myself to sleep after the nightmare, so I spent the remaining hours of the early morning staring blankly at the ceiling. At the first streak of light, I got up, freshened up and stepped out of the room.The apartment is quiet as I head over to the kitchen to make breakfast. Gabriella never has anything solid for breakfast. She usually takes a single fruit or a few spoonfuls of yogurt before rushing out of the apartment.Today, I decide to make a proper breakfast, one that consists of eggs, toast and sliced tomato. She probably won’t eat it, yet I make it anyway, mostly because I'm genuinely tired of eating whatever Gabriella manages to mix up in this kitchen. Her cooking has gotten slightly better, but still has a long way to go. And importantly, I’ll be handling everything in the kitchen from now on, moving forward to prevent another drugging incident from happening. I’m mad at her. I hate her.
LEONI lie on my back, staring at the ceiling, and sleep refuses to come anywhere near me.It's been two hours since I closed myself off in this room, and in those two hours I haven't stopped seeing her face. The image in my head is not the angry version of her, the one that was screaming at me in the parking lot and demanding answers I was too angry to give. The image in my head is the face that came after, the one that stared back at me as everything I tried to bottle up inside me cracked open and a single tear slid down her cheek before she could stop it.I close my eyes, and the image is still there. I shouldn't have said it. Any of it. I knew the words were going to break her the moment they left my mouth, and I said them anyway, because some part of me wanted them to break her. I wanted to hurt her the way the last few days had hurt me, the helplessness of standing in that room watching her sleep off a drug some boy gave her, the fear that still hasn't fully left my body even
GABRIELLAI make it three steps outside her office before the tears come.I hold them as long as I can, blinking hard against the burn behind my eyes, and by the time I round the corner into the main hallway, I've lost most of the battle. Nicole and Lisa are waiting by the lockers, and the second they see my face, whatever they were talking about stops."What happened?" Lisa asks, already reaching for me."I was stupid." “Gabby…” Lisa wraps an arm around me. “What went on in there?”My voice comes out wobbly. "I explained my situation to her and asked if she could take me as a private student,” I sniff. Saying it out loud makes me sound even stupider. “But she said I'm not someone she can work with right now. Or maybe ever."Lisa's face falls into something sympathetic, but before she can say anything, Nicole laughs.It's not a kind laugh. It's short and sharp."You thought she'd take you?" She asks like the whole idea is genuinely funny to her. "Gabriella, she trains the best dancer
GABRIELLABy Monday morning, the apartment walls feel like they are closing in on me.The feeling has been building since Saturday morning. The unease and silence from Leon, Nicole and Jack.The tension between Leon and I has taken on a physical quality. It feels like a third presence moving through the rooms with us. He hasn’t stopped cooking for me, and that presence sits at the table between our plates, filling the hallway when we pass each other without speaking, and occupies the space between us as we remain at opposite ends of the apartment, avoiding each other. So this morning, I get dressed faster than I ever have and head to the parking lot before he can enter the kitchen to make breakfast. When he sees me leaving, he follows silently behind me.The car drive is more torturous than any other drive I’ve ever been on. I practically jump out of the car as we arrive at the school parking lot and rush to my first class of the day.Nicole is already at our usual spot when I get to
GABRIELLAThe first thing that hits me is the lights.It comes through my curtains in harsh stripes, directly on my face. It drags me out of my sleep. My eyes open slowly, and then I wince and cover my face again, blinking to adjust to the brightness of the room. My head aches as I glance around me. The ceiling above me is familiar. I’m in my room. My bed. I can’t remember getting in here. I look down at the stuffed rabbit tucked under my arm, which I don't remember reaching for.I lie there for a moment, waiting for my brain to catch up.Then I turn, and I see him.Leon is sitting on the small sofa in the corner of my room, his elbows resting on his knees and his head bent forward into his hands. He hasn't noticed I'm awake. He's just sitting there, still as everything else in the room, and the sight of him is so wrong that for a long moment I just stare and try to figure out if I'm still dreaming.He's never been in my room before. He’s never even been on my side of the penthouse a
LEONThe moment I jerk awake, I know something is wrong.First, my head is pounding. The terrible ache makes it almost impossible to open my eyes, but I do, equally forcing myself to stand from the sofa.The second thing I notice is that my legs take a second longer than they should to cooperate. I brace myself against the armrest and wait for the room to stop spinning. The apartment is dark except for the city light coming in through the curtains.Thirdly, the house is quiet. It always is, considering there are just two of us living here, but something about this particular silence makes my back stiffen.My hand goes to my waistband out of habit, my fingers closing around the gun I always keep there, and I step forward and try to remember how I ended up asleep on the sofa. My neck aches from the angle my head had fallen asleep in, and my body feels unnaturally heavy.I look at my watch. It’s a few minutes past midnight.Without thinking, I move to Gabriella's side of the apartment.I
GABRIELLAThe corridor outside his office is quiet, too quiet for a Monday afternoon. Most of the other lecturers have already closed their doors, and the hum of student chatter has thinned to a few scattered voices. My flats click against the tiled floor, the soles sounding louder to my ears as I
GABRIELLA“What’s so funny?”The words come out sharper than I mean them to, but their laughter grates against my skin until I can’t take it anymore.Nicole is still laughing, her hand pressed to her stomach as if I just delivered the punchline of a joke. Lisa’s cheeks are pink, her eyes shining as
GABRIELLAThe next school day is torture before it even begins.I wake up before my alarm rings, dragging myself out of bed and into the shower just to keep my mind from spiraling. Steam curls around me, but it doesn’t clear the raging thoughts in my head. How do I navigate my new life? How do I n
GABRIELLAFor a few seconds after the words are uttered from Papa’s lips, I am quiet. Unable to speak. Unable to think.A bodyguard.I lock gazes with that of the man standing behind my father, the man currently invading my space.My soon-to-be bodyguard. This cannot be happening. He’s tall, the







