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Chapter 111: Starting Over

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I came home from the prison in the last of the afternoon.

The boys were in the yard with Marta. Noelle had come by, seen my car in the drive, and let herself in through the kitchen. She poured me a glass of water and did not ask a single question, which was how I knew she had already guessed, from my face, how the visit had gone. I walked through the hallway toward my bedroom to change out of the clothes I had worn to a plastic chair on the other side of a scratched glass panel, and I stopped,
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