LOGINTW: Mentions of abuse
SOLANA My eyes widened as Elric tossed a hurriedly scrawled note into my lap. It was undeniably Selene’s writing. Apparently, she had someone she loved and couldn't bring herself to be the pack's sacrificial lamb. "Are you ignoring me, you brat?!" Elric roared, and I stumbled backwards, crumpling to the ground as my chest heaved. The wolfsbane in my blood was killing me painfully, and there was nothing I could do. I was a worthless, murderous omega. One undeserving of love and affection. Cursed to live in my younger sister's shadow and bound to an ancient, deadly wolf. "I don't know where she went," I coughed, keeping my eyes on the floor. If I didn't, it would only enrage him. He hated the color of my eyes. Whenever he had his way with me, he would force me to close my eyes. All I had to do was let him spread my legs and do whatever he wanted. I was already numb to my suffering. There was no use fighting. What was the use if I was growing closer and closer to my own grave with each passing day? "If you don't tell me where she is, I'll kill you!" Alpha Elric roared, kicking me in the ribs. I bit my lip to stifle the groan of pain that threatened to escape. "I swear to the goddess. I don't know," I croaked. He cursed under his breath, pacing back and forth. "Fine. You will take her place. You will be the demon alpha's sacrifice," he hissed, and I shivered. The demon alpha. It was a name that bred fear and panic throughout the neighboring towns. Even pure-blooded vampires feared him. He was no king, but his influence was greater than royalty. Every year, he receives a maiden from packs to appease him. To keep their peace. And to ensure their protection. Rumors say he doesn't have a mate and has been searching for a breeder strong enough to bear him an heir. My sister had literally narrowly escaped death. It was said that none of the maidens made it out alive. I had to protect my sister, who was so full of life. Sure, she wouldn’t value what I was about to do. But I was relieved to know that she'd gone far away from here. Alpha Elric opened the small storage room where the ceremonial dress was. Then he tossed it at my feet. "Make no mistake, mutt. When I find your sister, I will break her legs and have all of my officials ruin her." No, he wouldn't. Not my sister. He could do whatever he wanted to me. But not her. Please, Mother Selene, protect my sister. "Get dressed! He will be arriving soon," he hissed, and I nodded. He stormed out of my tiny room and slammed the door shut. Shakily, I picked myself off the ground, grabbing the dress. It was beautiful. It had pearls stitched to it, and it was soft and silky. The kind of dress I didn't think I would ever get to wear before my demise. I smiled, gazing at it. It didn't matter that this could as well be my funeral clothes, it was beautiful. I loved it. Holding it to my chest, I closed my eyes, my smile widening. ... "Lana!!!" I looked up at the sound of my best friend's voice. There were tears running down her pale cheeks. She ran to me, sobbing hard. "I heard... Oh Goddess. How can you do this? You're going to die," she croaked, wrapping her arms around me. I hugged her, pressing a goodbye kiss to her temple. "You made my painful days less agonizing. Thank you, Tara," I said to her, and she sniffled, her nose turning pink. "Why does it have to be you?" She cried. "I have accepted my fate, dear. If we don't meet again in this lifetime, I hope we meet again in the next. Take care of yourself, Tara," I said, and she nodded, sobbing harder. I smiled softly, refocusing my gaze on the mirror before me. My makeup was light, my glowing emerald eyes shining brighter than ever. It was because I was happy. The happiest I had ever been. My dream was finally coming true. My dream of dying somewhere far away from this pack, where I've shed enough blood and tears. There was a loud knock on the door. Tara tensed, pulling away from me. "Come out," Beta Ansel said with a gruff voice. My heartbeat spiked. It was time. Still, I kept a brilliant smile on my face and rose to my feet, gently squeezing Tara's cold hands. She refused to let go of me. She followed closely by my side and headed out of the room with me. "Follow me," Beta Ansel said, and I turned to look at Tara. "It's okay. I'll be fine," I told her. She shook her head, fresh tears welling up in her bloodshot blue eyes. "I'm going with you. I don't care if you're going to a prison, a pit, or hell itself." I chuckled. "You're being dramatic." We both followed after Beta Ansel, who seemed to be getting more irritated by our exchange. Finally, we halted in front of a large mahogany door. The one that led to Alpha Elric's study. Beta Ansel knocked on the door, and it creaked open. The instant it did, the smell of roses flooded my nostrils. I gasped, startled by the intensity. Roses were my favorite. Where was this scent coming from? My rose garden had been burnt down to ashes by Kamala when she'd discovered it. Therefore, there was no way there were flowers in Elric's study. His beta ushered me in while Tara tightened her hold on me. The moment we stepped in, my heart started to pound faster at the sight of him. A man larger than life itself. He was seated on a chair in front of Elric's desk, wearing a long dark coat that was perfectly tailored. His shoulders were super broad, highlighting the raw strength and masculinity that oozed from him. His pitch-black hair cascaded down his shoulders in beautiful waves. Slowly, he turned to look at me, and my heart stuttered. His face was blank. Almost like he was a lifeless sculpture. Goddess, his eyes.... One of them was pitch black, and the other was a bright red. A gruesome scar marred the skin from his left temple ending just shy of his jawline. "Two?" He asked, his deep voice reverberating in the small space. My stomach tightened, my breathing quickening. "No, Roman. Apologies for the confusion," Elric said, smiling nervously while glaring at Tara. The demon alpha cocked his head, lifting a hand to point at me. “Her?” Elric cleared his throat, sweat glistening on his forehead. “Yes—” Before he could finish his statement, the demon alpha rose to his feet, slowly. I gaped at him, my eyes bulging in their sockets. He towered above everyone in the room, his aura intimidating. “If that’s the case, I’m leaving,” he said, and my heart sank. “Roman, please. I need your protection. The blue rose pack—” “Elric,” the alpha practically growled, his presence sucking out the oxygen in the room. “How dare you insult me. Do you want to die?” Elric paled, and Tara gripped my hand tighter, her palm sweaty. Panic washed over me the instant the demon alpha started to head towards the door where Tara and I were standing. No, he can’t leave. He’s my only ticket out of this hell, I thought. Tara quickly pulled me out of the way, and I realized then that the smell of roses was coming from him. My life flashed before my eyes, and tears welled up in my eyes. I didn’t want to die here in Red Groove Pack. Gritting my teeth, I pulled away from Tara and grabbed the demon alpha’s hand. He froze instantly, and so did I. But something else was happening inside of me. Amira, my wolf who had been suppressed for years finally stirred inside of me. ‘Mate,’ she whimpered and my eyes bulged in their sockets, my gaze meeting the demon Alpha’s mismatched eyes.SOLANA Curling my hands into fists, I took a steadying breath. My husband was a wreck. Somehow, I could tell that this was just his grief talking. He was hurting just as much as I was. I didn't give him a response, I moved towards him. My heart pounded faster with every step I took because he looked terrifying. But I'd already lost too much to let fear take him from me too.When I finally halted in front of him, I slowly wrapped my arms around him, resting my head on his chest. His heartbeat was erratic and wild.He sucked in a sharp breath, his body trembling against mine."Did you really think I would run away from you even in your darkest moments? Dream on, Roman," I said, a small smile tugging at my lips."Flower—""Shh, it's okay, dearest. Just let me hold you. I need this too," I rasped and slowly his arms eased around me.We both said nothing for a while, basking in the comfort of the moment."Between the both of us, I think you're the terrifying one," Roman finally sa
SOLANA I didn't even realize the scream was mine until the taste of blood filled my mouth.Colors bled together, sound fading in and out. One moment I was standing behind Roman, my hand pressed to the little girl's back, feeling her tiny heartbeat against mine. The next, there was a crack that split the air apart, and then something struck me on the chest."Solana." My name sounded like it hurt him to say.I looked down first, because my mind refused to understand. The child in my arms was crying. She was safe, thank the goddess, but my dress was blooming crimson.The pain came a second later. A slow, crawling fire from my chest to my spine. My knees buckled. Roman caught me before I hit the ground."Stay with me," he rasped, wrapping one arm around me, the other pressed hard against the wound. I wanted to tell him not to worry, that it was fine, that I'd felt worse...except I hadn't. I never had.The children were screaming now. Someone was shouting orders. Was that Hawke? Tar
SOLANA "A-alpha," the three women stuttered, dropping to their knees. The air rippled before I even saw him.My husband walked in with Hawke behind him. They both looked pissed."You should be ashamed of yourselves. One would think that the gray in your hair would make you wiser than a toddler, but apparently not," Roman said, and they whimpered."We—" one of them attempted to speak."Silence," Hawke spat, and they cowered instantly."Listen closely to what I have to say. The three of you will report to the Office of Correction. You will be punished for slandering your Luna. And when you're done, tell the others what happens to anyone foolish enough to do the same," my husband said, and Tara nudged me in the ribs, blushing with me."Off you go," Hawke hissed, and the three women scurried off like frightened mice.Roman's gaze softened when they met mine, and my heart jolted in my chest from the intensity. He walked up to me, reaching for my hand while Tara sneaked off to stan
SOLANA Roman went utterly, terrifyingly still. My goodness, he was barely breathing. And for a single second, the entire room felt like it bowed to the violent surge of alpha aura pouring off him.Oh goddess.His hands grabbed my hips with such desperate force that a gasp tore from my throat. I wasn't afraid because I knew that this... this was the Roman who lived beneath the cold walls of his heart.He was untamed. Mine."Don't—" I started.It was too late.He flipped us, surprisingly still gentle.My back hit the bed, the sheets rippling beneath me as Roman hovered over my body. His chest rose and fell in heaves, his jaw clenched so tightly I could see a vein pulsing in his neck."Don't say things like that," he growled, his voice ragged. "Not when I'm already this close to losing myself."I smiled up at him, blinking innocently at him. "Why? You don't like it?"His eyes turned pitch black, and he slammed his hand beside my head, caging me in. "You don't understand," he snarled,
ROMAN She was pregnant. I had been hoping for this but it still caught me off guard. To think that only a few months ago, I'd been unable to even get a woman pregnant... My heart was pounding so fast as my gaze roamed over my Luna's face. Nothing else mattered. Only her. Gods, she was carrying our pup in our womb. This was a miracle. I wanted to speak, but suddenly, I couldn't. All I felt was the strongest urge to protect and adore. So, I went down on my knees. She gasped in surprise but I couldn't even explain what was going on inside of me. I gently pressed a kiss to her belly, wrapping my arms around her. She chuckled, running her hands through my hair and relief swelled in my chest. Oh, how I'd missed that sound. "You really don't have to go on your knees," she giggled and my eyes grew wet. She didn't understand the magnitude of the gift she'd given me. "Come on, get up," she said, stroking my hair. Her tone was light. I could finally breathe. But I didn't want to mov
SOLANA This was a trap. And the look on my husband's face told me he recognized it for what it was. Another knock sounded at the door and I flinched, my anxiety hitting the roof."Alpha, it's me, Zamora. I can help."I froze, my stomach twisting with unease. Slowly, Alpha Roman released me and my chest caved in. We both knew that the stakes were too high to be ignored. There was no hiding my true aura from the Guard, unless I didn't show up at all."I'm sorry, Solana," Alpha Roman said to me and I forced out a smile, rising to my feet. Tears pooled in my eyes as annoyance clawed at my insides. I wasn't a Luna my husband could be proud of. Why would the pack accept me?"Come in, Zamora," My alpha said and the door creaked open. Zamora hurried up to me, latching at my hand with false concern painted all over her face. Did she really think she could fool me with her ridiculous mask?"It is not my intention to steal your place, I need you to understand this. I'm only doing this t







