LOGINThe sound of his smooth, deep voice nearly makes my knees buckle and something about the intensity of his stare just makes it difficult to breathe and sends an entirely inappropriate shiver through me.
"I... Huh." I stammer and everything else scrambles. Excellent speech Barbara... We're back to caveman speech! But can you blame me? my brain is completely short-circuiting under his touch! He releases my chin and his hand drops back to his side, but his powerful gaze never leaves mine. "Come with me." he orders in a deep, authoritative tone that leaves room for absolutely no argument. He turns around on his heel and immediately starts walking down the corridor. That's it? No explanation or introduction... I stare after him in confusion and I glance behind me nervously. The man from before is gone... I could just leave now... I look back at the stranger... He doesn't even check to see whether I'm following almost like he simply expects me to. And somehow... I do! Maybe it's curiosity... or stupidity... Possibly both. But I'm just strangely drawn to the sheer gravitational pull of this man's presence, I find my legs moving on their own and I scramble to follow him... He leads me toward the end of the hall and up a dimly lit flight of stairs. "Um, excuse me!" I try to speak to his broad back as I scramble up the steps behind him, trying to keep pace with his long, effortless strides. "I'm really sorry for earlier... I'm really sorry for bumping into you like that." He doesn't respond.... doesn't even glance back. He just keeps walking. "Sir?" Still nothing... The man is apparently allergic to conversation. At the top of the stairs. He stops abruptly in front of a door. Reaching out, he pushes the door open and then steps aside. He turns his head, staring down at me pointedly with those intense amber eyes, clearly expecting me to walk inside... "Oh..." I swallow hard and my heart hammers against my ribs as I take a tentative, cautious step forward, passing his towering frame to cross the threshold and walk into the room. He steps into the room behind me and the door shuts with a soft thud that sounds terrifyingly ominous. My legs carry me further into the center of the space and a shiver runs down my spine as I look around at the room I have just entered... Taking in the massive, plush king-sized bed draped in red silk and the heavy looking silver handcuffs attached to the polished bedposts. Slowly, the full weight of where I am crashes down on me like an avalanche! The room is covered entirely in deep, scarlet red tones... It looks less like a bedroom and more like some kind of seductive dungeon designed for a singular... sinful purpose! The bed in the center is so massive, it could easily fit four people! And on a long, low glass table next to the bed, arranged neatly, is a collection of items that makes my brain completely short-circuit and my face heats up so fast I'm surprised smoke doesn't start pouring from my ears... There are leather collars lined with soft fur... a wicked-looking leather whip with a polished handle, and silver cuffs that catch the light. My gaze jerks away and unfortunately it lands on something worse... A giant mirror mounted on the ceiling, perfectly framing the entire bed directly below. My mouth falls open. Why would they need a mirror there?? Actually... No... I don't want to know. I immediately look away again and let out a tiny, choked gasp as my eyes dart to the far wall... Hanging there is a huge, hyper-realistic painting of a completely nude woman sprawled across a dark satin sheet in a seductive position, her spine is arched and her head is thrown back in a look of pure ecstasy... her fingers are buried intimately between her legs! My face is probably as red as a tomato now as I avert my eyes from the erotic painting... Everything in this room screams its purpose... There is no misunderstanding here. I whirl around and see the stranger is still standing there, watching me silently with those liquid amber eyes... My stomach does another violent flip! Well... Yay for my mission to get laid, I guess? If this room is any indication of his intentions, I am definitely going to achieve my goal tonight. But looking around now, this is looking a bit more intense than I thought it would be. A lot more intense... Downstairs, the idea of losing my virginity to a hot stranger felt like a bold, rebellious, abstract plan to escape having my first time with Pierre... But here? In this room? With... him? A cold shiver of panic runs down my spine. I'm not nearly as brave as I was thirty minutes ago... Could I really do this? Could I actually take off my clothes, climb onto that massive red bed, and lose my virginity to a complete stranger? A stranger who looks like he walked directly out of some forbidden fantasy? Suddenly the stranger moves without warning and my thoughts scramble instantly as he starts to take off his dark jacket! My mouth goes completely dry... Dear Lord! I never knew taking off a jacket could look this sexy! His forearms flex as the jacket slides down and fully reveals his thick, muscular biceps, completely coated in intricate, dark tattoos that swirl down to his wrists...The heavy muscles in his arms flex beautifully under the red lights as he tosses the jacket effortlessly onto a nearby chair. I stare at him shamelessly without blinking... Like a deer caught in freaking headlights... Which is probably embarrassing... But can you blame me?! Honestly? At this point I don't care... I'll probably never get the chance to see anyone this sexy ever again... I mean, he looks like something pulled straight out of a dark romance fantasy or a highly inappropriate wet dream... He is utterly, completely unreal! Before I can even recover from his scandalous biceps, he reaches for the hem of his dark shirt and in one smooth, swooping motion, he pulls the fabric up and over his head! The shirt disappears and I almost stop breathing altogether! Holy... Crap! My heart rate speeds up drastically, pounding a frantic rhythm against my ribs until it's hard to even breathe! My mouth falls open a little as I stare openly at the shirtless, flawlessly ripped, heavily tattooed masterpiece standing before me! His chest is broad, his abs tightly packed and shadowed under the scarlet glow, and a dark trail of hair disappears straight into the waistband of his trousers! The tattoos on his neck extend down across his collarbones and bloom over his chest like dark ink spilling into water... As if that wasn't enough he runs his large, tattooed hand through his tousled dark hair, shaking it out and the gesture is so effortlessly sexy that my stomach does another flip and I'm sure I'm close to passing out now! Get it together Barbara!... For several seconds he doesn't even seem to notice me watching... Then his gaze suddenly lifts and locks directly onto mine and I freeze! Something shifts in his expression and his head tilts slightly... Like he's trying to solve a puzzle or like he's looking at me and finding something that doesn't fit... But then his gaze lowers to my quivering lips and something hungry creeps into his eyes. Then he speaks, "Come here."The stranger from the club stands beneath the open church doors, framed by the bright afternoon sunlight pouring in behind him. His expensive black suit fits his broad shoulders perfectly, and the dark tattoos climbing his neck disappear beneath his open collar. He doesn't look nervous. He doesn't even look impressed. He looks... Bored. Like the dozens of guns aimed directly at him are nothing more than a minor inconvenience... My eyes dart around the chapel to see that every single one of Pierre's men has a weapon pointed at him! Yet he doesn't even blink! The tattooed stranger from the club walks farther into the chapel and every other sound inside the church disappears... even my own breathing seems to stop until the only thing I can hear is the frantic pounding of my heart! Each footstep he takes feels like a countdown as I stare at him through my veil, frozen in disbelief! It's him... It's really him! The man who threw me out of his room like I meant absolutely nothing just fo
Every hair on my body stands up and I slowly look toward Pierre again to see he's smiling and watching me creepily ike a wolf waiting for dinner. My hands begin to tremble... What happened to his first wife?? Did he... No. Don't think about it, Barbara, Don't... We finally reach the altar and Gabe takes my hand and places it into Pierre's. The moment Pierre's fingers close around mine, I have to stop myself from pulling away... His grip is damp and revulsion crashes through me... I flinch away from his touch and he chuckles under his breath before stepping away. He isn't even looking at my face... His dark, greasy eyes are tracking the curve of my breasts hungrily through the white fabric of the dress and he licks his thin lips hungrily as he pulls me up onto the altar. The priest stands before us, holding a small leather Bible... He looks down at me, and for a split second, I see a flash of pity in his old eyes. He knows exactly what this is, He knows I am a lamb being led to the
I stopped counting after the fifth lash... Maybe there were ten, maybe there were twenty... I honestly don't remember anymore.... All I know is that by the following morning, severe pain shoots through my arms every time I move. I stand in front of the cracked bathroom mirror, staring at the angry red welts wrapped around my upper arm and shoulder... Some of them have already darkened into ugly purple bruises while others are still swollen. My fingers hover over one of them but I don't touch it because I already know it'll hurt. My skin is pale and my eyes are bloodshot as I tilt my arms under the light, tracing the bruises littering my skin. Last night was a nightmare... My step father didn't stop hitting me until his arm grew tired and after that, the pain had just turned into a dull, throbbing numbness... At first I'd thought crying would make me feel better, but it didn't... Nothing does. Suddenly, the bathroom door creaks open behind me and my Mother walks in staggering sligh
Dread floods my stomach as I watch my stepfather's lips curl into a creepy smile! And somehow that's worse than if he'd been angry! I've never seen him smile... Except that one time mum got into an accident and couldn't walk for a month... "Well...." His gaze drags slowly over my body and I suddenly wish I was wearing armor instead because of the filthy way his eyes rake up my dress! "Look who finally decided to come home... It's well past midnight. I was starting to think you had run away." Every instinct inside me screams danger and I take a step backward. Somehow that makes him more excited because he stands up and his smile widens. "Where do you think you're going?" Before I can react, he's already crossing the room and his fingers close around my arm! Hard! Pain shoots through my hand and I flinch. "Let me go." I rasp and his eyes narrow. "What was that?" Shit! I look around desperately, but my mother isn't here to rescue like before. She's probably passed out somewhere dru
"What is wrong with you...?" I'm kneeling on the carpet now, completely naked beneath his gaze and trying to understand why the atmosphere in the room has transformed from scorching hot to ice-cold in the span of a single heartbeat! The stranger's amber eyes are terrifying now... And it's not just because he's angry, he actually looks horrified and I don't understand why! All I said was my name?! "What... did I do?" I ask breathlessly and I watch as his jaw flexes in response. "Get out!" The words crack through the room like a whip and I stare at him in disbelief! For a second, I honestly wonder if I've imagined everything... The attraction, the chemistry. The way he'd looked at me, touched me... The way he'd kissed me! Was that all in my head? Because the man standing in front of me now looks like he literally can't stand the sight of me! The realization punches me right in the chest... But why should it affect me! I've known him for less than an hour... He's a complete stranger
A wave of embarrassment crashes over me, replacing the sex haze in my mind and I tug uselessly at the handcuffs, "Uh… Not anymore?" I manage to mutter weakly and my voice sounds incredibly small in the heavy silence of the room. Suddenly, the stranger moves swiftly to the silver handcuffs and he snaps them open, releasing my wrists... But before I can even bring my aching arms down, his large hands grip my waist and flips me onto my back in one effortless motion and he hovers over me... Trapping me into the bed. I swallow nervously as his hand shoots forward and his fingers clamp down hard around my jaw, tilting my face up and forcing me to look directly into his blazing amber eyes... "You’re not one of the new girls, are you?" His jaw is ticking furiously now and a muscle leaps in his cheek. "Why didn’t you tell me you were a fucking virgin?" He runs a hand through his hair in frustration. "I don’t fuck virgins!" The sudden anger in his voice sparks an instant wave of indignation i
My throat immediately dries up! Two simple words... That's all it takes for my knees to start wobbling! but inside my head, a switch suddenly flips and I take a deep breath. Okay... I can do this. Right? It's just sex, Barbara! People do it every day... Millions of people. Billions, probably.
The door clicks shut with a final thud that echoes right through the soles of my feet to my very bones as I stand frozen in the center of the room... Slowly, the full weight of where I am crashes down on me like an avalanche!The room is covered entirely in deep, scarlet red tones... It looks less
I follow Rhyssa through another set of doors and the pounding music from the dancefloor outside fades into the background, replaced by smooth jazz drifting through hidden speakers... The lighting here is warmer too, bathing everything in rich amber and crimson tones that make the room feel seductiv
I have twelve more hours... The thought loops endlessly in my head like a curse as neon lights flash violently across the nightclub ceiling, painting the writhing crowd below in shades of blue, pink, and blood-red... It's just twelve more hours remaining until my worst nightmare becomes real...







